Chorus:
Lonely
It's like nobody know me/
can you tell me who I am?/
with my name written in your hand/
huh
I ain't gotta be lonely/
sometimes I gotta get outside my head/
my head my dread my mind
I'm just icy for the winter/
I'll see you summer time/

Verse 1:
I'm in my way/
social anxiety keep me at bay/
family and friends I jus keep em at length/ yeah I can trust em but what will they say/
will they see me or the blunders I made/
mountain and plain/
drop from the vein/
lot on my back I should walk with a cane/
they think I'm lesser well I feel the same/
when I pop out its like I'm up on stage/
my lines are missing I'm lost on the page/
what should I say/
the look on my face/
I promise I like you but you feelin shade/
never occurs that I might be afraid/
cause I'm on display/
inspected surveyed/
jump out my skin/
dodge and evade/
minor mistakes be on replay for days/ 

Verse 2:
why you so quiet u should be more sociable/
bro you ain't sayin much/
so unapproachable/
just be more confident don't be emotional/
constant comparison be more like so and so/
I was drinkin potent potables/
just to get comfortable/ 
I need to relax/
peeping through the crack in my mask/
find out what I really think in my raps/
cause that's why I do it/
you probably wont know me if not for my music/
recording my heart with some Jesus influence/
approve it or not I am simply a human/  
had this since pampers I wont let it ruin/
the rest of my days/
I'm just like you/ I'll prove it/
"why did I say that? It's stupid"

S.A.D

Hook:
GAMES
This is not a
GAME
We ain't playin
GAMES
we ain't playin
we ain't playin we ain't playin
we ain't playin

Verse 1:
Games/
The Doom Eternal flames/
we reaching for the Halo Master Chief he broke the chains/
I'm a free man I was living a Half Life 2/
now if I Die in 7 Days I will just pass right through/
was a Dark Soul in a Dead Space now I keep a Kingdom Heart all up in my head space/
you think you Mario but you really Luigi/
you want that top spot cuz you feeling too greedy/
I feel like U Be Soft and the status you after is a Far Cry/
when you live in Arkham City on a Dark Knight/
Diablo is blasphemous and he ain't ever stopping till he murders the last of us so we ain't playin/

Verse 2:
Messiah will fly ya from Oblivion to the Skyrim/
He been in the Elder Scrolls that's where you can find Him/
A link to the past/ He's an Apex Legend/
blood on the door/ that's why death passed JEVN/
alpha and omega man/
ain't nobody greater than/
came to kill the evil within us/
yes he's evicting Evil Residents/
you should listen before Days Gone/
the Dragon's Dogma got you twisted got you way wrong/
its time to Wake like Alan avoid Max Payne imagine/
you knew your Journey really didn't have to be so tragic/
your Final Fantasy could be your Destiny/
if ya stop actin friendly with your enemy cause these ain't/

GAMES

Hook:
had to pick a side/
pick a side/
vilified no alibi I'm just sick inside/
lucy tried hitched a ride told some wicked lies/
hypnotized by my pride couldn't see the signs/ 
Jesus died/ He's alive/
sit beside Him/ lift Him high/
Jesus died (pick a side)/ He's alive (pick a side)/
sit beside Him (pick a side)/ lift Him high/

Verse 1:
Jesus got me feeling no shame/  
rappers out here talking crazy gettin no plays/
I'm not fancy but I'm keepin my Gabbana Dolce/
you wont find me walkin funny like my name was Soze/
unless you catch me on a cold day or its a snow day/
cant smell the flowers better go and get your Flonase/
and skip that cocaine/
the bible cut like close shave/
says I'm a killer cant deny it like I'm OJ/
its either His life or yours you cant have it both ways/
do what the Holy Ghost say or burn like propane/
rappers over act like Nicky Cage you don't say/
OK I don't like hockey but you bet I go Flames/

Verse 2:
tryna keep my centric Christo/
flippin through the pages need to read epistles/
no faith is like Doordash without utensils/ cant stomach it
enemies my LORD says I must forgive those/
His foes on skid row and at strip shows/
kill the instrumentals I gotta flip those/ 
changed and not the same but I'm still a sicko/
try to make some inroads and maybe win souls/
some hearts have been closed to it really it shows/
I feel it in my lymph nodes to my shin bones/
this body's just a rental that's just how it goes/
just make sure when He comes back you're wearing his clothes/


SIDES

Hook:
life change Christ reigns/
whole new price range/
new driver switch lanes/
skipped school missed grades/
cant explain rent paid/
lift weights make gains/
quit playin get saved/
quit blockin get saved/

Jesus at the wheel/
tower like Shaquille/
this is how i feel/
boutta open up the seal/
recognize the real/
take the deal before its...over...over/

Verse 1:
feel like its time to celebrate/
this is not a sinner's way/
serve you like a dinner plate/
demonstrate that God is great/
He already settled that debate/
sin conditions chronic like we're Dr. Dre/
we think we're god like Charlamagne/
or Cassius Clay on 808s/ hah
devil would keep me on E/
figuratively and literally/
with no Calvary/
I would be cooked to a different degree/
just check the decree/
you ain't even seekin so why would you find Him/
king Jesus a treasure like finding a diamond/
He's older than ancient/ so capital H Him/
get out of your basement/ a different environment/

Verse 2:
Not just spiritual/ 
I'm religious/
Jesus made me witness/
and my gift is/
pull you out the fire and try to bring you with us/
pumpin iron repetitious/
you can choose the sin can't choose the consequences/
I'm a nuisance/ I been new since Jesus cut my noose/
it's/
pretty basic He's like keep it simple stupid/
kingdom business suited/
since an infant seeking sin I been polluted/
you must be trippin if you think you different/
and what you keep hidden is none of my business/
becoming a Christian He'll hundred percent blow the hinge off and open your prison/

OVER

Hook
So how you like me now?/
prefer if I was crazy see you raising up a brow/
it's ok/
you looking at me strange/
my heart is not the same/
I'm just looking for the day
for the day when/ when/
When nobodies gotta leave again/
Always there when you need a friend/
yeah we between two worlds/
we floatin in between two worlds/

Verse 1
if there's no God above us man this life is absurd/
might as well blow our brains on the curb/
forget a legacy cause everyone else will/
or else we'll/
quote unquote self heal/
go ignore our little hell spiel/
and just choose whatever else feels/
true/
and give in to all that tempts you/
ooh/
and wonder why you made a mess/
dude, shoot/
all respect due/
but the universe cant hear you that's a place not a person/
since the day the King James was my version/
I knew that life was worth it/
when my self worth here was doubtful/
now I'm face to face with the surgeon/
got a spiritual scalpel/
my weapons of warfare/
my soul goes to heaven/
I hope to see yours there/
yeah
yeah I hope to see yours there/

Verse 2
Every day I see reminders that this isn't my home/
and my hope/
is that my listeners remember my quotes/
before their death beds when its time to give up the ghost/
they'd confess that they need Jesus the most/
they wont believe us but believers can boast/
that Jesus leaves the demons leaking like He's squeezing the toast/
we gave no reason to redeem us now we just preach from His notes/
He came to set it straight/
so as you hear this record play I pray you meditate/
trespasses premeditated we medicated/
this is our present state before we get regenerated/
we can't make the payment or become the architect/
our sins can be forgiven once they are confessed/
trust Him/
don't put yourself above Him and love Him/
cause He first loved us enough to take the Father's judgement/
learn to live in light of His love/
it was good news that He shed His blood

TWO WORLDS

Intro:
(Jay Biggs the first member of the crew)
Paradice
(my mind state is looking for more so what comes next?)
Talking bout that Paradice
(the old get wiser that's what I been told)
Let's take it back
That Paradice

Verse 1:
Didn't grow up on hip-hop/ but Dice was like dude, stop/
he made me a mixtape/ that Wu-Tang and 2Pac/
I played it front to back like it was my soundtrack/
the bass was like a kick and the snare would just slap back/ (so dope)
started making music bout 16/ no big dreams/
I just kinda liked how it fit me/
shout out to Phaze/ He taught us to make beats/
I chicken scratched my raps upon the blank sheets/
my Mom supported us/ she bought us a sound card/
the Casio keyboard with the soundfonts/
skipped class just to do our first show/
it was me, Flint and Fixxa, Dice up on the mixer/
the show went good but it was the last time/
that I'd ever hit the stage but wasn't my last rhyme/
big up to G-Del and Dizzy/
403 Cal City Paradice Records/
we do it gritty/

Chorus:
(Jay Biggs the first member of the crew)
(my mind state is looking for more so what comes next?)
(the old get wiser that's what I been told)
(stay rappin til I'm mile high)
(they say it's God's plan)

Verse 2:
It wasn't too much longer before we linked up with Cane (infamous)/
and the basement's sorta gettin colder/
Tresspass in the bunker now like a soldier (soldier)/
said he got a devil on his shoulder/
started to take this thing a little bit more serious/
imperative that we build a studio and booth and such/
Chalys was a beast/ and Suge was nice on the keys/
me and Dizzy D were dreamin those dreams/
we did a lot of tracks but/
we never made an album/
we put a lot of work in/
without no major outcome/
over time we kinda went our own ways/
we never stopped creatin/
some of us got paid/
some of us got saved/
couldn't spit bout what I used to/
Jesus made me switch my genre now I'm thinking bout my future/
blood and water/ drippin fuchsia/
cutting snakes off/ no medusa/
never looking back/ amazing Grace Hallelujah/


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