witch's tale.

i've been given
so many chances
at life, so why 
am i wasting it?

i didn't mean 
to take it for granted
i had a lot going on 
my mental was fucked
and my education went to hell
i was skipping class
i was taking drugs
i didnt care no more 
i let myself go

i can't believe 
i let myself go
but i burnt the past 
and from the ashes
i bloomed
yeah i bloomed


i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed
i've been changing everything
sometimes i look into the mirror
and i don't recognize myself

and this person i've become
i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed 

but from the ashes
I bloomed.

from the ashes (carmspace x Nihil)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

never had the chance 
to settle down
all my life i moved around 
i went to city to city,
state to state
now i'm over it 
i'm so over it

yeah i'm so over it
in my last move
i threw away 
everything i owned
i left with nothing 
more than my clothes
and things that
 had importance to me

now nothings
holding me back 
anymore

since i never had 
the chance to settle down
all my life i moved around 
and i'm so over it
so now i'm home
i found a home 
in his heart
(his heart)

so over it (dead spyro)

(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..



old wounds (hero) - Bonus track

Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?

Morissette, the morning sex
The morning texts to me
The things might change in the next week
But you leaving me is a blessing

In disguise, just wipe my mind
You let me ride, the twist and turn
I'm the wicked witch that burns
I guess I'll never learn

Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?

I had to take drugs to leave my house
Losin' my mind to find that out
When I say I wanna talk about it
I don't really wanna talk about it

Where is this goin'?
What am I doin' with my life?
I know it sounds borin' and cliché
But the more I mean, the less I say

Morphine in my veins
Will take this all away
Some days you're quiet
And always as loud as crashin' waves

Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?

Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?

Runnin' out of cash to fuel my sins
Runnin' out of life to duel my binge
I'm never gonna talk about it
Maybe I should talk about it

just another day

these girls

(prod. natebatez)

witch's tale.

i'm not used to the quiet nights

i still flinch when the thunder hides
even the silence gets too loud
guess i got addicted to the sound

i swear
i'm getting better 
but the ghost still hum
yeah the ghost still hum
somedays i bloom
other days i break
guess healing comes in waves

when you found me 
i was halfway
through the fire 
and you held my hand
till i realize it wasn't a dream
you pulled me out when 
i forgot my name 

now when the storm 
starts to whisper 
i just smile 
i'm not the same 
as i was back then 

if peace is a stranger
i'm learning their face 
if life's a circle 
i found my place 

i'm not used to the quiet nights
i still flinch when the thunder hides
even the silence gets too loud 

guess i got addicted to the sound.

quiet nights (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale.

you don't know what its like
to lose your glow before the dawn
to be a child in body
but feel your soul 
move on

i stitched my soul 
with melodies turned pain into art
but the mirror kept asking
"will you ever be the same"

you took my story 
but i took control
you don't know what its like
to lose it all and still rise

my innocence is gone
but i found my light inside
they tried to write my story
but i changed every line

what they took from me that night
I'm taking back this time
every tear i buried deep
became roots in my heart

they broke me down to nothing
but i built myself divine
i built myself divine.

taking back what's mine (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale

the world moves fast
but i move alone 
i walk through fire 
i didn't light

learn to speak in 
whispers not in cries
every smile is borrowed 
every touch felt unknown
i stitched my soul 
with broken threads

i rose from the shadows 
of that time 
everything that was 
stolen is now all mine 
my reflection felt like someone else
i was too young to know the world 
but it showed me it's teeth anyway

i've found my voice 
reclaimed my life 
i carry my past
but it doesn't define 
i found my light 
this soul is mine 

(woah)
(woah)
(yuh)
life's not easy
when your sensitive
tired of this shit
its so repetitive 
why do i have to be so vulnerable 
so gullible

i know you wanna 
leave it all behind 
watch me rise 
we gon' be alright 
don't leave your life behind 

it's worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
said it's worth living for these moments

this soul is all mine

this soul is mine (natebeatz)

what you know
let it show
to see it in your eyes
its nothing fake, its real
that feeling youre behind
i know you must be scared

i can see it in your eye
you can tell me what its like
youre really living life
tell them how you got away
tell me how you ran away
tell me how its worse
tell me how its going down
you thought that nothing hurts
tell me if you feel it now

#finnsigil #convolk #dovescry #djmegan23 #imnottryingtopissyouguysoff

thank you for listening

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is Nitro by AGQ. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?




Yo im done with this life sometimes i dont know why, that i hate everybody and just wished they'd all die, i try to connect but im still empty on the inside, id lie to protect my pride and hide behind the ego, a selfish soul transposed out with the c note, im not evil, at least i dont think so, but after all these wasted years what do i know? i cant say a word because my voice been absent of hope. If only once more i could feel the way they do, then again maybe i never felt whole to begin with, can i cope with a heart stretched past its own limits? Who defines what hurts and whats truly livin, whats worth saving when all has failed on ones mission, was the goal to win? survive in the game as a witness, im convinced the earth a penance, they got given change and despised every minute

cell one defined by a new layer, they say to get there, you gotta go bare, not clothed no shield from the ash of hells gates, they pray to heal but still the fire rain, the demons waits, prowling every corner of his dominion, to friend him one would not hold a soul within them, folding they fall down in remembrance, of Rembrandts an life's pictures painted once too vivid, im livid but livins still kickin, bitches come talking, but absent of any sorta vision, im done here, my goal been succeeded by tha demons function, fuck em im busting shots from the mouth as if they came from drum mags, they bum bags, they no real clash, with them ass kissers wearin drag, back the fuck up punk, your approach way too fast, be one of them bodies stashed, known to pull the glass, ill hash out whats the truth if it becomes a problem, if they cant solve it with words well solve it with them coffins. Im joking in a sense, but they refuse to test the option, stakes seem far to heavy, when the knight stabs the goblin they can run fast but not enough to escape the falling columns, remember the facts, but dont bask in the horror of the solemn
I tried to warn them all, but there seems to be no hope left, i watch the meteor fall turning cliffs to tha cleft, nothing here seems to make any sense, lifes turned to a void and the darkness is my death  

It was sung with a lullaby, song from the past times, everybody wana die , nobody wana try, i dont know why im so fucking high, in my mind i dont even think that i can survive, look inside these dark eyes, what in the fuck would you even find, there aint nothing lookin back in the mirror when im steering in my car whishin i had some liquor another day to configure why i even did it, i dont why i decide to fuck the mistress, these days seem so stressful, i just wana sit back with a bowl and blow smoke, i dont know who i have been now, but i know im not a has-been now
im abouta be blastin off somehow
bouta be blastin off somehow 
bouta be blastin off somehow  
bouta be blastin off...... 

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

Darkness Inside - Nitro AGQ - layyzz edit

I'm Falling (Prod. Triazo)

cover by me (D34D)
mixed and mastered by me (D34D)

Lyrics:
im smokin on the road
i see clouds on the highway
if im gonna die
at least ill do it my way
i saw her shinin bright
said that she would light my way
but i let her inside
and she killed me off like nightshade
i dont know what to do
 i feel so fuckin anxious
she ringin up my phone 
tryna test my fuckin patience
dont let no one in no more
yea my crib is fuckin spacious
she said like my style
like my flow like my cadence

she gettin all up on me
yea she actin real flirtatious
that look in her eyes
screams desire and impatience
she only wants sex
she not bout them real relations
told her i gotta go
cuz theres some complications

wintertime wind hits my face
and its 40 below
walking all alone
wherell i go, i dont know
dead leaves falling
a single call of a crow
my hands are frost bit
cuz of this fucking snow

i gotta find shelter
get me out of this cold
how could i have predicted 
these events that unfold
im lost with the time
yet im still feeling old
i got the clothes on my back
and this joint that i rolled

im smokin on the road
i see clouds on the highway
if im gonna die
at least ill do it my way
i saw her shinin bright
said that she would light my way
but i let her inside
and she killed me off like nightshade
i dont know what to do
 i feel so fuckin anxious
she ringin up my phone 
tryna test my fuckin patience
dont let no one in no more
yea my crib is fuckin spacious
she said like my style
like my flow like my cadence

she looked at me once
fell for her by accident
i shoulda known
when she had no faithful advocates
the love of my life
now the main antagonist
i guess its my fault
for being so compassionate

i think i might just
freeze to death
icicles forming
just from my breath
i still remember
all those things you said
and every time i do
it hurts my head

yea every time i do 
it hurts my mind
i fuckin hate people
yea i sit inside
why is it so hard
to live my life
i control my own strings
but theyve become twined

im smokin on the road
i see clouds on the highway
if im gonna die
at least ill do it my way
i saw her shinin bright
said that she would light my way
but i let her inside
and she killed me off like nightshade

nightshade (prod. cxrter)

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is imagine by jeski. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

i
i dont know why 
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know...


i dont need nobody inside my life, sometimes i look up at the sky wonder why?
given the gift of great knowledge to mind, and im seeking somebody to dump it all on, would they not even try listen to song??? am i all wrong or right on this walk?? stayin up late some say i been gone, not much to do so i just blast off, smokin a pack cuz i need it so bad, i look at the facts and then i get sad, takin them drags but fun never lasts, still seems like im stuck in the pasts, runnin through grass im searchin for sunshine, blinded from lights i shouldn't have ran from, how to refind illusions of grandeur?
stuck in life's game, i sure had not planned this. tookin for granted, smashing my hand bitch, against the wall, spaceship has landed, crater been left to devastate the planet, took all the information and handed off for somebody elses advantage, seem like the situation been mismanaged, eviscerate the creation they done fanned it, flames blown from off shore consuming the sand disk
store these memories away before plan hits. damaged people can relate to the havoc, tragic deaths of a dream never salvaged, not worthy of being the one with good habits, the tones fling from the themes upper cabinet, once smart to be... later ends in a tragedy. am in love or just caught up in traffic? waiting my turn to feel some human magic?
these days seem to be the same as they always were, the words we heard absorbed inside and let the pain curd, over the ferns
deferred to a different degree of being me, make em all believe
they'll see a big jump in action, as if the soul been blackened
but the slag started crackin off from the whole
but really whos known to have what they show? 


i
i dont know why 
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know...

idk y - imagination JESKI - layyzz edit

(prod. natebeatz)

this is another witch's tale

im sorry
im sorry,
i love you like its war
sorry i push just to need you more
its not you,
its the noise in my brain

im trying to love you through the pain
i wake up and you're still here
but sometimes that feels to near

you touch my hand i pull away
then beg you not leave that day
i dont even know who's loving you today
 my reflection keeps changing names
one minute your my safe place
the next your the storm

i say im leaving just to see 
if you'll chase me
i know its not easy
loving someone who turns on a dime
but when you say my name softly
the chaos quiets for awhile
i know its not your fault i break like this
you're fighting my shadow
when all you wanted was light

you see the calm inside my hurricane
you stayed when i was hard to hold
i live with my hearts its got your face
you're my calm in this crowded place
you say its okay when i go numb
but i see the hurt ive done
i dont mean to twist your words
its just how my brain learns

im sorry i pull,
im sorry i cling,
sorry i turn small things into everything
but when i see you sleeping beside me
i start to believe i'm worth keeping

and i'm still learning 
one day at a time 
to love you softly 

not just with my mind

half of me hates you, all of me needs you (natebeatz)

(prod.knkr)

this is another witch's tale.

i still sleep with the lights on
trauma got me wired wrong
every shadow feels like something
every quiet feels to loud

i don't trust the calm
never learned how
but you breathe next to me
and the fear backs down
you make the monsters quiet 
even when my head's a riot

you don't fix the damage 
but you sit with me inside it
you make the monsters quiet
and i don't shake like i use to
you don't save me but you stay
and somehow that's enough too
somehow that's enough too

i wake up scared 
that you'll leave before 
i open my eyes
i hate the way i need you
then push you out of my life

im sorry for the moods
im sorry for the rage
im sorry for the versions of me 
i haven't tamed

i ruin things i love
but im trying not to break this
i know i get destructive
when the panic hits the surface
i ruin things i love
but i swear i wanna stay
I'm fighting all the instincts
that tell me to run away

im a storm, your the quiet
but you still show up 
when im violent
with my feelings
with my fear
im trying baby

cant you see im trying here
to be a better person

you make the monsters quiet

you make the monsters quiet (prod. knkr)

(prod. sorrow bringer)

this is another witch's tale.

i use to live in ruins
cold walls and heavy air
but loving you felt different
like someone opened windows there

i didn't know i could be soft
i thought my heart was set in stone
(was set in stone)
i don't recognize my heart
but in a good way
it beats a little calmer
ever since you choose to stay
these bruises don't feel permanent
the night isn't so dark

i don't recognize my heart 
but i think i like the change
i use to hate my reflection
but now I'm learning who i am
and every time you say you love me
i believe it just a little more

i don't recognize my heart
but maybe that's the point
maybe healing wasn't losing me
it was finding my voice

dont recongize my heart (sorrow bringer)

(prod. koilake)

this is another witch's tale.

ive been making vows in silence
to the parts of me i lost
promising the broken pieces 
that i hold on through the cost

im learning how to love myself
like i deserve a place to stay
and every step i take feels like
im choosing me in a new way
the past tried to claim me
but im not owned by that pain
i slipped a ring on my healing
now i carry my own name
im engaged to my healing
(my healing)

to the growth i use to fear
to the softness im discovering
in the mirror year by year
im engaged to my healing
to the person i almost lost
and ill never them stranded
no matter what it cost
this love is slow but honest
this time i choose myself

im engaged to my healing
to a life that finally felt like help

engaged to my healing (koilake)

(prod. lonecrow)

witch's tale.

i use to sleep with heartbreaks
stitched into my skin

every room felt temporary
every move felt like the end
but then i found a quiet
i never knew existed
a place where I'm not hurting

a love i never pictured
i look at where I'm standing
and where i could have been
and it hits me like a sunrise

I'm still here.
I'm still here.

i never thought I'd get here
to this version of my life
where the storms don't shake me
and i don't wanna say
goodbye

i never thought I'd get here
with a ring and a steady heart
with a future that feels gentle
and a person that never falls apart

i never thought I'd get here
but damn, I'm glad i did
(I'm glad i did)

never thought i'd get here (lonecrow)

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is the dying sun by iE4tBe4tz808 . all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?


no your not were dead inside and were all fucked..
im sick of the world sick of getting stuck within its rotten muck
far too much much for all of us to give a damn ,i cant stand the people and the evil things they do, it take a whole crew to plot on you, devilish deliverance a hindrance been splintered into a million fiddles 
to play a hymn of resilience, maybe a few that follow could change the mind of a billion, resent the evidence but its prevalent that the devil sent an army to obstruct benevolence, unsheathe the blade sway they blood aside, divide the approaching line strand strong dont fall now, we part of the crowds eye, defied the written code, corruption incarnate shopping the hardest when they farming soul's for a bargain, the argument been beside us, they fights us but also hiding behind they royal highness, his most highest defeat the king, demonlord swing swords from a lava forge more gore, core guidance stive the pious towards carnage, to harness a power further hardened than the farthest towers garden, pardon my French but to speak truth is a spear that can piece any sorta armor

its just like what we do and how we be
its just like what we do and how we be
its just like what we do...

been long time coming now im running in hot, spitting venom within em, i hit em with a fat flow they fold and fall before me, please absorb me, these dreams ive had made me glad to live a little longer, a little kid had a mind once so happy inside imagination had captured the fascination of magic a tragic accident happened and the boys heart blackened, in fact hes outcasted
making friends is half the battle when they hate your atoms, im grabbing tha hammer if they babble any longer, gave em chances to surrender and hand over they ammo, but words keep flying in my direction in a way that touched my temple of obsession
i dont give a fuck if they livin or not, im chillin with my stock, my crop grow vast, my fridge stay stocked, grass and hash fast blowing ash, dash past the assholes blasting bars and trash, we alive living amongst the walking dead, it takes a dying time to find a light in they head, they said the truth was one to keep but not a thing to be held. they spoke of living in heaven but never livin in hell
livin great, they livin swell
livin great, they livin swell

i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, am i alive?
i dont wanna die, in my mind, im alive

Dont Die - (the dying sun iE4tBe4tz808) - layyzz edit

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