prod. @ronniesetadi
“If we were never meant to be, why bother in the first place?!?”

lyrics💔

I wish that I could’ve been better for you
I think my heart has enough room now for two
Even though the night was long we both could push through
Is this better to do? 
Maybe try something new!
You’re my lullaby (x4)

You bring out the worst in me 
Why can’t you see
Broken viles in my room 
This all left a sting  
Yeah I thought we were real
I thought it would all change
Bad habits die hard 
I still took all the blame
Now it’s night after after dealing with the same thing
Am I right or am I wrong 
Nothing seems to be the key 
A empty cigarette box 
Sitting on the kitchen sink
I guess you could’ve fooled me 
But that’s not to believe
I cannot show my face 
To my friends tomorrow
They told me you were nothing 
But emptiness and sorrow 
I chose my own way 
Despite of the look 
Put myself through that hell
I can see what it took
Im giving you, your space 
No I don’t care what you say
Yeah It took awhile but I found your place 
Watch you fall far away 

I wish that I could’ve been better for you
I think my heart has enough room now for two
Even though the night was long we both could push through
Is this better to do? 
Maybe try something new!
You’re my lullaby (x4)

my scared lullaby

is it time to reconsider 
is it up
is It time to see it clearer 
interference, up to something, reappear 
readjust so I can see it 
is It time to reconsider 
readjust to see it near 
readjust so I can see it 
all my fault, yesterday was jus a feeling 
and today it has no meaning 
somethings creeping up to me 
I know you feel it 
somethings creeping up to me 
I kno you

revival and dark green

Lovely (107)

risks ft. n0rest4u (midso)

lyrics </3

auxina:

I let you lead 
I let you breathe 
Tied my ribbon to 
My pinkie 
What was the cost 
No value lost
Falling apart
Of course it’s my fault 

A piece of me 
Breaks off into 
Deeper things 
You watch me bleed
The floor will weep 
I dropped my guard 
I broke another promise
To my heart 

I just want the end
I don’t wanna be friends 
Taking back the hand I lent 
Can’t take back the time I spent
Bleeding into my lungs
Drowning on fractured trust 
Fatal to lead with lust
Its still not enough 

@korrindotnet:
i watched u be alone
i wanted to be ur home 
sometimes i lost my dome 
i wanna stay in my zone 
sometimes I think about u
sometimes I think about what we could be 
those thoughts a horror show 
and they play on loop continuously  
i never thought it would come
the day u would finally leave
I thought I was on my throne
then why do i continue to grieve 
w/o u by my side am i on the right path?
its too dark to tell and there’s no going back

auxina:

A piece of me 
Breaks off into 
Deeper things 
You watch me bleed
The floor will weep 
I dropped my guard 
I broke another promise
To my heart 

Another broken promise to my heart
I don’t think I could ever get it to restart
I blame myself for ever taking part.....

shield break...up! + @korrinsgone (ARRAMIE & VERITATE)

20hp inside im in the hollow
fell too far i cant count on you
tell me lies
tell me girl do i even cross ur mind
oh tell me no
i am chasing a ghost
idyllic world no closure abt you

ice break my arms
oh please dont harm
you work on dying
gon break me alive
when september starts
in another life
let me die i dont wanna get you back
im one hit
find me alone
far away
i saw ur ghost
just swerve it
im losing hope

20hp inside im in the hollow
wanna shoot myself but i got no ammo
wont trust ur feelings
its so shallow
dont let me fall that low
oh tell me no
i am chasing a ghost
idyllic world no closure abt you

there was a time when i felt like
i had the world in my hands
now i wonder if u hear my call out
theres something missing out
lay on me i know ur in the hollow
hard truth im stubborn i cant swallow
i ask myself why arent you here
how would it be if you were here

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