just got surgery on my left scaphoid so I'm writing this with one hand lol.
thanks to everyone showing love on insta, even if its a little it really makes this all worth it.
im gonna be slowing down with music, im still young. if worse comes worse i would like to have a decent education to depend on. anyway idgaf about punctuation or allat like i said im writing with my mf right index finger.
to the prods, thank you. and its the same scenario as my last album. hmu and ill pay whatever, even though i haven't made shit off my work, thats not what i do it for.
yk im with it on these alt covers
shoutout fancam
alright

winter is here (in march) 
yeayea

had it (prod: kilolit)

my little babyy boy.

[lyrics!!!]
seeking pain
i'm sorry to myself, had to be this way
hey, i'm living what i wanna be
my mind is spinning and i'm missing different parts of me
my body stays selfish
tryna swallow the truth, but i keep belching
this sh kills me inside, but i can't help it, no
am i pretty enough? oh

hectic
in my head all the time, i'm restless
and the pain deep inside is immense
i'm tryna find my old self, don't know where i left him
ain't a fan of the jokes
yeah, i know i'm just a kid, but i'm living with the message
ain't a fan of the coach
yeah, i know i made you happy, but i'm sitting here defenseless

wait up
i'm living between my hate and love
i'm tryna rip all my pages up
i wish i could put it beside us
gotta make my mind up
no days
where i take in the air that ain't so fake
where i ain't feeling shame over slow change, oh
you're a fkn waste, oh

slap my heart with a bandage
who i wanna be taking advantage
survival is a panic
had to starve myself to prevent my damage
x2

hectic (prod. sprintsaver)

Isn’t life more fun when you have a crush on someone? 
Allegedly…. yes
This mix was inspired by a crush I had on someone last year and the crush someone else had on me, and the emotional process of working your way thru a crush. I wanted to capture musically the feelings of wanting, desire, yearning, obsession and the root of all crushes which is just pure delusion. 🤡

This mix is the perfect vibe for the start of spring 🌻, something lighthearted and dancey, romantic, 
Perfect for: planting your cucumbers for Spring and pretending your princess Meghan Markle, drinking your morning coffee, or walking home from the Sauna and finding out its still closed for renovations. 

Features music from: Alicia Keys, Tyla, Kaytranada, Madonna and more! 

i had a crush on you

Psychosis… (trash ass vocals and lyrics LMFAO) (prod.1447)

bonus- D0ntwastemytime  (89's third ever song) prod. pxrp

tror flow (already on main page) prod. 89gbs

moneybitches2 ***rare*** prod. 89gbs

evil in my soul prod. 89gbs

jerk prod. 89gbs

now i can tell people to follow me on soundcloud

mm

god give me a chancee

winter soon soon soon soon soon soon soon

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