LYRICS:

i lied, that’s right
i’m fucked up in the head

when i get to that side, bad side
it’s so hard to pretend

i’ve been losing my mind, all night
i know i cannot win

i’ve been wasting your time, shrug, sigh
at least you’ve kept me here

is it my ways and how i tend to mistakes, babe
is it my face and how i got the hollow gaze, babe
like if you left me i‘d be stuck inside this daze, babe
can’t find my trace i’m somewhere lost in outer space

baby there ain’t no fun in suicide
but can you blame if i wanna to try
the grass is grayer on the other-side
i’m fucking up my life

but these hands just don’t fight
i been lost for quite some time
i go back back is there anyway to
load up on sunshine

when i’m gone, please don’t call
hate my phone, let it ring

yet he call, and she call
and i just let it ring

when you left and you knew
i would not be the same
that hit hard, that hit hard, that hit hard

i hit 180 on the dash i hope i never get home
i’ve seen my baby for the last, another heart she shit on
i can’t decide about the past, if i should up and move on
i never thought i’d be the dude that she would up and move on

i don’t wanna be upset, sorry
mislead, sorry
next time i get in my head
and think those things that can’t be said
i wondered if you’d sense my dread

but these hands just don’t fight
i’ve been lost for quite some time
i go back, back, is there anyway to
load up on sunshine

let me keep bleeding
please don't cauterize these wounds
and i’ve been pleading
just can't authorize my mood
please excuse me
if i fall in love with you
if i get too deep, i know i might just lose

lose
lose
lose

you’re way too close, babe, you should know that we'll be through

through
through
through


i don’t know how to trust your ways
know somebody out there gotta feel this pain?
our love isn’t what it was these days
is it all a game and why you trying to play

woah

is it worth, it ain’t worth,
put in work, it don't work,
feeling hurt, always hurts,
at my worst

does it always feel the same
so insane, feeling shame
so enraged, nothing changed, hey

(cut me deep) let me keep bleeding
 please don't cauterize these wounds
(just watch me bleed) and i’ve been pleading
just can't authorize my mood
(i cannot sleep) please excuse me
if i fall in love with you
(i’m in a heap) if i get too deep, i know i might just lose

lose
lose
lose

you’re way too close, babe, you should know that we'll be through

through
through
through
through

EASY TO LIE, SUNSHINE, HARD TO TRY

I just hope it all makes sense in the end.

pain by me
art by Alexander Alpine
self produced with co-production from Justin Loring on track 3 and 4

FALL APART

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LOSING SENSATION // WEAR MY SKIN

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