Lyrics:

Well maybe I've been holding on too long
Treading in cold water while I'm singing you this song
Everything is changing and they never seem to know
Oh
Well maybe I'm not ready for this all to end
Can't we just hold on a little longer and pretend?
If only I could find a way to never let this go
Oh, oh, oh

Turn away
From everything
I know this is the end for me now
Where will I go?

I used to think I could be anyone but me
To separate this life that you have given me
Did I try hard enough?
Did I make you proud?
Well, I know that you can't answer
But I wish you well

So,
Turn away
From everything
I know this is the end for me now
Where will I go?

All the places I can't go
All the things I still don't know
All the reasons I wont show

Turn away
From everything
I know this is the end for me now
Where will I go?
Turn away
From everything
I know this is the end for me now
Where will I go?

Bloomer - Turn Away

Lyrics:

I've been hopeful
Wishing another lifetime
Could be mine
Can you tell me
Is there something that I
Can hold on to now?

Cut off before I had a chance to grow
What am I really after?
This world was never meant for me
The rain crashes down around my feet
That blissful smell of summer
Wish I could take back my time
Where am I now?
Oh, where am I now?

Oh, where am I now?

Bloomer - Summer Rain

Lyrics:

It's something you can't run from
Lies and deception calls
It's just a chance I'll come
Our hearts beat in tandem
I lied before you were the answer
You bleed just to know it's real
A heart that's too broke to feel

When I fall down to the bottom
Will you be there to say that everything's the same?
But I can't catch my breath
I don't wanna see the end
When the world is in your hands

And it's been building to something new
How could you imagine a world without you?
'Cause you've been building to something new
I would've never seen it in bloom

Careless life
Lost in time
It's shouldn't matter to me I know
It's just a matter of letting go

And it's been building to something new
How could you imagine a world without you?
'Cause you've been building to something new
I would've never seen it in bloom

And it's been building to something new
How could you imagine a world without you?
'Cause you've been building to something new
I would've never seen it in bloom

'Cause you've been building to something new
How could you imagine a world without you?
'Cause you've been building to something new
I would've never seen it in bloom

Bloomer - Something New (feat. VITO)

Lyrics:

Tell me when it’s over, oh
All I wanted was a memory
Wish that I could slow it all down
And find a better way to believe  I’m stranded in the background
A ghost of yesterday
I shatter into pieces
What do I have to say
To keep it in the balance?
Keep it in control?
But I shatter; waste away.

I don’t know what to say
Anymore but it’s okay
When you stand by the words
That you’re saying to me
Echoing through my head
Is it better that instead I could save a piece of me?

I’m stranded in the background
A ghost of yesterday
I shatter into pieces
What do I have to say
To keep it in the balance?
Keep it in control?
But I shatter; waste away.

I’m stranded in the background
A ghost of yesterday
I shatter into pieces
What do I have to say
To keep it in the balance?
Keep it in control?
But I shatter; waste away.

Bloomer - Shatter

Lyrics:

I think I've been here before
In another ending
Face down against the floor
And I can't breathe at all
And what else can I do
When I'm stuck here in this room?
Feel it wash over me
Now I'm falling again
Into this bloody water
And all the dreams I've slaughtered
And I can't help but to let go

The waves they swallow me
These days go so fast
They're fading into dust
How can I stay this way?
Is there no hope to change?

Bloomer - I Think I've Been Here Before

Lyrics:

Among the trees
And all the foliage in my path
A hidden secret
I just want this feeling to last

And though tomorrow's coming soon
I feel the morning sun
I know, yeah I know

It's alright to be alone
Yeah you'll be fine all on your own
In the solitude's embrace
The change of the seasons
Without a rhyme or a reason
While the rain it crashes down around our feet
Think it's time we found a place where we can be
Oh

Is it better
To accept what I cannot change?
But the weather
Tells me there's always another way
Oh when you realize

It's alright to be alone
Yeah you'll be fine all on your own
In the solitude's embrace
The change of the seasons
Without a rhyme or a reason
While the rain it crashes down around our feet
Think it's time we found a place where we can be
Hear the rain it crashes down around our feet
And it's time we found a place where we can be

Bloomer - Solitude's Embrace

Love Always Sermon 6 23 2024 1 John 4 Pastor Patrick Rhodes SUNDAY Live Bloomer Baptist Church (1)

Also out on Spotify! 

Lyrics: 

Chorus: 
I lose hope 
Jumping of the mountain 
Hope I float around 
And never fall X2 

Bitch you talking a lot 
For someone who never been through a lot 
Give me a shot 

I might pass out 
So I don’t have to talk 

I lose hope
Jumping of the mountain 
Hope I float around 
And never fall X2

Verse: 

Guess the last time we meet 
Is at the graveyard 

Where you lay down 
Arms crossed 
With a suit on 

And you fall down 
In a hole now 

Guess pills was more important 
Than your own life 

All alone now 
Guess you are proud now 
 
Can’t forget the call I got 
I was at Work and they told me
You are not alive

Wish you was loving life 
Like you loved getting high

Wish I was holding you close 
Can’t be without you I rather overdose 

Chorus: 

I lose hope 
Jumping of the mountain 
Hope I float around 
And never fall X2 

Bitch you talking a lot 
For someone who never been through a lot 
Give me a shot 

I might pass out 
So I don’t have to talk 

I lose hope
Jumping of the mountain 
Hope I float around 
And never fall X2

JUMP OFF THE MOUNTAIN

ANTON SHELBY - NUMB THE PAIN OUT NOW! 

Lyrics: 

Numb the pain
(Ey)
Bitch make it go away
When she in bed 
Going down on me 
(Ey)
All this liquor 
Got me in some type of way
Guess it’s numbing out the pain
Guess it’s numbing out the pain

Numb the pain
(Ey)
Bitch make it go away
The way she going down on me 
Feels insane 
(Ey)
All this liquor 
Got me in some type of way
Guess it’s numbing out the pain
Guess it’s numbing out the pain

Verse:
Can’t feel my face 
The shit I got might be laced 

Never be to safe 
Trust no one 
Only myself

Numb the pain 
Guess I’m going insane 

Take me back 
To the old good days 

Chorus:
Numb the pain
(Ey)
Bitch make it go away
When she in bed 
Going down on me 
(Ey)
All this liquor 
Got me in some type of way
Guess it’s numbing out the pain
Guess it’s numbing out the pain

Numb the pain
(Ey)
Bitch make it go away
The way she going down on me 
Feels insane 
(Ey)
All this liquor 
Got me in some type of way
Guess it’s numbing out the pain
Guess it’s numbing out the pain

Numb The Pain

Paper Scissors Glue 003

Home Sick

Lyrics:

Pulverize me ‘till there’s nothing left but dust
Dreaming as my bones are grinding down
Talk in circles ‘till my head is filled with stars
I twist my lips but I don’t hear the sound

So sell me something in the middle
Hold me down
Am I slowly blooming in the fire
Or am I just burning out?
Sell me something in the middle
Hold me down
Am I slowly blooming in the fire
Or am I just burning out?

I clawed my way to past the point of no return
But the summit was the bottom of the sky
My serotonin’s running dry

Sell me something in the middle
Hold me down
Am I slowly blooming in the fire
Or am I just burning out?
Sell me something in the middle
Hold me down
Am I slowly blooming in the fire
Or am I just burning out?
Am I just burning-

Something in the middle
Something in the middle
Something in the middle

Bloomer - Something In The Middle

Making Sound Art, Video Art etc. Some of the Sound Art may or may not resemble music. Broken bits of culture stuck together oddly to make something different. I would be really pleased if people would subscribe to me on Substack please! 
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Pastor at Bloomer Baptist Church in Bloomer, Wisconsin. Husband, and Father to 4.

Anton Shelby 
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