2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 2
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make a noose tighten the rope
lay down right in the road

Slit my throat cut my wrist
i wanna go up in flames
burn alive sit on a stake
pull the trigger, go through my brain

swallow down a cyanide pill
choke up on the cyanide pill
jump off a bridge into a ravine
now nobody will save me
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Sleeping in, waking up
look around, everyone's gone
pour a bowl of cereal
cuz thats what i do every time
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Jump off a skyscraper,
splat down like a ice breaker
go for a swim and never come out
say these things or be put down

poison myself and eat some pie
I dont wanna die i dont wanna cry
i wanna live but all for mine
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Sleeping in and waking up
look around but everyone's gone
pour a bowl of cereal
cuz thats what i do every time
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getting so basic and so torn out
why cant i die in a cooli-cide
im always talking about death
But know it will never be met 

Jump off a skyscraper,
splat down like a ice breaker
go for a swim and never come out
say these things or be put down

Slit my throat cut my wrist
i wanna go up in flames
burn alive sit on a stake
pull the trigger, go through my brain

swallow down a cyanide pill
choke up on the cyanide pill
jump off a bridge into a ravine
now nobody will save me

[OUTAKE] i884 - APRIL 2025 COMP

2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 3
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i dont wanna do anything
i dont wanna be anything 
i just wanna sit here and stare right at the big thin air
enjoy stupid game to my minds content

My mother calls me lazy and disgusting
but all she says in just some yap
if only she knew what i was in for
she could see i'll blow up soon

i dont wanna do anything
i dont wanna be anything 
i just wanna sit here and stare right at the big thin air
enjoy stupid game to my minds content

im made this way, in the big 20 5
i dont see the deal with it though
you see me everyday you know my place why dont u understand
i just dont want a job

i dont wanna do anything
i dont wanna be anything 
i just wanna sit here and stare right at the big thin air
enjoy stupid game to my minds content

im made this way, in the big 20 5
i dont see the deal with it though
you see me everyday you know my place why dont u understand
i just dont want a job

[OUTAKE] Jobs... - APRIL 2025 COMP

2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 3
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POV She doesnt love you anymore

Im so fucking retarded
i cant even figure out how to tie a noose
just leave me to die
stuck here with my fucking rotism

And if it wasnt one thing, or another
just kill me now, i dont deserve to live
i wish i wasnt, so dumb as rocks
god damnit, im once again mocked

filled my head, with pointless thoughts
disturbed my own, digusted mind
how are you? coping with my rotism
fine thank you, no need to hear you
leave me now, or you can get it to
leave me now, or you can end it too
leave me now, or you can get it to
leave me now, just leave.

And if it wasnt one thing, or another
just kill me now, i dont deserve to live
i wish i wasnt, so dumb as rocks
god damnit, im once again mocked

put me down, im a disgrace
kill me now, im so damn embarrassed
hit me now, again
do it again, i deserve it

Rotism

Hey there, how are you? fine thank you
would you like to consider, fucking me?
That sounds good, i'd like that
where do i begin? can i start now

nananananana

would you like, a glass of wine
or how about, see my insides
i dont like you, i dont like you
i dont want you, i dont want you

nananananana

I've had it up to here, upon on the peer
i want to look down, go out with a pound
i dont like you, i dont like you
i dont want you, i dont want you
i dont like you, i dont like you
i dont want you, i dont want you

nananananana

Relationships

Hey guys have you heard about snail man
He was just right over there man
I see him everywhere and
I'm not a schizophrenic
'Cause once you're fucking snail pilled
It can never be cancelled
You'll see him every where and
When you scream he will stand still
Snail man just shot the Home Depot
Snail man just bombed a casino
Snail man doesn't have a big ego
Because there's not many people
Half man, half snail
6 feet to scale
Snail mans not frail
He's been to jail
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Snail man doesn't care about us
Snail man doesn't have a job
Snail man doesn't have a knife
Snail man doesn't have a life
But they say Im crazy
They don't believe me
I know I saw it
I know I called him
He spawned
He crawled
He's the so called
Mr salt bald
Mr slime fraud
He's loved and awed
He's been appalled
He's been abroad
And he's been real all along
(I'm fucking crazy!)
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Never touch him
Never speak foul
He'll say gotcha, see you in hell
Any offer
Anyone in sight
Once I caught him
It was late at night
So I called his name
And he went away
And since that day
I tried spread his ways

SnaleMan (Gezebelle Gaburgably Cover)

Ty parzival for collabing with me <3
parzival : https://on.soundcloud.com/pjy8VF73co3K8NRU6


I wanna believe
All the years of indoctrination
I wanna be
A normie with a vaccination
On my knees before the name of Science

I wanna see
Equality and emasculation
I'll feel guilty
For being born a Caucasian

Tell my dreams to the CIA
Cause all the normal people are turning gay
I don't want them to think I'm dangerous
So I'll buy the things and I won't have kids
And I'll masturbate and I'll stay inside
And I'll watch tv til my suicide
And I'll video game and I'll never pray
And I'll smoke the evil thoughts away
And I'll hate dissent and I'll stay in line
I'll be complicit in my genocidе
And I'll mutilate my dignity
I'll be the last branch in my family tree
I'll bе the last branch in my family tree
I'll be the last branch



Last Branch (Bessarion Cover) /w Parzival

trying something new
Dedicated to 2 of my best Australian friends (TY Asdune and Yorak)

---verse---
covered up my own terror dismay
no words can help me get up and pray
im stuck in a constant decay
i need someone i can easily prey

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

---verse---
smoking pot every damn second, wishing i was dead
smoking cigarettes with my only true friend
we've both been hurt by the peers around us
we've both deserve to find our ends

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
WE WILL END THIS TOGETHER

38york

God I've really screwed up this time
theres no endless line
I cant escape it
this is my torture

this isn't for the weak
you left me here on read
unable to forget
loading up the shotgun shell

Please put me out of misery
im much more happier dead
im talking like morrissy
This is my end

I'm ready, just pull the trigger
too scared to die at 16
what would my mom think
I want it to end

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Missed one time, too scared now
oh god i wanna go back
i hate being who i am
this is my torture

Remembering the years beyond
not understanding what went wrong
not believing in myself
I'm not built for this world

Trapped inside my mind
one way ticket on my side
shaking and trembling in fear
This is my end

Alerted the barking dog
woke up the neighbor's god
i found myself lost and gone
I want it to end

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Missed one time, too scared now
oh god i wanna go back
i hate being who i am
this is my torture

Remembering the years beyond
not understanding what went wrong
not believing in myself
I'm not built for this world

Trapped inside my mind
one way ticket on my side
shaking and trembling in fear
This is my end

Alerted the barking dog
woke up the neighbor's god
i found myself lost and gone
I want it to end

My End

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

locked him up, once again a friend i lost
put him up, mock him in his own kaust
spit him out, clean him for the big ol bull
i can only imagine the fucking of virgin wool

compliment, the news reporters for the false info
i dont know, how the facebook faggots let it go
i dont know, how you can be let down on the low
i dont know, what her end goal what a foe

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

shut me up, limit me of my misery
push me down, my life's already that fucked
i dont wanna be here trust me this isnt my plan
i dont want to be here i wouldnt do a thing
compliment, the news reporters for the false info
i dont know, how the facebook faggots let it go
i dont know, how you can be let down on the low
i dont know, what her end goal what a foe

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

Strike Me Down

July 21st 2025 INf3stxtion EP

Failed Album turned EP, only 1 song was lost

Bugs

Deported

i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death

oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same

i dont know why i cant stand it enough
i dont know why i cant be enough
i dont know why my genetics just suck
i dont know why am i not enough

oooooooh 
oooooooh 

i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death

oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same

i dont know why im not enough
i dont know why im so alone
i dont know why im so dethrown
i know that i'll forever be alone

oooooooh
oooooooh

i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death

oooooooh
oooooooh

oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same
oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same

K.H.H.V.

i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
why wont you let me have a chance
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i just dont want this to be one sided

you think you're so fucking cool walking right into school
you just want some attention i just want some kind of plead
i dont think you're worth it, destroying my life for you
im just so obsessed but im nothing without you
You're playing me like a fool i just wanna be so cool
i hate looking like a ghoul, when i go into the pool
you make people like tools you make me wanna drool
you make me wanna drool, i'll see you at school

i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
why wont you let me have a chance
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i just dont want this to be one sided

stalking you like its nothing but it really means something
it's late into the night you undress right in my eyes
i take pictures of you, jerked off into my shoe
the way that i see you, i'd say its so taboo
i take off my sock, rub it into the pot
you see a light, its someone you despite
yelling at me wont stop me from flee
i threw my sock at you and i ran without a clue

i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
why wont you let me have a chance
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i just dont want this to be one sided

Stalker Boyfriend

im too damned overwork and i can't live like this again
But yet i try and fail but yet im still up at it
but in the end it never meant anything more than just
a few bucks i earned at a dead-end job overwork 

im so damn overworked and i can't get behind the wheel but i
still try to make it work and yet i still lay down and die
my potential is wasted staying here theres nowhere else
that i can go and i will just have to suffer here oh well

im too damned overwork and i cant live like this again
But yet i try and fail but yet im still up at it once again
but in the end it never meant anything more than just
a few bucks i earned at a dead end job overtime 

i cant get pass this point in my life i must end it tonight
i cant stay at this place this stupid wagiecore job
but if i could and i should but theres no use to leaving here
i grab my 12 guage and i point it to the roof of my mouth

im too damned overwork and i cant live like this again
But yet i try and fail but yet im still up at it once again
but in the end it never meant anything more than just
a few bucks i earned at a dead end overtime job
but the show must go on and i will be replaced
retold the story about how the guy ended his life
repeat the cycle of this boring lame ass job
keep the kids all of them so damn overworked

Overworked

i like video games bc i can restart whenever

i love the princess's bride, thank you mom <3

[Chorus]
once again i'll try to make it out alive
go through the vally for you make it all up to you
fight off the mighty dragon but im too busy laggin
all my hard work for you just for you to never knew

[Verse 1]
just like night and day my love for you stays the same
my energy has ran through but i still do it for you
i go through the level a thousand times so i can see you shine
and i'll never regret it because you're the best for me

[Chorus]
and once again i'll try to make it out alive
go through the vally for you make it all up to you
fight off the mighty dragon but im too busy laggin
all my hard work for you just for you to never knew

but i'll still fight for you like its my only que
i'll go into that good night and come back out alive
because you're just so worth it i just hope you can see it
all my hard work for you just for you to never knew

[Verse 2]
i hope you dont mind me, im just a little teen to you
but to me im the prince in your shining armor
its easy to say to just let go and move on but
to me i could never let my princess go away

[Chorus]
and once again i'll try to make it out alive
go through the vally for you make it all up to you
fight off the mighty dragon but im too busy laggin
all my hard work for you just for you to never knew

but i'll still fight for you like its my only que
i'll go into that good night and come back out alive
because you're just so worth it i just hope you can see it
all my hard work for you just for you to never knew

Princess and her Bride

noble truecel anthem like this song if we should ropemaxx [ft. bummr]

my moms in 764

God has blessed me with my musical talent

New tracks tagged #chuddy