im just mad i never see her
she clappin when she walks, 
thats that onomatopoeia
hoping that she dont leave me with a
"wouldnt wanna be ya"
she earned her stripes, 
got 3, walking like adidas
she crawlin to her daddy got her lookin like a fetus (?)
she said that boy from mars, 
well then fuck it, im from venus
tough shit,
love in the air?
i'll die
honest, im way too scared to try

fuck it, i cant be sitting here just feeling so defeated
if you dont know what love is then you gotta find the meaning
ye ye ye
I'll still be comfy if she leaving...




There's reasons to say whatchu need
Ive been like this, baby, whatchu mean?
Feel my heart throb,
It goes look boom
It goes like bop

Onomatopoeia V6 (Prod. innerbloomboi)

This Is What I Get V5 (prod. nextime)

That's not really who we are in the dark
Nowadays we touch and I never feel a spark
Every time we fuck, I be aiming at the heart
Got my numbers up like the coach should let me start

But now I cant really stop, Oh my god
Walk 'round with a vape, dopamine is all I got
And she let me hit the box for some puffs
Reminds me of the time we'd do bars like they lines

And it'd never be enough
You cant save me like I saved you
But I,
say I'm fine when I've got issues
Of mine,
I cant hide it but I've still chosen
to lie,
Cuz whats the point if you cant get me to stop?

Leaving the club, Im geeked
I'll be painting the streets
IM THE PROBLEM, I KNOW
ALL THAT PAIN, IT WAS ME!!!!
"Gave you part of my soul,
While you were waiting to leave!"
I put the bag to my nose, 
the rest of it on my teeth
...
And Im good, where da hoes in this bitch
In McAllen, It snows in this bitch
It get cold and you wont let me in
Cuz you dont know who it is

That's not really who we are, in the dark
Nowadays we touch and I never feel a spark
Every time we fuck, I be aiming at the heart
Got my numbers up like the coach should let me start

But now I cant really stop, Oh my god
Walk 'round with a vape, dopamine is all I got
And she let me hit the box, for some puffs
Reminds me of the time we'd do bars like they're lines

And it'd never be enough
You cant save me like I saved you
But I,
say I'm fine when I've got issues
Of mine,
I cant hide it but I've still chosen
to lie,
Cuz whats the point if you cant get me to stop?

dopamine addict

Tarot reading bout the old days
crystal ball stands
psychic told me youre my soulmate
and im gonna get you back

if Im patient and keep waiting
holding on to what we had
but if i move and go away
then ima never get you back

so i moved and went away
i dont deserve you after that
ill hold the pain in once again
and youll complain im nonchalant

and ill get mad at you again
and prolly say you talk a lot
i wanna change baby
im just so afraid to feel alive

and you make me feel a lot
my brain gets messy when it rains
i always blame the cloudy thoughts
i hear the thunder say your name
in such a way that only God could make it happen

demons laughing at my solitude
as if they know my past
instead of asking me "whats wrong witchu"
this feelings all i have...

I know Im hurt bc they tell me
but to feel it would just slow me down
I'll slowly lose myself with how I shutdown and forget about it

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