Mixed by Rare
Vocals and Lyrics by Caleb Juarez
Helped by Zai

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[Lyrics]
(Intro)
What's going on

(Verse)
What’s inside yo head (Da, da, da, da)
Don’t you think I got you read (Da, da, da, da)
Every time I feel so fed up with these problems

Time ain’t by yo side
Do you think I’m on yo mind
I be thinkin’ every night
“I’m so fuckin’ done”

(Pre-Chorus)
I feel fatal
Your arms are so cold (Ooh)
Bridge ain’t stable
Don’t let all this go (Ooh)

All This fake shit
Walk it out the door
But my patience is thrown (Duh, duh)

(Chorus)
We ain’t got our lives in check
I see you in bed
With no one with you
I put our love in a hold
Cause where would I go if we were chasin’ love

(Verse Two)
What’s inside yo brain
I been feelin’ all this pain
Now I don’t wanna wake up to the morning sun (Umm)
(Ahh)

Damn
Been broken up just way too much
Like now (Just a bit too much)
(Bit too much!)
This shit go on and on and on like-

(Pre-Chorus)
I feel fatal
Your arms are so cold (Ooh)
Bridge ain’t stable
Don’t let all this go (Ooh)

All This fake shit (Ooh)
Walk it out the door (Ooh)
But my patience is thrown (Duh, duh)

(Chorus)
We ain’t got our lives in check
I see you in bed
With no one with you
I put our love in a hold
Cause where would I go if we were chasin’ love

(Bridge)
I feel fatal
Your arms are so cold (Your arms are too cold)
Bridge ain’t stable (Ooh)
Don’t let all this go (Ooh)

All This fake shit (Ooh)
Walk it out the door (Don't walk out the door now)
But my patience is thrown (Ooh)

(Chorus)
We ain’t got our lives in check
I see you in bed
With no one with you
I put our love in a hold
Cause where would I go if we were chasin’ love

(Outro)
I feel fatal
Your arms are so cold (Your arms are so cold)
Bridge ain’t stable (Stable)
Don’t let all this go￼

Patience

Incomprareble (ft. Loveness)

mixed by @raresptna

[Lyrics]
(Verse One)
Captions need to be put over you
Understandin’ isn’t want you wanna do
Overreactin’, is it me? Or was it you?
It’s quite polarizin’

Two guys were lookin’, fondin’ all over you
They ain’t know that you was with me, they ain’t got a clue
You burned the bridge we was buildin’, where’s the truth
Lost my knack of findin’

(Pre-Chorus)
Bitch, I ain’t sober
Questions over
I need answers
Who you gon to choose

I shift, come by
Your my sunshine
I’m confined in this truth
Who do I think I am

(Chorus)
I, I, I
Don’t know why, why, why
You’re on my mind, mind, mind
I thought our love was mutual, oh mutual
Oh mutual
I thought our love was mutual, oh mutual
Oh mutual

(Verse Two)
Remember my homie had told me you wasn’t goin’
To show me all of yo feelin’s
I’m feelin’ content with you

I knew from then on whatever happened
I’d love to do it with you as friends or as more
I just need you by side

I felt yo love
Why you gone
If he never existed you’d be here now

(Pre-Chorus)
Bitch, I ain’t sober
Questions over
I need answers
Who you gon to choose

I shift, come by
Your my sunshine
I’m confined in this truth
Who do I think I am

(Chorus)
I, I, I
Don’t know why, why, why
You’re on my mind, mind, mind
I thought our love was mutual, oh mutual
Oh mutual
I thought our love was mutual, oh mutual
Oh mutual

(Outro)
I hit my damn mic-

Mutual

@raresptna for featuring and mixing
@zzzai for featuring and @bunnibelow

(Lyrics)
[Part One: Love Me More (w/rare & Zai)]
[Intro: calebjuarez.]
Now watch this shit dawg

[Chorus: calebjuarez.]
I been (I been)
I been (I been)
I been fuckin’ wit these hoes
But then they don’t love me more

I been (I been)
I been (I been)
I been thinkin’ bout the night that you left me (Left me)

Waitin’ for somebody else to come around
Waitin’ for somebody else to love me now

I been (I been)
I been (I been)
I been fuckin’ wit these hoes for way too long

[Verse One: calebjuarez. & rare]
I've been thinkin’ bout the moment, the moment, the moment (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
She’ leavin’, she leavin’, she’s fuckin’ away
She din’ need to show it
I needed somebody to love me even more (Woah, oh)
I’m a crow lookin’ alone, too busy tryna show it (Woah, oh, oh woah) (Yeah)

[Verse Two: rare]
You're too busy, I'm too tired
Last one, lost interest, Saphire
No more room left in my head
Blow up into flames and fires

Sleep walkin', Dream talkin'
Imma make you bleed on me
I can't even see you loving
A new guy that wasn’t me, oh

But will we go back to the days?
All of this shit has been feelin' so fake
Yeah and I'm tired of games
You know deep down I’ve been takin' the blame

Would you be the one for me?
If I take you somewhere to eat that’s too fancy, put it all onto me
But now I'm done with you left on the streets, so whoa

[Verse Three: Zai]
Baby, it's a cold world
You done led me on, I can't get my mind off it
We don't talk no more, you're still in my head
Thought of us together, it's already dead

But, baby now you're in the past
And I don't know what to do
When you talk to me, it always switches up my mood
(Ooh)

But, that shit toxic (oh, yeah)
I've been so love sick (oh, yeah)
You can't play wit' me anymore
I'm not an option (Not an option)

[Chorus: calebjuarez.]
I been (I been)
I been (I been)
I been fuckin’ wit these hoes
But then they don’t love me more

I been (I been)
I been (I been)
I been thinkin’ bout the night that you left me (Left me)

Waitin’ for somebody else to come around
Waitin’ for somebody else to love me now

I been (I been)
I been (I been)
I been fuckin’ wit these hoes for way too long

[Outro: calebjuarez. & rare]
So like, I tried explaining the situation to my friend
And everytime I tell him it
He just goes like "Ah, you just-"
"You have you're heart on your shoulder"
Man, shut the fuck up, this shit is ass bro-

[Part Two: Cup of Liquor (w/Bunni Below)]
[Intro: Bunni Below]
Oh yeah, ok

[Verse Four: Bunni Below & calebjuarez.]
Baby, tell me why you've been so distant
Memories of you
Baby, yeah, I really miss it
Baby, yeah, I really wish you could be my mistress
Oh, ha- woah

When I look into your eyes I see the moon
And baby, I just wanted to be with you (Uh)

[Verse Five: calebjuarez.]
Down another cup, hard cup of liquor
Them tastes keep gettin’ bigger
I wasn’t told that it was bad, bad for me
Now I see you, it’s all gone

I’ll put down my cup
To see you smile

Love Me More / Cup of Liquor (ft. rare, Zai & Bunni Below)

mixed by @raresptna

[Lyrics]
(Intro)
4, 6

(Verse One)
Fuck shit, I been needin’ love, shit
I been needin’ huggin’
For the last time, I can’t buy love with no damn bands
Toxic, fuck my ex, she hated everything I made and
She’s been runnin’ through my head
I needed someone new

And then came who
Random ass girl made a friendship bloom
I never felt doomed, I assumed, I flew around
Till I found someone how could I allow to be falling for her too

But that’s all my fault
Got helpless round the wrong girl
What if it’s all show
In a little play, full of actors, fuck that though

(Chorus)
Because I know I’m the one you need by your side in your life
Because I know you’re the one I need by my side and I’m sure I’m right

(Verse Two)
And I’m sure I’m right to all the answers these damn girls have gave me
I’m so damn appealed to all these girls that tell me only “maybe”
What the fuck do they have they offer, and I know that this girl is the offerin’ quite a bunch
Shit
I don’t wanna fuck if it comes to the question, I just wanna talk with you

Love, love, love is complicated
Until I found you
It’s quite tough findin’ somebody to be around you

(Chorus)
Because I know I’m the one you need by your side in your life
Because I know you’re the one I need by my side and I’m sure I’m right (uh)
Because I know I’m the one you need by your side in your life (Nah, nah, nah) (Fuck Shit)
Because I know you’re the one I need by my side and I’m sure I’m right
Woo

(Outro)
What's up, yo!
What's good
You-
You met someone today?
Who?

mixed by @raresptna

[Lyrics]
(Verse One)
All this unknown rage
Taken up by days
It’s so hard to really know

Please ask for a dance babe
I’ll be takin yo hand babe
Was it true or just for show

Let them memories go sinkin’ down, down, down, down, down
And I’m glad it’s all love, but I think you want the thrill or just the rush

Your talkin’ to someone else and I know you can’t hid it
Y’all can’t stop talkin’, I know cause you tell me every time and
And I wish that we talked a little sooner and I feel that you’re the one
But now I’m second guessing all this love and that

(Chorus)
Because you’re dating somebody new
Girl, what can I do
To know what I did wrong to be pushed over

Dating somebody new
Just out of the blue
I hope you change mind and think it over

Because you’re dating somebody new
Girl, what can I do
To know what I did wrong to be pushed over

Dating somebody new
Just out of the blue
I hope you change mind and think it over

Dating somebody new
Girl, what can I do
To know what I did wrong to be pushed over

Dating somebody new
Just out of the blue
They say that moving on is the only answer

Somebody New

mixed by @raresptna

[Lyrics]
(Verse One)
Once upon a time, I just need some lovin’
Someone by my side, while skin is all buggin’
Sittin’ in the sand while my back is gettin’ burned
But now I’m burnin’ down that vision cause you kicked me to the curve

(Chorus)
Damn, girl, why didn’t you stay
Cause imma dance my world if it goes my
I’m bouta leave (if you take way too long)
Why can’t you see (Why I’m makin’ this song)

Damn girl, I ain’t playin these games
Nothin’ that you can say will get me to play
Stand on yo feet (Cause I’m pushin’ over)
It’s all for me (I’m done lookin’ for closure)

(Verse Two)
I came, I saw, I came, I saw
No ASAP Rock, but now I’m fucked
That bitch gonna leave wit someone else
I thought what we had was a bond, oh well

Phone rang like a bell
How can you tell that whenever I cry is about how I felt
You only came when sorrows needed to be borrowed
Lost what we got though

I know, I know, I know, I
I know, I know, I know, I
I know, I know, I know, I
I know, I know, I know, I

(Chorus)
Damn, girl, why didn’t you stay
Cause imma dance my world if it goes my
I’m bouta leave (if you take way too long)
Why can’t you see (Why I’m makin’ this song)

Pew

Damn, girl, why didn’t you stay
Cause imma dance my world if it goes my
I’m bouta leave
Why can’t you see

Vacillate

Mixed by rare

[Lyrics]
(Chorus)
If I had conceptualized our love
I’d see the them big ass flags, not stay
If I had found out who you loved
Then goodbye would have came much faster baby

(Verse One)
Forgetting’ is harder then you’re told
Lettin’ it go but my grip got tighter
Sometimes I think, what if I didn’t fold
What if I had stood my ground

Desires are so damn hard to let go of
That damn urge gets me to act
On instict, act just briefly
Act like morals are gone

(Chorus)
If I had conceptualized our love
I’d see the them big ass flags, not stay
If I had found out who you loved
Then goodbye would have came much faster baby

(Verse Two)
I’m not the one who needed all them breaks
I’m done holdin’ all them shakes
I’ll leavin’ and it’s for my sake

By the time you see me, don’t say “stay”
But I know what you will say
“You’ll be fine, please be safe”

(Chorus)
If I had conceptualized our love
I’d see the them big ass flags, not stay
If I had found out who you loved
Then goodbye would have came much faster baby

If I had conceptualized our love
I’d see the them big ass flags, not stay
If I had found out who you loved
Then goodbye would have came much faster baby

(Outro)
A little life update
I've completely forgotten about her
I don't need her anymore
She's happy
Shit, I'm happy now, I think
But, you know, it could happen again
And that's okay too
It's all part of life I guess

Conceptualize

mixed by @raresptna

[Lyrics]
(Intro)
Alright
Uh, uh, uh
Mmm
Okay, okay, okay

(Verse One)
There’s been something’ on my tongue
Kept me breathing from my lungs
I don’t even write my songs
When the shit comes from my heart, yeah

Woo
This shit comes naturally
No opinions, factually
Then girls are F’s, yo ass a B

I’m fallin’ in, I’m fallin’, I’m fallin, its tough
Might fuckin’ up my friendship if this shit is really love
I don’t wanna fuck wit’ you if you only for the fun
But I’m helpless and my ass is done following past loves

(Chorus)
I’m the one you need
Let me fall, I’m gonna fall in deep
Please fall in love with me

I’m the one you need
Let me fall, I’m gonna fall in deep
Cause in the one you need

(Verse Two)
I ain’t breathing, breathing, breathing
See your eyes, I stop the beating
Tweaking, I just go a little wild when you come by
The meaning of them little words you said to make me smile
That's a treat and now I’m seeking for some loving, I've been feining, not for fucking

When you around I don't need sex, you’re the best that has come around
Maybe I just need a text, I just really wanna call you now
Baby, this shit is not test, babe, you know my love’s a hundred pound
What I’ve found out, is that you might be here for me

Hoo
I’m new to this so who do you think could fit my expectation
You could point at yourself cause I’m eyeing nobody else

(Chorus)
I’m the one you need
Let me fall, I’m gonna fall in deep
Please fall in love with me

I’m the one you need
Let me fall, I’m gonna fall in deep
Cause in the one you need

(Outro)
I was actually done with it
This whole fucking love shit
Like I was-
Not wanting to deal with it
Nah, sometimes that shit hits you
Like out of fucking left field
And it's fucking wild
Like, shit just comes out of fucking no where and shit

Infatuated

tick, tick! (i don't want you) demo [Prod. MBRK]

Where Should I Land (ft. idkfatal)

Lyrics:
(verse 1)
What if the end is all in my head?
What if it's all okay?
No, no, no

What if my love isn't as tough?
As they always say
Oh, now look how I speak whenever we meet
Gets hard to look away

(pre-chorus)
I feel like I'm dreaming
Believin' my feelings forever
Just whenever I'm down and I'm low It's hard to come back up for air

(chorus)
In my head, I don't think you were in my bed
Things we've said are slowly losing all their sense

(verse 2) (Jusst.Jay)
I constantly overthink everything even though you already said you'd be with me
I can't help but think I got to watch how I move or I could ruin everything

Consistent in security and it won't let me be but I can't push it on to you
Reassuring me through everything that it's not what I think and I hope someday that I can see

(chorus)
In my head, I don't think you were in my bed
Things we've said are slowly losing all their sense

I feel like I'm dreaming
Believin' my feelings forever
Just whenever I'm down and I'm low It's hard to come back up for air

(bridge)
Like, someone told you, like
"Man, this girl doesn't like me, man!"
Like, what would you tell them?
I would just be like
"Man, shoot your shot! What's the worse- What's the worse that can happen? Say no?"
What's the worse that can happen, say no?
Well, wha- what if the worse that can happen is no?
At least you'll know your answer!
You tweakin', bro!

(verse 3)
Take another look, my face is in my hands (My face is in my hands)
Overthinkin’ everything is gonna end (Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
But like baby, damn, what you wanna do
'Cause I’m thinkin’ nothin’s gettin’ you

If she could leave, then I’ll take that chance where I’m not alone (I'll take that chance where I'm not alone)
Screaming at shit and it takes more hits just to feel you, though (Not alone)

Ooh, damn, I just, uh, bam, really can’t stand how my mind be working, shit (Not alone, not alone)

(chorus)
In my head, I don't think you were in my bed
Things we've said are slowly losing all their sense

I feel like I'm dreaming
Believin' my feelings forever
Just whenever I'm down and I'm low It's hard to come back up for air

(outro)
Well, what would you say?
I'd just say
"Man, fuck it, bro"
Uh, no, no, I'd say... I'd say
"Man, just kind of like, just, you know... go for it bro, I mean... what's the worse they can say, no?
Yeah, that is lit- lit- literally what I would say

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Featuring: @jamari-jackson-617880068

Written by Caleb Juarez & Jamari Jackson

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Clean Version: https://soundcloud.com/mrrandomhere499/im-dreaming-ft-jusstjay-clean

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