ft. @blospar
produced by @xenshel

Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/r3xFpgxZlFc

LYRICS
Kobaine:
What is it you were trying to say?
I never could hear too good.
Why are you so far away,
Standing in a field of marigold?
Oh, baby, I'm trying to stay,
With the last of the strength I hold.
Oh, baby, I threw it away.
I've never felt so cold.

This worlds so dreamy,
It might just be your downfall.
Can you see me?
I know it's been hard since nights fall.
Wanna be me,
But I just can't seem to care at all.

Blospar:
You might need me, but I don't really need you.
You left me in the dust, and I fuckin streered through,
I made it past that rocky road, my broken heart, it took its toll.
But I'm not going back, I don't wanna take my chances.
I'm fed up with fake love and stupid romances.
Fake love and fake affection, left my heart cold, there's no resurrection.
It's all gone, it's all done.
Pick up your shit, cause life moves on.
And I aint saying that I'm innocent.
You're a liar.
You're a thief.
You stole heart, and let me grieve.
Now your back, and you wont leave me alone.
So pull a 180, and go back on ur own.

Kobaine:
What is it you were trying to say?
I never could hear too good.
Why are you so far away,
Standing in a field of marigold?
Oh, baby, I'm trying to stay,
With the last of the strength I hold.
Oh, baby, I threw it away.
I've never felt so cold.

COLDER FT. BLØSPAR

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics

Don't tell me that I lost ya. (lost ya)
Don't tell me what it cost me. (cost me)
I been feeling kinda lost, babe. (lost babe)
I been feeling so exhausted. (I’m exhausted)
 
Caught me in a wave, to the sea I’m lost.
Through the cold I brave, all covered in frost.

Yes girl, yes girl, I admit it.
Chest a cold piece of steel, no heart in it.
Brain freeze. Gettin colder every minute.
Time is ticking slowly!

Don't tell me that I lost ya. (lost ya)
Don't tell me what it cost me. (cost me)
I been feeling kinda lost, babe. (lost babe)
I been feeling so exhausted. (I’m exhausted)

Swirling down this endless pit I call my void.
When it comes to that bitch I just can't avoid,
Falling in love, and then getting destroyed.
Reassemble me back. Emotionless droid!

LOST

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
I can feel it now i swear it feels just like im dead
I can see it now it's like it was just in my head

But you gotta know

Baby i been feelin colder
I don't wanna be your shoulder no
In the eyes of the beholder
Just another downed soldier yuh
Baby I'll never get sober no
Maybe in october yuh
Just another broke smoker
Don't be shy just come over

I do not matter nullify
Change all of my atoms modify
Put another nail in my eye
I don't wanna say 
goodbye

GOODBYE

Produced by @bustthatsag21 (ThornBeats)

Lyrics
You can't look the other way
I think that i'm over it
You can't ever seem to stay
I think that i'm over it
Tried to say hey the other day
I think that i'm over it
My whole world is turning gray
I dont think im over it

In my own personal hell
In a loop
Aint a cell
It’s the w[hole] of the world
I can tell that you aint sorry
Look at you
Just get well
And stay the fuck away from me

 

Sitting by you
How did i know 
That you made your mind up so long ago
Water fills my lungs from the wave
I can feel it closing up my airway
I can hear my crew they screaming mayday
Think this is the end of my screenplay

You can't look the other way
I think that i'm over it
You can't ever seem to stay
I think that i'm over it
Tried to say hey the other day
I think that i'm over it
My whole world is turning gray
I dont think im over it

OVER IT

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
Said it's so unlike you but it's so like me
Said it's so unlike me but it's so like you 

Don't know where it's headed
Been a while been a minute
Care to tell me where you been at
I been losing while they winning
Lift my curse and lift my spirits
In my head they still repeat it
Little phrases little demons
Find my OS control alt delete

Said it's so unlike you but it's so like me
Said it's so unlike me but it's so like you
The fame the money the power
The shame it slowly devours
The flames they slowly surround us
You could never save me

Every little second i can feel it slipping further away
Even one more millisecond please i beg you just to stay


Said it's so unlike you but it's so like me
Said it's so unlike me but it's so like you
The fame the money the power
The shame it slowly devours
The flames they slowly surround us
You could never save me
Said it's so unlike you but it's so like me
Said it's so unlike me but it's so like you
but it's so like you
but it's so like me

UNLIKE YOU [UNLIKE ME]

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
What is for real
What is the deal
It's so surreal
Bad thoughts have been flooding my head
The tide will soon leave me dead
I can leave it all left unsaid

I watch as my body fuckin floats away
So sorry but i don't think that i can stay
Why stay when it's nothin but my rot and decay
Always on the move just waitin for the other day

What a waste what a waste just throw me in the bay
I don't know why you can't look the other way
There's nothing left to say
There's nothing left but pain
No color left but gray
Tired of being on replay

I thought i knew this place (this place)
Then it hit me in the face (my face)
It's Just another database (simulation)
Lost it's grace you had an ace

All out
burnout 
I know they bring you down
Washed out
Sell out
What goes it comes around
I know
Too well
Youll never come around
Straight up
Shut down
I can not turn around
It's too
Worn out
To find the common ground
Cant tell from up or down i want off of this merry go round

What a waste what a waste just throw me in the bay
I don't know why you can't look the other way
There's nothing left to say

WASTE

Produced by @bustthatsag21 (ThornBeats)

Lyrics
Thought you told me that we'd run away
I dont want to i dont want to right now
Never told me what you meant that day
Yeah Lets hear it yeah lets hear it right now
Told me that i need a get-away
I dont want it i dont need it right now
Yeah I made it yeah we made it take a bow
Tell me how are you so full of spite

Baby you can't tell me you dont feel this
Dread has gotten so bad can't believe it
Heart is torn away in little pieces
Playing my distress call on repeat yeah

Beat down
I dont really wanna fight now
Let down 
think i gotta leave right now
 Come around
Yeah i know you will somehow
Broken down
Too focused on the here and now
disavow
I cant stand when you act highbrow
Let me down
Know youll find a way anyhow


Sorry that it didnt go the other way other way
Maybe we can meet with another name another day 
Why the fuck would i care what the others say others say
Hit me with another phrase
Throw me in a flaming blaze
Long gone are my happy days

Throw me in the underground
I been waiting way too long for you to come around come around
I just hope youre safe and sound
I dont really really really want you gone now 
gone now 
gone now

CYCLE

Produced by Jang0

Lyrics
Heads up
I can't seem to find my way
Fed up
Lets just throw it all away

I can't see myself acting like you
I'm beside myself asking why you
Have to act like this what's your worldview
I can't take it anymore it makes me hollow

Yeah they call me a nice guy
What did it get me
You can look up to the sky
And forget me
Didn't even say bye
When you left me  
How does it feel now
How does it feel now
Lovers until now
I do not feel now
How does it feel now  
How does it feel now
I

Feel right at home
I can't seem to just care at all
I fall
Right into the void my own cast away

What a fall
Close call
Lately ive been feeling like the fucking wave 

I been in my head wondering when
You were gonna consider again
You just wanna remind me again
How it felt puncturing in

HOW DOES IT FEEL?

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
Where were you when they had their fill
And why cant i remember you in my head

I can feel it break
It's getting late
It's too late now
It's too late
From the moment i wake
Am i to hate
Myself i think i
Need a new remake
Of my old face
 It seems that you cant find
Me

It's okay
It's okay
I know im not the same

Where were you when they had their fill
And why cant i remember you in my head

WHERE WERE [YOU]

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
Said that this aint no way to live
Tryna find my way out
I dont think theres anymore to give
Think i'm gonna blackout
Can you hear this
Tryna scream my way out
Can you feel this
I cant feel this

Come on tell me where you wanna be right now
We can head on down to the city or the town
I can feel the hate coming off your frown
Why you holding back just
Say it say it say it right now

Can you stand to be just like us
Living in filth and the unjust
Like a walking corrupt virus
Would you like to try instead
Living in my head
With the rest of the dead
Yet still they grow

Come on tell me where you wanna be right now
We can head on down to the city or the town
I can feel the hate coming off your frown
Why you holding back just
Say it say it say it right now

FEEL

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
Im rotten
But my soul it ain't for sale
underwater
I been drowning can't inhale
sailing
Murky waters
I feel sick and i look pale
Little
Void walker
Can I tell you a fairy tale?

Here's the tale of the man they call kobaine
Always fails and he's filled with this disdain
Memories always fade he cant retain
A damn thing ever since he went insane
 
My heartstrings pull
The plug right out the drain
My heads so full
What’d you put in my brain?
Relief in my skull
From the grip of the pain
My will’s too dull
And i've been left insane

When up
Is down
I know it's hard
To find
your way
On through the stars
Pent up
Pinned down
They’re all around
Shut up
Sit down
Don't make a sound

It won't go away on it's own
Fuck it we can stay all alone
Fuck my day to day wheres my throne
State of disarray my cyclone

I see you've been on the ropes all night
I see you’ve got no hope or light
And i see you only mope for spite
I see the key the globe is mine

My heartstrings pull
The plug right out the drain
My heads so full
What’d you put in my brain?
Relief in my skull
From the grip of the pain
My will’s too dull
And i've been left insane

V0ID WALKER

Produced by @grayskies

Lyrics
You sounded so persuasive, so I knew that I just had to go.
Thought I traded for a better life, I didn't get it though.
Said you see me fading, but I been fading since years ago.
Baby I been waiting for my ashes, and the wind to blow.

Long lost, I’m (x8)

You Know I'd love to see you. I just gotta find my way back.
Waited long to see you. Feel like it's goin nowhere.
Put me down, I ain't waiting for a reason.
You make me drown, and I'm feelin like I'm freezing.
Hey look around, it ain't looking too appealing.

Haven't seen you all year, and you have yet to smile.
You can't stand to be here, so I’ll stay a little while.
I can’t say I’m sorry, it just ain’t in my style.
We're just getting started, baby. Don't touch that dial!

Don't be so negative.
It's all so relative.
How am I to forgive?
When you fucked around again.

Long lost, I’m (x8)

LONG LOST

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