Lost & Found

Si tu pars, est-ce que je peux venir avec toi ?
La porte reste ouverte, le monde retient son souffle

Ta valise respire encore sur le sol
Mes doigts suivent ton ombre sur le mur
Je cherche ta voix dans le silence

Ton regard dit adieu sans le vouloir
Et mon cœur répète la question : puis-je venir avec toi ?

Le temps suspend ses battements
Tout devient fragile, presque immobile

Si tu pars, je ne veux pas rester ici
Même l’air a ton nom
Je suivrai la trace de tes pas, jusqu’à me perdre

La porte se referme doucement
Et je chuchote encore : est-ce que je peux venir avec toi ?

Si tu pars

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Oh Age Of Disruption - Thou Art A Thief (A World We Knew Undone)

Oh Age Of Disruption - That Steals The Old and Plants The Seeds of New

a sonnet


and drop by fictionalive

a winter ago

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Oh Age Of Disruption - Thou Art A Thief (A World We Knew Undone)

There is a light that never quite reaches the surface.
It flickers in the hollow between heartbeats — a place where warmth meets ruin, where silence hums louder than sound. Fire In Between exists there, suspended in that fragile distance between holding on and letting go.

The song unfolds like smoke curling through a dim room — slow, deliberate, and aching. Its rhythm is a heartbeat lost in memory, its melody a whisper that almost remembers its name. Every rise feels like breath returning to the body; every fall, like the last trace of someone walking away.

Here, emotion doesn’t shout — it glows. It drifts, burns softly, and lingers on the edge of what can’t be said. The sound is both flame and shadow, both confession and silence. In it lives the pulse of what we couldn’t save and the grace of still trying to.

Fire In Between is a quiet storm, a song of aftermath and renewal. It’s the space where two souls almost meet, where love and loss share the same light. And when it ends, it doesn’t fade — it stays, humming in the air like heat long after the match has gone out.

FIRE IN BETWEEN

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World in Flames Pt 2 - Expect Adapt or Burn

track a fusion by fictionalive

World In Flames - No Wait Spoiler We Won't // all tracks in one list
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/world-in-flames-no-wait

World In Flames - No Wait Spoiler We Won't // Mini Album in a Set
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/world-in-flames-no-wait-spoiler-we-wont-mini-album

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World in Flames Pt 2 - Expect Adapt or Burn

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World In Flames Pt 3 - Meanwhile Picture This

track a fusion by fictionalive

World In Flames - No Wait Spoiler We Won't // all tracks in one list
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/world-in-flames-no-wait

World In Flames - No Wait Spoiler We Won't // Mini Album in a Set
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/world-in-flames-no-wait-spoiler-we-wont-mini-album


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World In Flames Pt 3 - Meanwhile Picture This

lyrics:
verse 1:
i don’t talk much lately, it just feels like a chore
every word tastes bitter, can’t fake it no more
stare at my hands like they’re someone else’s skin
tried to change my life, but I’m stuck where i’ve been
the days blur out, i forget what i’ve done
the sleep don’t help when your thoughts still run
meds don't work, might as well try the lead
don't count on me, i'm too far gone in my head

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)

verse 2:
yeah, i don’t sleep, just think too much
way too deep, can’t blink enough
chase that dream, can’t link it up
heart on freeze, can’t heat that up
life move fast, gotta catch my breath
way too close to the edge of stress
say i’m fine, but it’s half that guess
still tryna clean that mess, no rest
notes on notes, that’s life on loop
truth so raw, can’t hide no proof
run that race, still find no roof
whole damn world tryna find my truth
burn my past, keep the smoke thin
broke that shell, won’t crawl back in
don’t need gold, just goals to spin
don’t need love, just air and wind

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)
hope you'll replay this.

too gone (prod. boyfifty)

Lyrics:

The sun bows low its golden crown
The shadows stretch the world around
Her tiny hand
So soft
So frail
A whispered prayer
A paper sail

The clock it ticks but feels unkind
Each second stealing what’s still mine

Last light
Last touch
I won’t let go
Hold on
Hold on
Though time moves slow
The moon it rises
The night will fall
But this moment here—it holds it all

Her laughter’s echoes in my chest
A melody that won’t find rest
The beeping fades
The room stands still
I’d trade my soul to bend God’s will

Oh
Stars above
Do you see me break
A father’s heart
How much can it take
If love could stay
I’d give it all
But love is silent when shadows call

Last light
Last touch
I won’t let go
Hold on
Hold on
Though time moves slow
The moon it rises
The night will fall
But this moment here—it holds it all

Last light
Last touch
I won’t let go
Hold on
Hold on
Though time moves slow
The moon it rises
The night will fall
But this moment here—it holds it all
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Track: Last Light, Last Touch
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Espinoza
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Last Light, Last Touch - Feat. Daniel Espinoza

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFhrvqTMjiA

You don't know why you stopped on the sidewalk
Why you wave, shout "Wait!"
The taxi driver sighs, puts on his hat
and asks you: "Where to, brother?"

inside your mouth melts a word California
As if you were so far away from home
cuz in California there's girls, fun and easy wine
in California theres sunny skies

got two litus, old debts, buttons in your pocket
You talk them into driving you, driving you home

California girls, fun and easy wine
in California theres a sunny sky

And suddenly the harrowing apathy
And to go home there's no point 
the radio keeps reminding, keeps promising tomorrow
The taxi driver sighs: "Where to next?"

inside your mouth melts a word california
As if you were that far away from home
California, girls, fun and easy wine
in California theres a sunny sky

COVER Vytautas Kernagis - California (Far from Lithuania)

Acquamarine

Tracks played: https://soundcloud.com/theowest/sets/misty-vibes 

Just a quick set on this lovely but cold, sunny late-autumn day.

solig senhöst med hagel - set

Lyrics:

I walked alone down a neon street
My shadow my only company
Heart a drum but missing the beat

I wished on stars that didn’t shine
Hoped for love but ran out of time

Then she turned the corner
Stopped the world
The sky lit up
My heart unfurled
I was lost
Now I’m found
She’s the dream I didn’t know was around

Her eyes held stories I’d never read
Her smile a spark
It planted the seed
I forgot my name
Forgot how to breathe

Every second stretched like gold
In her gaze
The universe told

Then she turned the corner
Stopped the world
The sky lit up
My heart unfurled
I was lost
Now I’m found
She’s the dream I didn’t know was around

Then she turned the corner
Stopped the world
The sky lit up
My heart unfurled
I was lost
Now I’m found
She’s the dream I didn’t know was around
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Track: Dreams on the Corner
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Dreams on the Corner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBwyFK6VqWo

amaterasu

Katie

First ever single released by me! Be nice! 

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS!!


REMEMBER

The chorus of this track came to me in a dream - in precisely this key (C♯ major). Both the vocal melody and the lyrics were transcribed entirely by ear from the dream. The vocals are performed not by me personally, but by Synthesizer V Studio Pro. In the dream, the boy’s fatherwas on his deathbed, singing this song to him.

And You'll Remember Me

Copyright 2025 - TryNotDying - All Rights Reserved - Probably Fine Publishing - Contact For Inquiries

Lyrics:

(Intro - Chanting)
Oh Oh Oh, Ooohh, Oh
Ah uhhh  aaaah
A TryNotDying Production
Aaaahhhhaaaahhaaa

(Hook)
My angel, girl you are my angel...
Girl I'm in your hair because you got me in a tangle...
Got me writing music baby caught me in a strangle...
Save me from myself, even if it's painful...

(Verse 1)
Girl you get me high though...
Put you on that high note...
Girl you take my breath away cause baby you're to die for...
Thats why I spread my wings an fly so high up in the sky for...
I want to get a little closer and spend a little time more...

(Hook)
My angel, girl you are my angel...
Girl I'm in your hair because you got me in a tangle...
Got me writing music baby caught me in a strangle...
Save me from myself, even if it's painful...

(Verse 2)
you keep me wanting more....
You're the one that I adore... 
If I'm not here to please you tell me what is my life for?...
Thats why I keep on calling and spending all of this time for...
I want you every single time I see you, more and more and more...

(Hook)
My angel, girl you are my angel...
Girl I'm in your hair because you got me in a tangle...
Got me writing music baby caught me in a strangle...
Save me from myself, even if it's painful...

(Verse 3)
Stay up calling till our eyes sore...
We fall asleep on Discord...
Can't think of anything I want other than your time more...
I would give up anything to love you to the damn core...
Just know that I've always got more for you in store...

(Hook)
My angel, girl you are my angel...
Girl I'm in your hair because you got me in a tangle...
Got me writing music baby caught me in a strangle...
Save me from myself, even if it's painful...

(Verse 4)
Tell me what's a man for...
I'll be the man you need...
I'll build the best damn pillow fort that you've ever seen...
I'll realize all your passions and all of your fantasies...
I wanna tie you up and make you come to me...

(Hook)
My angel, girl you are my angel...
Girl I'm in your hair because you got me in a tangle...
Got me writing music baby caught me in a strangle...
Save me from myself, even if it's painful...

(Verse 4 - With more emotion)
Tell me what's a man for...
I'll be the man you need...
I'll build the best damn pillow fort that you've ever seen...
I'll realize all your passions and all of your fantasies...
I wanna tie you up and make you come to me...

(Hook)
My angel, girl you are my angel...
Girl I'm in your hair because you got me in a tangle...
Got me writing music baby caught me in a strangle...
Save me from myself, even if it's painful...

(Outro)
I just want you by my side...
I just need you in my life...
Say yes and be mine...
Yes and be mine...

Angel

SZULCY SAMPLES ICE SPICE'S "IN HA MOOD" - PRODUCTION BY SZULCY. ENJOY!

ICE SPICE - IN HA MOOD (Reprod. Szulcy)

This song drifts through the quiet ache of believing in something magical and watching it slip away. It moves from the thrill of early love—bright, wild, full of promise—to the moment reality steps in with its thorns and storms. It’s a reflection on dreams that felt weightless, on futures imagined too quickly, and on the bittersweet truth that even painful love can stay with you long after it’s gone. There’s longing here, but also clarity: a soft acceptance that not every miracle survives, yet its echo still lingers.

Dieser Song erzählt von dem leisen Schmerz, an etwas Wundervolles geglaubt zu haben und es dann Stück für Stück zu verlieren. Er nimmt dich mit in die Anfangsmagie der Liebe—hell, berauschend, voller Versprechen—bis zu dem Moment, in dem die Realität mit ihren Dornen und Gewittern dazwischenfährt. Es ist ein Blick zurück auf Träume, die wie Seifenblasen schwebten, auf eine Zukunft, die zu schnell greifbar schien, und auf die bittersüße Erkenntnis, dass auch die schmerzhafte Liebe lange nachhallt. Sehnsucht mischt sich mit Klarheit: Nicht jedes Wunder bleibt, doch seine Spur verschwindet nicht.

Wunder

Hab den Himmel bestaunt 
Und die Pfützen übersehen
Träume wie Seifenblasen
Wunderschön

Ich hab an Wunder geglaubt
Liebe war ein Rausch
Dann kam die Vernunft dazwischen 
Schlechter Tausch

Wir wollten Sterne pflücken
Haben uns an den Dornen verletzt
Alles sah nach Zukunft aus
Aber wir hatten uns verschätzt
Unsere Liebe war ein Feuer
Unsere Welt war groß
Lässt mich nicht los
Lässt mich auch heut noch nicht los 

Ich hab geliebt wie ein Anfänger
Und verloren wie ein Profi
Hab mich ständig verrannt
Doch bereut hab ich’s nie

Das Glück kam ganz leise
Irgendwann
Und hinter ihm fiel die Tür ins Schloss
Was für ne Reise
Mann oh Mann

Wir wollten Sterne pflücken
Haben uns an den Dornen verletzt
Alles sah nach Zukunft aus
Hatten uns verschätzt
Unsere Liebe war ein Gewitter
Unsere Welt so groß
Lässt mich nicht los
Lässt mich auch heut noch nicht los 

Hab mal an Wunder geglaubt
Und Liebe war ein Rausch
Die Gegenwart kam dazwischen 
Seltsamer Tausch...

Lässt mich nicht los
Auch heut noch nicht


Wunder

The entire sound is in my hands. I write cyber poetry, produce, and compose every track ready for Immersive 3D. Every beat is crafted for spatial and next-gen headphones.
Intimate lyrics, total immersion, every track.

For 30 years I kept unfinished demos to myself, never letting them out. Now I finish what I start and release it the moment it’s alive.

I use every tool available, human or machine, as an instrument.
Technology doesn’t replace creativity. It expands it.

"They say everything has already been done. I say I can do better." - TND

Digital Creator, Lyricist, Musician, Producer. Born & Raised in the Heart of California.

I do not 'follow for follow' and do not repost or share music, all music on my channel is original work and all rights are reserved for each individual work. To license music, lyrics, or other media work contact us with your inquiry appropriately via email or direct message. We do not follow links or URL's so please don't try phishing, all suspicious messages will be reported to SoundCloud Support. Remember to have your contact info present in the message so we can reach out to you about your inquiry.

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Shout out & thanks to the local fraternal masters for allowing freedom of expression through the mediums of art such as music.

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https://www.themlc.com/
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Found, not Forced💫
Captured, not Created🌻

Anbid Zaman is a queer activist and artist whose work rises from a life marked by displacement, resistance, and the insistence on living fully even when the world tries to deny that possibility. Born in Bangladesh and shaped by grassroots queer organizing from a young age, they grew into their voice through community struggle — learning early that courage isn’t an act, but a daily discipline.

Their journey from danger to refuge transformed them without erasing their origins. Living in Germany, Anbid continues to work at the intersections of identity, migration, and liberation, supporting queer people who face violence and navigating the complexities of chosen family, safety, and belonging. Their activism is guided by deep commitments: justice without compromise, solidarity across borders, and an unshakeable belief that marginalised voices should be heard not with pity, but with respect.

These values spill directly into their music. Anbid’s sound blends testimonial storytelling, emotional minimalism, and atmospheric layers shaped by memory — the quiet of hiding, the noise of protest, the ache of leaving, the thrill of surviving. Each track carries the weight of lived experience and the brightness of hope that refuses to die. Their art is not just expression; it is continuation, resistance, and a reminder that stories carry power long before the world acknowledges them.

hardcore music/art collector, student. 

FOLLOW FOR LIMITED EDITION SETS!! 
(free account) 

I mainly play:
- early hardcore
- gabber
- acidtek
- rave
- jcore
- gothic jcore/gothic gabber
- speedcore
- hardtek
- terror

Usually from: 
- netherlands
- germany
- france
- schweiz
- austria
- japan
- russia

fictionalive /
popoems series / hyper media reports 
2001 / 2011 / 2024

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With over 14 years of experience behind the boards, I go by the name NTENSEIFIED — a name that reflects the raw emotion, energy, and intensity I pour into every beat.

I'm a 50-year-old music producer who lives and breathes sound. Music isn’t just what I do – it’s who I am. Every track I make is a piece of my journey, inspired by real moments, deep thoughts, and a relentless passion for creating something that moves people.

From haunting melodies to hard-hitting drops, I build soundscapes that hit deep and stay with you. Whether you're here to vibe, reflect, or escape – you’re in the right place.

Thanks for listening and being part of the ride.
Hit follow and join me on this journey – the best is yet to come.

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If you like my music please feel free to contribute so I can continue to make music and entertain you my fans!

Enjoy! :)

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