wait wait wait, ru n that shit back again

why, why why do you keep,
keep getting away?
with all that stuff you...
say?

why, why, why do u play?
u play with my heart,
like its just a game,
but im tired of the pain,
of calling out ur name.

why can't you see?
the mess ur making of me,
with every word, every lie...

u say u care,
but ur actions don't show,
im falling apart,
and u already know,

why, why, why do i stay?
when u keep pushing me away,
with every touch, every glance,
im caught in this endless dance.

u say u care,
but your actions don't show,
im falling apart,
and u already know,
why, why, why do i stay?
when you keep pushing me away.

im done with the lies

-,
you twist the knife,
with that sugarcoated tongue,
im strung out, undone,
but youve already won.

you say you care,
but your silence screams the truth,
im a ghost in your proof,
well... you

why, why, why do i stay?
u keep pushing me,
with every touch-

youll never know,
the damage youve done,
im a hollow shell,
of who I was...
and you just...

im no longer the same,
im done with the pain,
done with your game.

why why did I fall?
for the illusion of it all,
a love that never was,
just a shadow on the wall.

you played your hand, but im stacking my deck,
im done with the lies, im done with the wreck,
you thought i'd crumble, thought i'd stay small,
-idfk,

your love was a trap, your touch was a snare,
but im out of the cage, im breaking the-
-

youre as bipolar as this song

crash
gotta acknowledge my health a lil bit
but i don't think train stopping or coming to an end
still i fear
still i fear

i'm fucking off now
driving real fast now
evil gene is gone now
the scene is bloodied and how?!
i think the ... kickin in
muscle easin and im feelin sleek
thank god for psychiatry
just thinkin this life is fantasy
just thinkin i fear the crash again
i say again as if it's imminent 
getting so lost in this music shit
gotta acknowledge my health a lil bit
but i don't think train stopping or coming to an end
still i fear
still i fear
i think im fucking off again

Skeleton

Intermission (Crash)

LYRICS:

I was breathing all over you
It was all slower back then
I wanna know why you're so scared
Walk behind you as you take me there

You can tell me all your secrets at our secret place
Let's just keep it, you and me
For now, there's too much in the way
I hope you see you're changing, and I hope that's okay
'Cause I hate my influence and what I became

Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey (ooh-ooh)
Ooh-ooh

I was breathing all over you (ooh-ooh)
It was all slower back then (ooh-ooh)
I wanna know why you're so scared (ooh-ooh)
Walk behind you as you take me there (ooh-ooh)

You can tell me all your secrets at our secret place (ooh-ooh)
Let's just keep it, you and me (ooh-ooh)
For now, there's too much in the way (ooh-ooh)
I hope you see you're changing, and I hope that's okay
'Cause I hate my influence and what I became

Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey (ooh-ooh)
Ooh-ooh

sloth (Jaydes Cover)

Sometimes I feel like I might be losing it...









my mind... idk

Losing It

Perpetual is an emerging DJ and producer hailing from Timisoara, Romania, known for his unique blend of joyful energy and deep, immersive sounds. His style effortlessly mixes playful melodies with darker, more atmospheric tones, creating a soundscape that keeps listeners on their toes. 

A familiar face in the Timisoara scene, Perpetual has become a staple at the well known "b.plr" events, where his residency has seen him share decks with some of the industry's biggest names, including Arapu, Cezar, Suciu, Vincentiulian, and Praslea. As he continues to rise, his dynamic approach to electronic music promises to leave a lasting impact on the scene.

Links: - https://instagram.com/perpetual_alexx
- soundcloud.com/perpetual_brs

Schmaus 042 - Perpetual

created with my iphone due to my PC having issues. this is an extended beat, and basically me freestyling the entire time [off the dome] no edits.

SUNRISE

When I wake up

prod Mang
mix & master by William Binderup

Hurricane Season

this is daniel johnstons song i covered, go listen to him. he is the best musician ive ever heard.

despair came knocking

пустил суку в клуб она больше не твоя
видел много сук но мне нравится моя
я считаю я не глуп и обожаю автоваз
перкосет в моей крови я труп похуй на вскх вас

трогай меня руками 

парень ты еще зеленый как мой глаз
радуйся что твоя шлюха не видала трасс 

они ловят мячи с запада им не давали пасс

бро я курю курю верблюда 
я не курю твой гашиш
дажн не попробую слышишь 
меня любят телки я как прищ 
тебя любят телки пиздишь колись

трогай меня руками

я свечу как солнце ты светишь кольцевая лампа 
я ахуенный фру тела ты ебучая мамба 
вы сборка нищебродов какая нахуй банда
пиздишь на моих бро не обойтись без траблов 

на меня смотрит твоя телка 
и на ней моя футболка









































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trogai p n999

already dead

A journey through mental illness and trauma

Break family cycles featuring aTUNO’S choir

The Debut EP by P. S. Farewell, now available on Soundcloud.

Happily Ever After (feat. Depreston)

Driveway

Internet

Anywhere But Here

HALF-JOKING, HALF-SERIOUS. YOU'LL BE ABLE TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE (HOPEFULLY)

ds is xaxf 
add, im down 2 meet new people and talk!!!!!

Press Play to Escape.

@ramonasevilexboyfriend
@psfarewell

contact: contact@schmaus.house
🇷🇴 🇨🇦
Schmaus is a fellowship of minimal music lovers who passionately believe in the great talent that has been developed over the years in Romania and abroad.
It all started in 2014 in Timișoara (western Romania), when minimal enthusiasts teamed up to create ephemeral spaces for artists to express their art without any restrictions. These special events aimed for the highest sophistication of sound, as well as a space for people enjoy the events and want to be able to "let go" for the night. Schmaus had the immense privilege to host genuine artists from the scene such as Mihai Pol, Macarie, Gescu, Melodie, Teluric, Paul K, Lizz, Cosmjn, only to name a few.
When the pandemic started, the next logical step was to keep the same idea of unity through selected podcast performances … but we promise that we will all dance again in the near future!
Credits: - https://soundcloud.com/sabbin (CO-Founder)
              - https://soundcloud.com/gali-christian (CO-Founder/Artist)

17 y/o
self-taught Singer/Songwriter/Producer
I have too much free time

New tracks tagged #bipolar