The sun shines too bright
the call of shades in forest grows
you can't forget that you came from darkness
you saw too much and it will never let you go.

We were all born through and with pain
and this pain is your closest friend
you are the one with the scars
you are marked by the darkness
and no matter how bright the sun shines
the darkness within you will prevail
forever.

Dark mind

https://deformisbastardis.bandcamp.com/album/bastardization

Bastardize

Space
https://youtu.be/uSdQ0lj79yU?si=zNoA5_uDDIFd5bTS

Stargazer

music and lyrics by myself, Prague 10/2024
https://youtu.be/k1XyowmkAEM?si=JBg1oXUpWil_mwlL

Hopeless Mind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13PSSbnr0ME

A path unseen, a journey deep
into the darkness, with tears to keep
  
A sense of fear begins to creep
While shadows dance and dreams are asleep

A fragile hope begins to fade
dark forest shows of what you are really made

Of sorrow deep and bitter pain
Lost in the woods again and again

The forest whispers soft and low
A final resting place where I will go

A silent end, a tragic scene
Hanging lifeless what might have been

Pain...anger...hatred...isolation...desperation       

Desperate mind

1. The sky bleeds red as the sun fades away,
The forest grows darker, a place where shadows lay.

2. Whispers of wind carry voices untold,
Where silence is broken by stories of old.

3. Dusk wraps its hands 'round my trembling heart,
A cold that consumes me, tearing me apart.

4. Trees are watching, their eyes are            like flames,
I walk through  night, but I can't escape the same.

5. In the dusk, I’m drowning in the dark,
A fading soul, lost and torn apart.
The shadows call, they pull me near,
In the forest at dusk, I disappear.

6. The moon is a ghost, far from sight,
Swallowed by trees that choke out the light.
7. I can't escape this endless despair,
The dusk is my prison, it’s always been there.

8. The forest swallows me whole, piece by piece,
In the dusk, I find no release.   
9. Just the echoes of a life that I can't return,
In the dusk, I let my soul burn.   

A forest

husked & scattered

December's Fire - Vae Victis

Cold stones weep beneath the pines,
Where shadows crawl and moonlight shines.
The forest breathes a quiet dread,
A silent host of whispered dead.


Roots entwine the slumbering bone,
A garden sown with souls unknown.
The earth forgets what lies below,
But a restless wind begins to blow.


A distant owl, a soft and mournful call,
Echoes briefly, then is lost to all.
The forest breathes, a slow and steady sigh,
Beneath the vast and diamond-studded sky.
 

They dream in dirt of sunlit days,
Lost to the fog, in timeless haze.
No tear falls now, no memory bright,
Just hollow quiet, and endless night.
  

Their names are carved on fading gray,
As years like dust are blown away.
The living pass with hurried feet,
Unhearing, the lost heart's final beat.


In this city of the silent stones,
No twisted word is said.
No broken hearts, no fractured bones,
Just peace among the dead.
 
It's better here, beneath the weeds,
Away from all your pain.
No empty smiles, no selfish needs,
Just endless, quiet rain.

City of the silent stones

Beneath a sky of frozen grey,
The sunless light of a dying day.
A skeletal wood, the trees now bare,
Whispers of frost in the biting air.

Snow-choked paths where no man walks,
The brittle snap of frozen stalks.
A silent tomb of white and ice,
Paid for the warmth, the ultimate price.

The raven's shadow, a fleeting stain,
Against the canvas of the winter rain.
My frozen breath, a spectral plume,
Lost in the forest's endless gloom.

The north wind howls, a wolf's lament,
For the summer's life, forever spent.
I am the spirit of the bitter cold,
A story of silence, centuries old


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