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Lyrics:

In the shadows, I tread with care,
with my notebook, my ideals laid bare.
Every page holds a dream, a plan,
a map of hope, for this troubled land.
I'm the voice of the lost, the guiding light,
through the darkened streets, I'll fight the fight.

Ref.:
Even if I die, my ideals will live on,
A flame in the night, they’ll carry me strong.
Through the trials and tears, I’ll stand and be brave,
In the hearts of the people, the future I save.

I’ve seen innocence fade, the cost of the game,
yet I strive for a world where love conquers pain.
Bending the rules, yes, it tears me apart,
but protecting the weak is the fire in my heart.
Though I’ve faltered, my spirit won’t wane,
for every lost life, I’ll carry the pain.

I’m no superhero, just a man with a cause,
fighting for justice, while facing the flaws.
I won’t let despair be the end of our song,
for the souls we’ve lost, I will carry along.

Ref.:
Even if I die, my ideals will live on,
A flame in the night, they’ll carry me strong.
Through the trials and tears, I’ll stand and be brave,
In the hearts of the people, the future I save.

And when the shadows try to steal my name,
through the echoes of history, I’ll rise just the same.
So hold tight to the visions, the dreams we’ve begun,
Even if I die, my ideals will live on.
Even if I die, my ideals will live on.

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℗ 2024 NOIV


Lyrics: Tilsk
Musik: Tilsk

My Ideals Will Live On

AMV for this song:
https://youtu.be/vs_tpGz1DtU?si=oSFljOuG2QXkTlGU

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Lyrics:

Empty hands, a desert heart,
this dusty road, where I start.
No memories to guide my way,
just a train ticket, lost and gray.
Born from a book, a whispered name,
a restless soul, consumed by flame.

Ref.:
I search for a home, a place to belong,
a reason to rise, where I can be strong.
A whisper of warmth, a beacon of light,
to chase away the darkness of this endless night.

I touch your hand, and feel your soul,
a fleeting glimpse, a story told.
Your deepest desires, I hold them near,
but the truth I seek, is nowhere clear.
I trade your secrets, for a hidden truth,
but the answers slip through, like a fading youth.

Ref.:
I search for a home, a place to belong,
a reason to rise, where I can be strong.
A whisper of warmth, a beacon of light,
to chase away the darkness of this endless night.

The echo of laughter, in a crowded room,
a fleeting sensation, dispelling the gloom.
Is this the answer, the key I've been seeking,
a moment of joy, a promise I'm keeping?

Ref.:
I search for a home, a place to belong,
a reason to rise, where I can be strong.
A whisper of warmth, a beacon of light,
to chase away the darkness of this endless night.

But the shadows return, the whispers fade
The hollow echo, a promise betrayed
This endless journey, a never-ending quest
To find my purpose, and finally be blessed.

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℗ 2024 NOIV


Lyrics: Tilsk
Musik: Tilsk

Sigma

Lyrics:

Закрой глазки, милый, тени нежно колышутся,
Ночь окутана шепотом, где мечты не играются.
Лунный свет, как серебро, секреты на пол ложит,
В сердце этой тишины ты — мой свет, что вечно помогает.

Ref.:
Спи, мой маленький, под звёздным покровом,
В объятиях вечного сумрака, пусть исчезнут тревоги вновь.
Хотя мир снаружи пугает, полон эха, холоден и строг,
В моём сердце ты укрыт, в безопасности среди тревог.

Тихо, слушай колыбельные, шептания ночных призраков,
Они ткают мягкую ткань, обвивая светом вокруг.
Тени держат свои истории, часы тихо тикают,
Они хранят в тишине тебя, где любовь всегда цветёт.

Монстры могут дремать, с глазами, пронизывающими тьму,
Но я прогоню их шёпоты, с любовью, что поглотит том.
Каждый вздох — обещание, каждая тень — ласка,
В объятиях ночи ты найдёшь свой сладкий уголок.

Ref.:
Спи, мой маленький, под звёздным покровом,
В объятиях вечного сумрака, пусть исчезнут тревоги вновь.
Хотя мир снаружи пугает, полон эха, холоден и строг,
В моём сердце ты укрыт, в безопасности среди тревог.

Мечтай о смеющихся реках, где тени плавно скользят,
Вместе будем бродить бесконечно, с любовью, что ведёт нас в путь.
В этой таинственной колыбельной, где ночь и любовь сплетаются,
Ты всегда найдёшь утешение, сладкий детка, навеки моя.

Trans.:

Close your eyes, my dear, the shadows gently sway,
The night is wrapped in whispers, where dreams do not play.
Moonlight, like silver, lays secrets on the floor,
In the heart of this silence, you are my light that always helps.

Ref.:
Sleep, my little one, under the starry cover,
In the arms of eternal twilight, let worries disappear again.
Though the world outside is frightening, full of echoes, cold and stern,
In my heart you are hidden, safe among worries.

Quietly, listen to the lullabies, the whispers of the night ghosts,
They weave a soft fabric, wrapping around with light.
The shadows hold their stories, the clock ticks softly,
They keep you in silence, where love always blooms.

Monsters may slumber, with eyes that pierce the darkness,
But I will banish their whispers, with love that swallows the volume.
Every breath a promise, every shadow a caress,
In the arms of the night you will find your sweet place.

Ref.:
Sleep, my little one, under the starry canopy,
In the arms of the eternal twilight, let worries disappear again.
Though the world outside is frightening, echoing, cold and stern,
In my heart you are hidden, safe among worries.

Dream of laughing rivers, where shadows glide smoothly,
Together we will wander endlessly, with love that guides us.
In this mysterious lullaby, where night and love intertwine,
You will always find comfort, sweet baby, forever mine.

Fyodor's Lullaby

I made an AMV for it:
https://youtu.be/iPwfW-WqWR4?si=2FVv2kg4l4ZaZPFx

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Lyrics:

I wear my shadows like armour, concealing my heart,
But your laugh is a ghost, tearing me apart.
Can’t escape this feeling, it crawls in my veins,
Every stifled heartbeat, every lingering pain.
We’re a dance of fire and ice, entwined in this fight,
Yet at the end of the darkness, you pull me to the light.

Ref.:
How can I abhor you and crave you at the same time?
In this game of bitter glances, your eyes are a crime.

This tangled emotion just won’t let me go,
My thoughts dance on the edge, but I’m too scared to show.
We’re living in a paradox, an unspoken chain,
In the midst of this battle, I’m the one who feels pain.

Ref.:
How can I abhor you and crave you at the same time?
In this game of bitter glances, your eyes are a crime.

So here we stand divided, in shadows, in light,
I hate you, yet I need you, in this endless night.
A cruel twist of fate, forever we will play,
Bound by our hatred, yet longing for the day.

Ref.:
How can I abhor you and crave you at the same time?
In this game of bitter glances, your eyes are a crime.

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℗ 2024 NOIV


Lyrics: Tilsk
Musik: Tilsk

SSKK

I made an AMV for it:
https://youtu.be/t0-rIU8IDwc

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Lyrics:

If I could weave the fabric of fate,
Rewrite the threads of love turned to hate,
I’d cradle the shards of our splintered dreams,
And bury my pride beneath silent screams.

Ref.:
A tempest of whispers, a heart torn in two,
I would change for you, if only I knew.

A fortress of promises, crumbled to dust,
In the echoes of battles, we lost our trust.
Your visions were clear, a path to the light,
While I found solace only in night.

Ref.:
A tempest of whispers, a heart torn in two,
I would change for you, if only I knew.

I wander these halls, a ghost of our past,
With every whispered memory, the silence is vast.
If I could change the man I once had to be,
I’d tear down the masks, let my heart run free.

Ref.:
A tempest of whispers, a heart torn in two,
I would change for you, if only I knew.

In this quiet farewell, where the end meets the dawn,
I’ll carry your name as the world moves on.

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℗ 2024 NOIV


Lyrics: Tilsk
Musik: Tilsk

ZSKK

Namae wo Yobu Yo (English)

double suicide (english)

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Lyrics:

Oh, it’s Friday the 13th, and you know what that means.
Dazai’s got his tricks, tearing at the seams.
Kunikida’s notebook? He tossed it in the trash.
Let’s stir up some chaos, let’s make a big splash!

Ref.:
Evil? Oh yes! That's what he is.
Dazai - master of chaos - is in his bliss.

Flower gazing picnic, a serene little scene,
but Dazai’s got a plan, you know what I mean.
“Just one more drink, buddy, wouldn’t you agree?”
Now Chuuya’s on the ground. Oh, what a sight to see!

Ref.:
Evil? Oh yes! That's what he is.
Dazai - master of chaos - is in his bliss.

Akutagawa’s confused, digging holes in the ground,
“Shrimp tails will sprout—come on, get around!”
And Atsushi’s rolling his eyes with a sigh,
“Dazai, this is nonsense, don’t you dare lie!”

Did you get that postcard, Mori? What a fright!
With doodles of curses, in the dead of night.
Mori shudders, receives that cursed card,
“Ominous drawings? This year’s gonna be hard!”

Ref.:
Evil? Oh yes! That's what he is.
Dazai - master of chaos - is in his bliss.

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℗ 2024 NOIV


Lyrics: Tilsk
Musik: Tilsk

Friday the 13th

show me what you got and we can get into it then.

Fiona and Ryn's vocals#04 - needs mixing and mastering if a certain producer would like to tap in. ahem.

Actually write chapters for your bsd fanfic...?? ew whats THAT.💜💜 heh....enjoy this shitpost 💜 

PRograms used:
-Abelton live 11 suite
-Abelton live default instrument pack
-Choir sample//AMen breaks found on sample websites
-Bells [Jingly AND Ominous] found on sample websites
-EXtra mixing done on premiere pro
-THIS SHIT TOOK 3 1/2 DAYS.💔💔

heh.....𝓴𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓲𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓵𝓸𝓹𝓼💜

futile perseverance.

I do music in many ways. I sing, I play guitar, but nowadays I make music almost only on the PC.

I LOST MY STUPID SOUNDCLOUD ACCOUNT AHAIN. ERMM ANYWAYS --

HIII!! ^_^ I'm ri0r3n :33 I make music >^v^

My current favorites to experiment with are:

-JUngle [I cant do breakcore right//I DONT WANNA GE TBULLIEDASODASI]
-Style smoothie [SMASHING BUNCH OF THINGS AND SEEING IF ITS GOOD <//3
-VOCALOID [SROP. I KNOW VOCALOID ISNT A SPECIFIC GENRE. I JUST LIKE MAKING SONGS WITH VOCALOIDS.]
-skibidi toilet. 

EVERYTHING HERE IS JUS TSHIT POSTS💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

What will happen to us now that there are hardly any teachers left. We are kids too, are we not? Well at least it’s all said and done.




Right and wrong… is there really a difference anymore? I can see it so far away yet I… just can’t anymore
Everybody and everything… I can’t leave you behind, but it’s just so loud…

is it weird that i like really love the russian accent? probably fyodor’s fault, but it is rlly crazy.

I’m running out of uploads. if u guys want a song, message me and I’ll find it, and either loop it or as is and send the file (is that a thing u can do here i dunno?)

New tracks tagged #bsd