prod. me

tonight is the night im gon take my life
why do i lie? i know it aint right
lips turning blue and skin turning white
when i go cold please hold me tight
bottled it up i kept it inside
i lied to see you, not hurt you. alright?
cuts on my wrists that wont see the light
wishing that one day youll see through my eyes

im not the same one that i used to be
but god i feel hopeless im ending me
and i dont even smoke but thats my therapy
i quit it all for you and where does that get me?
fucking nowhere i keep tryna find myself dont know where
always tryna show you that i care 
but its never enough 
im never enough

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