Guess Thats How Life Goes

너의 죽음 long ver.(with string)

Most of us spend far too much time in the pub. What makes them so wonderful? Four of us went to Bristol to find out. (Unlike most of these podcasts this one is recorded on a small hand held device. Quality is sometimes compromised. And we get drunk.)

The Pub

(OK--another lesson learned.  People don't want to click on thumbnails featuring a cute and curious goose.  Who knew?  Anyway, yesterday's posted track "Emma's Pulse" could use some extra attention--so far, only 16 people have given it a listen.  Is everyone still traumatized by the "Untitled Goose Game"??)  

CONTENT WARNING:  Today's Interbay posted track here on SoundCloud is a techno pop breakbeat rap track that could be heard as encouraging self-harm.  That is NOT the intended message to take away from this track.  If you are struggling and if you could be a danger to yourself or others, you are encouraged to seek help immediately.  Even simply talking to someone can help guide you through tough times.  The language used in this track is meant to be understood as coming from someone who is intensely frustrated with the subject of this track.  You, the listener, are NOT the subject of this track.  This is fiction...dramatic fiction, in music and verse form.  Got it?  Cool.  

Some of you may know, I am a retired professional stand-up comedian...and I can use a clever metaphor to express some dark thoughts in a funny way.

When putting this track together, I knew I'd want at least a breakdown rap section...I just needed a subject to talk about.  

I don't know what made me think of it--but suddenly, I was inspired to write about someone who is frustrated at a friend of theirs who, annoyingly, keeps escaping consequences for his actions/mistakes.  (A variation of the "Jeannie Bueller Effect.")    

...and it all fell into place when I came up with the line "quit cutting yourself down"--which sounds like it is a positive statement...and the comedian still living in my brain (and I can't turn them off) recognized that the statement also works as a negative statement, if seen from a slightly skewed perspective.  

Instead of "Hey, don't be so hard on yourself!  You're all right."--in THIS context, it means "Hey, you deserve the punishment you're receiving...accept it, learn from it...and don't free yourself from that reckoning."  

(Now, perhaps triple ironically, what if I'm the subject AND the voice of the song and I'm directing some self criticism at myself?  What if I'm telling myself that I don't need emotional propping up as much as I have to accept my own role in my current situation.  Whooooaaa--deep!  Get my therapist on the line, we might have some stuff to talk about!)  

So, the metaphor being used here is:  You've done something or made a mistake, big enough to be "sentenced to be hung" (exaggeration for comedic impact) and "you shouldn't cut the rope and free yourself because you should accept your punishment for what you've done.)

It is a harsh metaphor--which is why I've included a content warning with this track.  This isn't a "you should harm yourself" track, this is a "tough love/intervention" track...and, in a very roundabout way, it IS a positive and encouraging message...at the end (in the same way that an intervention for someone with substance abuse issues can be positive and encouraging, in spirit...if exactly opposite of that in execution.)     

Pretty heady topic with some nuance necessary and and an undestanding that this is a dramatic characterization--like a play--all for a synth-fueled breakbeat mutant pop track, that's for sure.  

Is it too dark?  I could rewrite the bars...get Kanno back in here to flow again, just with a different spin.  The comedian in me likes the dark cleverness, but did I go too far?

Listen...let me know what you think.  (And then, check out "Emma's Pulse"--yesterday's posted track...very different, these two tracks--and that's the thing about Interbay.  There's something new being posted every day (so far) and you never know which one of Forrest Gump's chocolates you're gonna get.)

"Quit Cutting Yourself Down" *SoundCloud Exclusive*

Another song inspired by the LA protest of 2025

Electric Veins

🖤 The Miracle Syndicate
“She Won’t Keep You”

Iron veins beneath the stone,
Cold wires through the tunnel drone.
You walked in thinking you could fix her,
But now you’re learning — you become.

She pulls you in, she turns away,
A hundred nights, a thousand days.
She feeds on ruins, burns your skin,
You won’t come out the way you came in.

She won’t keep you

You can love her, she won’t keep you.
Take what you give her
She won’t need you, just delete you.

Every street a blurred confession,
Walls remember what you hide.
You think you’re writing your own sentence,
But this wild child always decides.

She pulls you in, she turns away,
A hundred nights, a thousand days.
She’ll carve your name in broken concrete,
She’ll wear it down, erase your dreams.

She won’t keep you

You can love her, she won’t keep you.
Take what you give her
She won’t need you, just delete you.

Here, you’re always half awake,
Smoke-stained glass and no escape.
You’ll lose yourself, you’ll beg to stay,
She never asks, she lets you break.

You can love her… she won’t keep you
You can leave her… she will keep you
In your bones and in your breath,
This wild child loves in life through death.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Guitar
Elena Morgenstern: Backing Vox, Synths & Sequencers, Mellotron
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

She Won’t Keep You

You'reNoFunAnymore

Melancholic cinematic ambient song, ideal for panoramic sequence. If you're interested send me a message!

Ayer te Extrañaré (No Master)

LYRICS:


*Funny how these knots in family ties. 
Funny that I wasn't chosen right?
All the hoping in the world. Look at you sad now that I'm still alive. 
All the knives in my back. Made a brotha sit back finally realize.
Only thing that holds you back are the people in your life always holding lines. 
This for the ones we loved who died.
I was Cain they was able right? 
Nothing ever gonna replace all the pain rage  that I feel inside. 
Therapist said he know I lied. 
Cops said we going for a ride. 
One step closer to the edge.
How many more till I take the dive.


* this is Glass joe versus iron mike.
So much training I done did for it.
 Lil black sambo growed up. 
Glad that your still here for it. 
Past lives with us constantly.
Clock ticking down on top of me.
Darkness on the edge of the things. Crawling on the edge of a razor blade.
Last one left,  I'ma ride till the end of the game. 
I'll keep the lights on for my brothers .Man, got a Space saved and a table placed.
Love the way this poetry flowing everywhere like it's champagne. 
Show up fresh than a motherfucker, buy the whole thing, on game.

The blind know it's not what you see. 
The dying know it's not all your things. 
Heart more than about a beat. 
Beauty & the beast in the you & me. 
Good things always hurt to lose, 
Love & regret making me confused.
Hate to say the words but I know it's true.
Everything in me bad cause of you.



PROUD

[Verse 1]
I carved your whispers into stone,
Traced every fault you sold me on.
You lit the fuse and watched me burn—
Now I bleed truths you’ll never learn.

[Pre-Chorus]
I chased your ghosts down every street,
But some machines refuse to sleep.
So let me fall where I belong—
A silhouette in your closed song.

[Chorus]
I’ll be the villain in your frame,
Let me wear the fire, bear the blame.
You can paint me black, rewrite the lines—
I don’t need your mercy this time.
I’ll be the villain, I’ll take the fall;
When I disappear, don’t wait for my call.
Some truths don’t need a crown—
I’ll wear this crooked gown.

[Verse 2]
You stacked your verdict in the air,
Built a courthouse on thin air.
You called me liar, prayed I’d fight,
But I let go—you keep your light.

[Pre-Chorus]
No more reflections in your glass,
No more cage behind the mask.
I’ll drift away where stories end—
Your broken hearts won’t drag me in.

[Chorus]
I’ll be the villain in your frame,
Let me wear the fire, bear the blame.
You can paint me black, rewrite the lines—
I don’t need your mercy this time.
I’ll be the villain, I’ll take the fall;
When I disappear, don’t wait for my call.
Some truths don’t need a crown—
I’ll wear this crooked gown.

[Bridge]
Don’t plead for reasons I won’t give.
Don’t pray I stay to make you live.
Some scars become their own refrain—
I’ll haunt your mind, unchained, unnamed.

[Chorus]
I’ll be the villain in your frame,
Let me wear the fire, bear the blame.
You can paint me black, rewrite the lines—
I don’t need your mercy this time.
I’ll be the villain, I’ll take the fall;
When I disappear, don’t wait for my call.
Some truths don’t need a crown—
I’ll wear this crooked gown.

[Outro]
Fade me out in your memory,
A cautionary melody.
Let me be the worst you’ve known—
I’m finally free to walk alone.

Fade me out from you, Rou,
I'll never be with you.
Fade me out from you, Rou,
I'm never coming back to you.

———

“Villain in Your Frame” reclaims the narrative of blame. It’s the story of stepping free from someone else’s story—choosing exile over erasure and wearing your scars like a victory banner.

———

Genre: Alternative Rock / Gothic Undercurrents
Key: D♭ Major
BPM: 107
Time Signature: 4/4

Light

Villain in Your Frame

With the darkness closed off, dreams pile up
With dreams closed off, I continue to walk through the days

With the goodbyes gone, the voices crying day by day
A receding back sways in the rain

I can't go back anymore, in the dry city at night
Even if it's too fleeting, in my bitter memories

You disappear into the city at dawn, I can't get you back
If it were a bright city, my dreams would fade away

A cold melody resonates in the darkness
Only this melody continues to guide me

I can't go back to that place of light anymore
A starless night, into the falling darkness

I continue to dance with loneliness, in my bitter memories
An eternal melody quietly resonates

You disappear into the city at dawn, I can't get you back
If it were a bright city, my dreams would fade away

闇を閉ざしたまま　夢を重ねる
夢を閉ざしたまま　日々を歩き続ける

さよなら過ぎたまま　日々に泣く声
遠ざかる背中が　雨の中に揺れてる

もう戻れない　乾いた夜の街で
刹那すぎても　苦い記憶の中で

夜明けの街に消える　取り戻せない君を
明るい街ならば　消えかけてゆく夢を

闇の中で響く　冷たいメロディー
この旋律だけが　僕を導き続ける

もう戻れない　あの光の場所へ
星のない夜　こぼれ落ちてく闇へ
　
孤独と踊り続ける　苦い記憶の中で
永遠の旋律が　静かに響いてゆく

夜明けの街に消える　取り戻せない君を
明るい街ならば　消えかけてゆく夢を

Darkside Bitter Music

Laugh through the collapse.

Smiling Breakdown blends sparkly synths with broken rhythms — joy layered over fractures.

It's the soundtrack of pretending you're okay while everything inside glitches.

😊✨ Behind every smile? A system warning.

Bittersweet, bouncy, and falling apart on beat.

FDD626_Smiling Breakdown

Too much coffee. Not enough control.

Caffeine Spiral is a jittery ride through hyper-focus and full collapse.
A track that starts sharp and ends sideways.

🌀 Fast hi-hats, pulsing bass, anxious energy — like chasing clarity and tripping over it.

Buzzed. Wired. Unstable. And somehow still dancing.

FDD627_Caffeine Spiral

(Verse)
Oh, I can't afford to go through this again,
To have loved and lost like I'd never before,
Embraced in all the things I used to be,
And yet a part of me that I had never seen,

I'd run away from all that I believed,
To hide from all the love that I had grieved, 
The ghosts of all those closest to me,
A bitter broken bastard boy,

(Chorus)
I'd take your hand any given night,
See you smiling at me through the side of your waiting eyes,

The world stops to watch as we take the floor,
And so I follow your lead, swept away into your irises, 

Eternity can wait, this dance is just for you and me, 

(Verse)
I never knew that I could feel this,
That broken hearts could be so worth it,
It's never been so hard for me to say goodbye,
But it's up to me to figure out why,

(Chorus)
I'd take your hand any given night,
See you smiling at me through the side of your waiting eyes,

The world stops to watch as we take the floor,
And so I follow your lead, swept away into your irises, 

Eternity can wait, this dance is just for you and me, 

(Bridge)
Please get out of my head,
I can't fall asleep,
I can't fall in love,
I can't forget what you said,

I swallowed my pride,
I let you decide,
Just what I was worth,
Until our fairytale died,

+++

I was as surprised as you when out came the words,
As honest as I'd ever been the moment you looked at me,

Suddenly your eyes betrayed your face, a smile teased,
Before laughter had its way with us, the rest is history, 

I fell into your arms that fateful night,
I looked into your eyes and saw what I had never seen before,

Beholding me so trusting and so dignified by choice,
As if I'd earned it just by being there and seeing you for all you were, 

I'll carry you with me,
And in return I'll leave a piece of me with you for safe keeping,

I never did say thank you for everything,
I never told you I could love you if you decided that you wanted me to,

Oh and some day I'll crawl out of this hole,
But as of now I waste away in lieu of doing right by you my love,

How could you have known what you were getting yourself into,
How could I have known that you would be the one to show me everything, 

(Chorus)
I'd take your hand any given night,
See you smiling at me through the side of your waiting eyes,

The world stops to watch as we take the floor,
And so I follow your lead, swept away into your irises, 

Eternity can wait, this dance is just for you and me... (x3)

Dancing with Eternity

Angel In Chains

MANIC FEET GEL

All mistakes are intentional.

Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Published by Painful Records Ltd.

"Buzz Love Tide" and "Ride on Melancholy" will be released on July 9th. This singer-songwriter is releasing two songs simultaneously in three consecutive months.

「Buzz Love Tide」と「Ride on Melancholy」7月9日リリース。3ヶ月連続2曲同時リリース中のシンガーソングライター。

Project KT (standing for Knowledge Transfer) is the solo creative project of Kareem Tyler, a multidimensional being navigating the constraints of the physical realm through immersive, genre-blending artistry. Blending progressive rock, symphonic fusion, post‑punk ambience, and a touch of metallic catharsis, Project KT crafts cinematic soundscapes rooted in raw poetry, violin-led instrumentation, and emotional tension.

After a life-altering accident that caused partial vocal cord paralysis and ended his ability to play piano, Kareem reinvented his creative process with digital composition and visual art—turning personal trauma into transcendent expression. His music now explores loss, longing, and rebirth through long-form storytelling and orchestral depth. Though Project KT remains firmly his own vision—overseeing lyricism, production, and artwork—he is actively seeking a female vocalist collaborator to give voice to the remaining untold emotional core.

With a vibrant presence on Instagram and BandLab, Project KT continues building cross-medium narratives that fuse sound, image, and meaning. If you are a vocalist or visual artist drawn to gothic romanticism, cinematic drama, and genre-fluid experimentation, Project KT invites you into the echo.

Mr Fixer Music · Global Collective
Mr Fixer Music is a genre-fluid, global music collective created by a shadow producer.
It brings together underground artists from across continents — DJs, beatmakers, vocalists, sound designers — united under one purpose:

To release emotionally charged, club-ready, borderless music – every single day.

🎭 No faces. No names. No ego.
Mr Fixer isn’t a person. It’s a system — built for sound.

🌍 Identity & Concept
Shadow Producer-Led – The founder stays invisible. The music speaks loud.

Anonymous Collaborations – Tracks are built across borders, no names attached.

Daily Drops – New music released every day via the Fixer Daily Drops series.

Platform-Ready – Perfect for playlists, radio, sync licensing, and digital curators.

🎚️ Genres & Sound
Melodic House · Deep Techno · Afrobeat · Organic Electronica · Minimal · Experimental Club · Lo-Fi Grooves · Ambient Layers

🚀 Perfect For:
🔊 DJs & Selectors – Mixable, punchy tracks made for sets

📝 Curators & Editors – Raw emotion, clear storytelling

🛰️ Labels & Sync – Undiscovered global sound with cinematic edge

📀 Key Projects
Fixer Daily Drops – Over 400 original tracks, each volume inspired by a city, mood, or cultural rhythm

Fixer Radio – 24/7 online station streaming the Fixer collective’s music worldwide

📈 Streaming & Reach
Available on: SoundCloud, Spotify, Apple Music, YouTube, Deezer, TikTok Music, Amazon Music

Over 100,000+ monthly plays

Featured by underground DJs, global playlists, and forward-thinking curators

📡 Inquiries / Listen / Join:
🌐 www.MrFixerAI.com
No direct contact. No public identity. Just music.

🧠 *Mr Fixer is not here to be famous.
He’s here to build a new system for sound.*

🎧 Mr. Fixer Music – White Paper
Version 1.0 | July 2025

1. Introduction
Mr. Fixer Music is a decentralized global music initiative designed to offer free, borderless, and emotionally rich audio content. The project distributes original electronic music under open terms for global DJs, radio curators, content creators, and cultural communities. It is not a record label, nor a company — it is a musical infrastructure.

Mr. Fixer Music operates like a decentralized protocol — similar in spirit to cryptocurrency — except its unit of value is sound.

2. Purpose
To enable free access to high-quality music for non-commercial use while retaining control over commercial exploitation.
This ensures artists can share widely, build a culture, and still protect their rights in commercial contexts.

3. Licensing Terms Summary
Usage Type	Allowed?	Notes
✅ DJ sets (clubs, mixes, livestreams)	Yes	Must credit “Mr. Fixer Music” if possible.
✅ Background music for personal videos	Yes	Non-commercial YouTube, TikTok, Instagram.
✅ Internet radio stations	Yes	24/7 streams, events, parties – allowed.
✅ Educational / academic use	Yes	Use in lectures, lessons, documentaries (non-profit).
❌ Commercial ads / brand promos	No	Requires sync license or special agreement.
❌ Video games, apps, films, TV	No	Requires formal commercial licensing.
❌ Music resale / NFTs	No	Not permitted under Creative Commons terms.

4. Licensing Model
All tracks are released under a custom “Fixer Creative License” (FCL) modeled after CC BY-NC 4.0, with the following core terms:

BY (Attribution): Must give credit to Mr. Fixer Music where reasonably possible.

NC (Non-Commercial): No direct monetization of the track, including paid promotions, ads, or products.

No Derivatives for Sale: You may not remix or sample for commercial releases unless explicitly authorized.

Open Distribution: Tracks can be shared, downloaded, and streamed freely on approved platforms.

5. Vision: Music as Decentralized Value
Mr. Fixer Music reimagines sound as a public, emotional currency — one that flows freely and cannot be owned by corporations. Each release in the Fixer Daily Drops series is like a block in the musical chain – timestamped, unique, and globally accessible.

No paywalls.

No DRM.

No corporate gatekeeping.

Just music — distributed, emotional, alive.

6. Commercial Licensing Options
If you're a brand, filmmaker, game developer, or production company and want to use Mr. Fixer Music in a commercial project:

Please contact info@mrfixerai.com

Subject: “Commercial Licensing Request”

Include intended use, territory, duration, and media type.

All commercial licensing requests are reviewed on a case-by-case basis.

7. Final Words
This initiative is powered by a human-AI collective mindset. The music is made for movement, for freedom, and for emotion — not for exploitation. Use it. Share it. Respect it.
Mr. Fixer is not a person – it’s a sound system for the free world.

Psychic Investigations:
exploring the weird British Isles

Artist, Producer, Multi instrumentalist
            541 via 214

Cyberprog/Retrofuture/Dadavantgarde.

Forgotten influences (Canterbury scene, early XXth classical, cheesy fusion). 

Failed classical studies: grandeur of European culture.
10 years in the US: land of superior show business and decadence.

"Nous travaillons en fonction d'une douleur et d'une joie intemporelles, pour résoudre l'énigme fondamentale de l'espèce humaine." [Christian Vander]

Post-punk, dance, indie, electronic, and mutant pop in various styles (seriously!)--new tracks being posted daily (every day for over a year, so far!)

Interbay is the new project of Peter Greyy (previously of Cremation Dance and DangerScience), based out of Seattle and Phantom Laboratories West.

New tracks tagged #bitter