swing my sword
live in the light
anti venom
you could peep my wings in the sky
dagger to my pride
cant nobody take my life
let somebody try
fosho you gon meet the Most High
fear of man aye
its a snare aye
better recognize
be the prince of air aye
keep ya treasure in the cut
cause its rare aye
who gon make it to the end?
choose yo struggle, pick yo pain
dont nobody make it out alive
in vanity and vain
hated my reflection
now i know my maker, what a grace
listen, wisdom callin from the hills
believe and break yo chains
hear dat sound
doomsday prophets underground
freein
minds from hell
feel our hearts and
hear them bells

know i cant forgive myself, i gotta get up outta here
he dragged me outta hell molded me and i have  no fear
all these wasted spells thought they holded me i have no sear
eternal water living well the holy king we swing the spear

walking wit the Christ aint no silence of the Lambs tho
know i gave my life i need i guidance i need ammo 
he went and paid the price going sonic fighting 
shadows
doomsday prophets walk in light  bout to go commando 

digital computation as they put you online
spiritual impersonation kno they feeding you lies
this is pivital cant keep waitin wasting my time
Christ is coming back so come and give up yo life

GIVE UP YO LIFE [prod. RULZ]

https://soundcloud.com/stillvanishing

thru gritted teeth, chest stifles
i breath deep, check my vitals
two limbs stretch, towards infinity
ten toes, know i'm breaking cycles

i ponder often what i'm doing here
its melted wax, deep in the fear
as sihlohettes shift amidst fissures of mind
oh, near the wings of morning water i find

still i force a rest
my spirit calls submission
exhale every dread
and i welcome death..

"and i welcome death" [prod. stillvanishing]

not ever of this world again
not ever in his wrath in the end
I only needed to bend 
my knee down to catch this humble trend
every knee will bow
every tongue confess
feel it even now
everyone profess
whats in thier heart
it's from the start
play your wicked part
as you fall apart
from all this evil art
staring down the barrel of a loaded box
whats the vox sayin again 
I don't know I think he's just playin pretend
yeah pay attention my friend
 I need you to listen and stiffen up
all those demons bout to get bucked up in the head
kill em twice dead
dread
watch me kill a vice
wit this holy knife
chop it up minced meat
preach the word in the streets
have em Hella weak 
as they hear God speak
they get a sneak peek at the peak of their pride
oh it's gonna be one hell of a high ride
gonna beg and plead for mercy right before they died died
see how I said died twice
cuz it's a spiritual price
it's like a now and later
live it now pay day later
sweet like a treat
oh but rotten teeth
is the wage greater
than one can bare
just take a moment to sit and stare
don't tell me I don't care
about your soul
don't be cold like cole
don't wait till you get old


pullin teeth
cuticles to muscle
sovereign rod and staff gon teleport
abandon hustle

intrinsically
fibers of your being
there the potter hovered
low and behold 
seek a meaning

within and without
i know a voice
so familiar
trotter’s
toward the trees
enter the gate
a good shepheard

discipline abounds
feel the sound

docility 
then, adorns a crown

DXMN

https://soundcloud.com/prodpembers

as i reflect
i could never lack
cause where you at, it could bring you back
bring it back 

aye
cream colored walls they surround me
i’m down okay
live from my mind, its cloudy outside today
jumped off the porch, the sect, we on a quest
pie haters say it to my face, if i’m posessed

you aint bout it
i see ya from the mountains
borrowed time
the clock i’m countin
7 stones to my doubtin

down along the gulf
i remembered somethin
never worryin
it aint gon do nothin..

SEVEN STONES

https://on.soundcloud.com/f9wkmJmPzwyUkWHtjR 

Repent Mane
change your mind feel the pain mane
indulgeng in ya shame mane
it's a shame 
murderous like cain
but God is able
no not able rather well and able He clear tha table
for your dark dark sins
act like sinkings how you swim
what a win
yeah right maybe for your pride
humble suicide
do or die right?
was that a question or a statement?
how bout a threat
you better die right with God
shake a nod your cooked its odd
get the squad your shook it's gettin hot
lightin up ya chest
feeling stressed
can't take that weight off it's pest
feelin pressed like paper old school now and later
this is later cuz you wanted fun
feelin done
with the warmth of of the sun only want the light when you are not the one
run n hide cuz you aint nunin
yeah the light resealed you nothin

groan and scream
is this a dream
some one come an stream me having a mental breakdown hear the laugh of wisdoms shakedown
yeah thats a name of God when you fear him
make you drop the weight have you feel slim

then ya hearts absolve 
feel the pain dissolve
spiritual evolve 
this Hell scapes been solved.

select your agony
in this world its unrest
apathy, or co labor for true bread..
what beliefs lay sleep, deep in your mind?
is you a carnal slave, or a freedom will you find?
visualize fables, communicate the perfect time
white lies
to reap a harvest, first you gotta die
aint no spirit guides, but a revered ghost
in the living God strength the only one i boast..

the light bearer
appears angelic
with a relic
night terrors
of, curses, hearses, faces burnt..
cold devotion
3 am, to shadows red
a broken yolk, the chosen one
a hem of hope

purgatory tells a story
of the common man
seeds on thorny greens
house built w sand
before he stored gold morals
in his mortal coil
anointin oil
touch within and rid the sin

nephilm speak forbidden creed
to ya itching ear
telepathy, a reckoning
your destiny precedes your will
attemps to force the alpha’s hand
in divination
future times behind a veil, wicked abomination
the law set into the hearts of flesh, a liberation
whats it worth to seize the world 
but lose your soul?
turn your face toward the light inevitably be whole..

AGES

PURGATORY

"WHERE THEIR WORM DIETH NOT" [prod. SPHYNX]

https://soundcloud.com/rxpxntmane

fast asleep
my soul to creep in the shadows
bout ta have an unholy battle
wit tha air princes cattle

kick my arm on the floor interrupting 
my deep snorin my mind
I'm out of time and space 
feeling out of place
one two
my brains been hit I lost a screw
now I'm bein told by sound waves in my head
translate the noise the language of the dead?
they told me I'm arrogant now I tread
lightly stumbling back mouth wide open empty phrase
sayin absolutly nothin
what is this why does that thing on the wall have no face
wait look its copying every move I make
humbled me with darkness till I quaked 
cracked to the core I wanted more
to fill that boredom of postmortem
could this be 
all that I see
could we be free
this was the start of Gods providential sovereign 
re start
seeking truth cut up my heart
convicted me of this sick twisted lewd art
felt my soul so parched 
so I march to the cross
cuz i keep breaking laws

I believe and repent Mane

keep breakin laws
black on the walls
and i cant crawl

consciousness
in an interim state of paralysis
what is this?
surges, currents, and urges

forces unseen are clear
as retinas fixate into focus
metamorph cloaks, in blurriness

strugglin breath
as i’m beggin for rest
incubus syncopate
callin on Jesus
i scream in my mind
telepath its a wrath
demon is viscerated and vaporized

wormhole twists into nothingness
heaviness lifts as i plot revenge, on the abyss

"ESOTERIC ENCOUNTERS" [prod. NetuH]

i was down
in the depths
i used to live a life of sin
as a wretch
i couldn't peep that i was sick
in my flesh
no one around me, all alone
left for dead
yea i said that 
i was down
in the depths
i used to live a life of sin
as a wretch
i couldn't peep that i was sick
in my flesh
no one around me, all alone
left for dead
i remember i was

23
with some dreams
and my gray skinny jeans
heart wicked 
and some vans
on my feet
self hatred 
cut my veins
look at me bleed

need validation
affirmation
attention please
played in the bands
gave a damn
ain't have no peace
i couldn't wait to meet my maker
exist to cease
i heard a whisper
it was Jesus
2016
i remember

i was down
in the depths
i used to live a life of sin
as a wretch
i couldn't peep that i was sick
in my flesh
no one around me, all alone
left for dead
yea i said that 
i was down
in the depths
i used to live a life of sin
as a wretch
i couldn't peep that i was sick
in my flesh
no one around me, all alone
left for dead
i remember i was

"THE DEPTHS"

lineage 
pain and suffering its a frost 
what you know about sacrifice? 
count the cost 
stuck in limbo life or death carryin' my cross 
needles in a haystack 
aye i'm feelin' lost 

hemorrhage heavy is the head of a boss 
cold feet midnight a nigga turn and toss 
losin' sleep my eyes red and my pupils gloss 
til dusk all i do is yawn cause i'm exhausted 

dwellin' in time warrin' w fear 
i taste the sting of death it's presence is so near 
kreepin' out the cut 
kreepin' out the cut 
kreepin' out the cut 
kreepin' out the cut

"NEEDLE IN A HAYSTACK"

cover my face as i grimace
runnin' in place
sick of this

dopamine to my brain
chest heavin'
i slipped again

afterglow
glistenin'
vasopressin'
a balm to the stressin'
a tethered ride
to my temporary bride

Father forgive me
for my idolatry
carnalities
its a bond of me
abomination
preservation
of the dog in me
return to my vomit
anxiety
i'm down to my knees

bang bang
to my faith
its keef
she said she love me
as my history delete
my love smile so sweet
cast the light, shed the doom
i don't know what that is
lock my door to the room

step into the shadows
we can talk addiction
bringin' sorrow to my spirit
oh repent?
don't wanna hear it
twisted vision
reminiscin'
picture neuroplastic prison

i'm in the cut
dry heavin' thru the fog
irritated
and i blame it
on the fact my wife been gone
that's me
i can't remember but i know its been too long
since a nigga
didn't idolize my prayers
cause i'm wrong
curse my life 
i'm ready to die like

"GRIMACE" [prod. GOTH HELMA]

CALEB777 of FEARxWONDER is a prolific underground phenomenon, whose catalogue travels light years ahead of his peers.  Wielding a very gritty but eclectic production style inspired by the likes of Bon Iver, My Bloody Valentine, Spaceghostpurrp, and lyricism evocative of Kid Cudi and The Devil Wears Prada, abounding tastes are explored just to get a glimpse of what his consciousness represents.

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