undo what ive done - track 13 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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ion wanna waste my breath
cz i kno it wont change a thing
condense the thoughts again 
cant bear it, face to face

step ahead i aint kno what it was all for
find my cup n then i pour 
forbidden circle on the floor 

feel the meltin heat a blessin for a change 
ennoia i embrace
found em dyin for a taste 
block em out i cant forsake it now
in my hands i take it all away 
burn the sigil fan the flames
truth in turn it ascertains

7 scars i tear into the pages 
a lonely deck of cards i draw
never what i pulled out
couldnt bear to witness

i dont wanna entertain the thoughts behind it 
bring myself around 
too late to tell me now
gotta keep my thoughts in check 
ebb against the flow 
burden on the soul i place my heart as forfeit 


spellcaster 
ill reap what i sow
k dancer 
got blood in my nose
grave flower 
theres rot in my clothes
wind past us
this life that i loathe

call unto which they dont understand 
ill find solace in the cuts in my hands
cant you see it 
reflection in the eyes
find myself thinkin 
i cant say goodbye
rearrange 
the thoughts i cant speak out loud
centre stage
but ill stay in the crowd
crumble like a remnant of the past
angel wings n a heart made of glass 


spellcaster 
blood moon up above
spellcaster
a curse on the sun
spellcaster
blood moon do bless thee
spellcaster
a curse in my blood
spellcaster
undo what i have done
spellcaster

spellcaster [providence]

your eyes glower at me - track 2 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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we'll carry on wastin our time
but i know i cant keep this up 
take one sip out of luck
n your eyes they glower at me  

in the sunset a flower at peace 
oh how beautiful it blooms
i cant look at you

fall asleep i cant fall asleep 
ill miss it in my dreams 
i miss it when we speak

9 i fall fallin down on me
wrong step then i cant breathe
they found me by the leaves
xans i find release

i keep thinkin back to december
circles i implored
body on the floor 
ill look into the sky

cant say im surprised
we'll never meet again
we'll never meet again

nine [providence]

interlude track 8 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED

interlude [providence]

sophia guide my way - track 9 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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regressing three steps backwards whats the point o i cant say
ennoia blessed upon us 
without grounding cast astray
a foolish mind beyond us all a curse without restraint
but i still remember how it felt pervasive thought engrained
cut away the inside
a focus binds the pain
a tar coat on the lungs
makes for an ease of day
an empty path ahead
a lost soul felt decay
a light above do strike thee
sophia guide my way

sophia [providence]

a wish - track 11 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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n i heard in the corner what they spoke
i just need to get back to bed
fumblin over every word i tried to get out
im stuck in this mess

even if i want to i cant help 
even if if i try no i cant tell

cz its more than i can find the words to speak about 
cigarettes i need to find a way to quell
n im back my old ways chaos i wish for 
i just wish to find a way i cant feel it anymore

51201 [providence]

dont look at me like that - track 10 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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stay away
i cant
i cant take it
every time i get closer
falls out my hands

i always wished for another way out
erase the details
bring calm unto the mindset 
circles that ive drawn 

they wont take me to where i need to be
rework til im fadin away
higher realms they beckon
yet ill never reach it


repetitions in my mind
i cant seem to find the wayside
sacred texts pages are empty
theres no way forward for me
i gave it my all

over and over and over

meaningless portrayal 
everything i cant get out of my head
one day ill be free
one day ill be free

background music [providence]

i dont wanna be seen - track 6 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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piece it all back together 
our hearts they turn to nothin
thrown away
and ashes i replace

subside the yearning that you've always felt to your core
arise the turn of the constant hands that keep me chained to your

turn away from me 
i dont wanna be seen x2

i replace
everythin we made
it still lingers as a burning part of my soul

coalesce again in another time beyond here
and still
given the choice id never go there again

i replace
everything we made
as i conclude
that it never mattered at all

call to thee 
spellcaster i erase
i erase

replace [providence]

will u let it go - track 5 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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i cant think back too far now
memories erupt
i just wanted it to be simple
but alas its not enough
go around in circles
n if they ask i say its nothin
forever act on impulse
all the faces i cant trust x2

take it back 
dont look at me like that 

if i stay here 
will you let it go 
if i leave this place
but i dont need to know
if i lay here
would you keep me close
if i stay here 
if i stay here

ill stay here forever [providence]

ill never go there again - track 3 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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take your time 
dont forget to breathe in 
draw the lines
i wont be right there with you

7 stars in the sky
call upon each and every one
i never wanted to fly
true i stay to my wings cant pretend

every second i wait for it 
n every moment i bleed for it
n every life ill wait right there
n every time its the wrong place 

n idk who im screaming out to 
expel the moment from the mind
i always wish i could back 
but given the  choice id never rewind

conscious or not it splits in two
a million pieces scatter 
a heart thats right starts to beat once more

find a hope forgotten 
a million thoughts to leave behind
the stars form a new horizon
yet the cycle insists again

forever it always wanders
a wish to leave it all behind
and yet it remains in chains there
shrouded in emptiness and lies

every moment [providence]

ft @sheg1 https://soundcloud.com/sheg1 - track 7 chaos magic providence144 art by EGO DROWNED
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either way i feel the same
no matter what u say to me
i kno its wrong this way 
but id never change a thing 
ill fly up high ill see the day
ill fly up high ill cut my wings 
just so that i can see your face 
i see the hate you see in me

n i fall straight on my face
the only way that i can breathe
you told me it was fate 
i told you its belief 
you strike out at me aint no reprieve 
i rest my hands upon the leaves 
blood paint upon the canvas 
 its what i need

[sheg]
peel the skin off my finger
cross me two times you know im a sinner
i rot and i wither but i still got
but i still got
i still got bruises on my fce
i can tell youre losing your ways
theres smoke all in this place 
i cant even tell you

dont know where to start
i tell a story and play the part
dimmed down lights on the boulevard
i watch my step i went too far  . yeah
i crossed the line, the dices fall
i swear i didnt mean it naurr
swear the next time i wont do it

spend the night trapped up in my palace
usb mics and ballads
when i had it all i fell out of balance 
cant believe that you did all this damage
leaving tonite i gotta scrimmage cus i cant go out today
they change their ways - i stay the same
i cant complain its all decay

still in the night i cant go out
things in my my head get me crossed out
acting paranoid at the store now
had to go all in had to ball out
3 stripes yeh i walk in adidas
party like a fiend and act like a diva
cuban heels i walk like a cheetah
leather jacket and boots  - fuck peta

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