this one is moderately scuffed

original by https://soundcloud.com/heylog
reprod, vocals, etc by me

tutorial + vocal presets soon

lyrics:
we went through a lot of ups and downs
yet you still stayed close to my side
we often dug straight to the ground
you don't know what i look like now
just a number in my phone
i'll love you the most
march is a horrible month
why's it always cold
spent the end to cry
i miss you every night
don't call me when you see this
i'll hit decline
i don't look the same
as i used to
is this a bad thing
log, i don't know you
i don't look the same
like before
and i don't recognize myself
anymore

2 weeks 'till i go home
can't wait to see you, oh
october is when you go
now things are coming to
an end

she'll only love me if i just love myself
but baby with you i felt things i don't feel
i couldn't imagine to feel someone else
the thought of it always gets me overwhelmed
i hate separating from people i love
but i go forever without anyone
i will go for days and not say any words
you won't hear from me cause i sit back and lurk
closing the drapes to block out any light
the things that i do i would never advise
it's so bad for me and hm, i wonder why
growing more acne and i'm not surprised
don't look at me, please don't look at my face
the way that you stare makes me humiliate
i swear i get uglier
i don't look the same
you won't recognize me by how much i've changed
changed

heylog published update failed under creative commons, i have to do the same so hell yeah

update failed (cover + reprod)

for what it's worth (p. @Akkiru1 @Greyrock)

don't think you won (p. @Greyrock @Akkiru1 @Dollategabeatz)

my first time actually playing the guitar. pretty proud of it even if its really simple.

almost home

over distorted waste of time
prod heylog

lyrics:
you feel the pain?
what you trying
what you sayin?
bitch say my name
go on, do it
say it loud
let them know we're not the

same
we're not the same

i'm on my own
all i do is move in silence
i don't need to talk
i advance while bein quiet
so
in my head nothing but violence
pray to God he'll bring me peace
and show me lightness yeah

pray God for my peace
pray for enemies

i wanna be dead
so i can hear the angels cry
why am i seeing red
shut up, now is not the time
help me to relax
cause right now i could kill someone
i got a list of rats
and i do not need a gun
i wanna be dead
so God's standing before my eyes
i'm sorry for my sins
i can't control myself sometimes
me? could not forgive
the list of people i would kill
why think like this
the fight to keep my mental still

i feel awake
why you cryin
why you shakin
those follows fake?
WE'RE NOT THE-
heard you barking like a bitch
make them sit
we're not the

same
we're not the same

spotify

passing

prod by heylog

lyrics:
there's just something about driving away from your house
you cried in my arms cause i gotta go now
when you touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your hand on my face, narrow waist on my hips
i don't know why i'm like this
i'm not open minded
i'm filled up with hate
but you keep me sane
she looks up and listens
and she likes submitting
i got you, it's fine
i'll give us a life

there's just something about walking out of your house
you stood at the stairs, i know you'll miss me now
your nails touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your lips on my mouth and your waist on my hips
god this feelings amazing
the smell of your fragrance
lingers in my room
it makes me miss you
the ripples and dents
you won't bleed again
i got you, it's fine
i'll give you a life

mouth

amnesia (p. michael harrison)

Shout out my man wraith for killing his verse in this song, go check out his music and tell him swamp sent you!❤️

https://on.soundcloud.com/LmhrUsjh5Pws53rJ8

Lyrics:

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared 

I tend to choke on my word’s they just never out 
Guess the cats got my tongue somewhere tucked in his house 
I’ve spoiled beyond all return so please turn around before I let you all down 
It’s too cold here in this realm that I call my head such a lonely hell 
The airs so thin throughout this shell 
Inthe catacombs of my former self 

Leaving my texts unread
Don’t even care what's said
Why even bother send
Baby it’s time this ends

I have my hands in my hair
I rip and I tear
I’m scared of a memory
Lost in the air
Deep in despair
It’s all into ashes
They fall off my blunt like a flare
I’m barely scared
But also
I’m barely here
I got an eighth
In my bloodstream
Feeling like nothing
Fuck up this body
I guess that I never was someone to care

I’m not too comfortable 
What made it obvious 
I could just tell by that look on your face 
And You get so nervous sometimes that you bite on your nails and forget what to say 
Such a shame 
But that’s ok I’m too youug to care or to dumb to realize I wasn’t prepared 
I can feel it, there’s a chill in the air we’re in the calm of the storm the void is here don’t be scared

comfortable w/ Wraith

heylog - rainsong (prod. brenton)

Made for IceTeaEnjoyer's twitch song wars but i can't do Saturdays so here ya go

Moment (@hosty4444)

static hugs

produced by heylog

lyrics:
tread light, proceed with caution
months passed, i missed the pollen
carry weight that slowly turns to rust
and i'm thinking "what could've been done?"
wonder what's in the deep end
jump off, i swim for a reason
this the worst place i could ever go
and i sleep like "what could i have known"
residue
slip if i'm not using chalk
dirty wounds keep burning from the salt
come with me only if you're not opposed
i'm paranoid
is there something i should know

what is there to know (7x)
WHAT IS THERE TO KNOW (2x)

keep thinking i'm being stalked
i'm convinced i'm being watched
if that's true, i hope it's not
can't believe the time is up

shh

you're too late
that was the best i've felt
i'm so sorry i couldn't contain myself
i say things some would probably hate me for
just know i'm not here when you're at the door
i left a note
did you bother to look
someone had to plant their foot
just understand 
if i see another bird
come toward me, i'm pulling up the dirt

i got the remote
i'm now under control
toggle emote
and hit the swish like free throw
i'm not too bright
it's interesting what i know though
i pinched a nerve
but that snake had to go
man down
that's an elim
look bro, you gotta see this
feels like playin reload
the whole damn lobby on my penis
i'm starting to feel bad
you suck at making decisions
cast out, then reel back
maybe there's something i'm missing
i got no time, put it all way past me
i'm out of the loop, couldn't care what is happening
europe flight, got to finish up packing
lord these cathedral faces are dazzling
no time for none of that
it's day here while you're sleepin
i got a flight to catch
PROVIDE THE FOOD AND FEED EM
I CAN'T LET ANYONE STARVE
PISS OFF IF YOU ARE A LARP
NOTHING BUT DIRT TO ME NOW
AND THAT'S COMING FROM THE HEART

dirt

hit me up if you wanna be
$15 tag (less if you broke af)
$25 no tag

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