I'm not going to say i made this genre because i know there are a lot of people that make this music and are going through a lot and don't share ( you don't have to share) but this is me the real me with emotion and I'm showing a lot and showing vulnerability and i want to help people even if it reaches 1 person I'm glad i was able to help - love you all

violet for you

prod. by greyrock & tewiq
mix by me

(Вступление)

Эй Эй ЭЙ

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Эй эй эй

Это саркома на бите

(Припев)

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Я не хочу видеть тебя снова

(Куплет)

Я весь в таблетках, это радужные сны
Она хавает моё сердце от осени до весны
Я забываю кем я был и мне поебать кем я стану
Она словно охотник и я попал в её капканы


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И я не помогу собрать твои монатки
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И тебя не должно ебать всё ли у меня в порядке

А у меня всё заебись, у меня всё заебато
Я оставил свои чувства, они где-то щас далековато
От меня
От меня

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до весны (prod. by greyrock & tewiq)

winta's ghost

【Song Name : Even though I'm broke, I want to live】

【Official Profiles】
Instagram: @izdeathofficial
TikTok: @izdeath
SoundCloud: @izdeath

Music/Lyrics/Mix/Mastered : izdeath (@izdeath)

【English Lyrics】
Even with a broken heart, I pretend to smile
No one notices my silent screams
I pile up lies saying "I'm okay"
And once again, I'm alone today

I'm afraid of the morning light
So I keep the curtains closed
My reflection on the phone screen
Feels like it doesn't even exist

The words "I want to disappear"
Echo inside my chest
But I can’t say them to anyone
Because they’ll just think I’m annoying

Even kindness turns into blades
"Keep going" — another stab to my soul
There's nowhere left to run
Is it really just me who's broken?

If I could melt into the night
Would this pain also disappear?
But I'm scared — of dying, of living
So I just keep breathing today

It’s okay to be broken, it’s okay to cry
You don’t have to be strong
I just want someone to notice me
And say, “You’re allowed to live.”

【Kanji & Romaji Lyrics】
サビ (Sabi)
壊れた心で　笑ってみせても
誰も気づかない　僕の悲鳴
「大丈夫」って　嘘を重ねて
今日もまた　ひとりきり

Kowareta kokoro de waratte misete mo
Dare mo kidzukanai boku no himei
“Daijoubu” tte uso wo kasanete
Kyou mo mata hitorikiri

Aメロ (A Melo)
朝が来るのが怖くて
カーテン閉めたまま
スマホの画面に　僕の存在
映ってない気がした

Asa ga kuru no ga kowakute
Kāten shimeta mama
Sumaho no gamen ni boku no sonzai
Utsuttenai ki ga shita

「消えたい」って言葉だけ
胸の中　響いてる
でも言えない　誰にも言えない
だって、めんどくさいでしょ？

“Kietai” tte kotoba dake
Mune no naka hibiiteru
Demo ienai dare ni mo ienai
Datte, mendokusai desho?

Bメロ (B Melo)
優しささえも　刃になって
「頑張れ」って　僕を刺す
逃げ場所なんて　どこにもないのに
僕だけが悪いの？

Yasashisa sae mo yaiba ni natte
“Ganbare” tte boku wo sasu
Nige basho nante doko ni mo nai no ni
Boku dake ga warui no?

Cメロ + ラストサビ (C Melo + Last Sabi)
夜の街に　溶けてしまえたら
この痛みも　消えるのかな
でも、怖いよ　死ぬのも、生きるのも
だから今日も　息をしてる

Yoru no machi ni tokete shimaetara
Kono itami mo kieru no kana
Demo kowai yo shinu no mo, ikiru no mo
Dakara kyou mo iki wo shiteru

壊れてもいいよ　泣いてもいいよ
強くなくたって　いいんだよ
誰か気づいて　僕の存在を
ただ「生きてていい」と言ってほしい

Kowarete mo ii yo naite mo ii yo
Tsuyoku nakutatte ii nda yo
Dareka kidzuite boku no sonzai wo
Tada “ikitetete ii” to itte hoshii

Even though I'm broke, I want to live【壊れても生きていたい】

If I tried and you died, you tell me I am not okay.
If I tried while you cried, you'd tell me nothing is the same.
And we tried, and we died, and we did this every single day.

She wants to fill your head with prescriptions,
so just take these drugs, please take these drugs.
She told me that I'm waiting for a time
that it's in the middle of the limelight.

And if you know that siren, then run, run, run,
'cause they're waiting for you to capture you.
Your deceitful stare is not evidence enough,
and so they need you, need you broken down.

But you won't find me here; Im out of town.
Because she knows directions to find coordination.
My lungs polluted and smoked, devastation corrode.
She knows that I am broken, chain cut through and hopeless.

So now I trudge forward on my battle,
and I sail seas with AK-47s on the palidrome

Tell me, where are we going?
NEMO POINT.
We're going to the middle of the ocean,
find all corruption and pollution.

Just don't evidently see inside...
Just break(breathe)

Ocrupt

i hope

уходи

только ты (mynorth)

телеграм (mynorth&souljahchase)

беZzzумная ночь (mynorth)

1 бонус ( mucle999)

Grievus (@grievusplay): t.me/grievusplay
mix & cover by me & !REVENGE (@revengetrap)
#nextupgang #делаемлокально

Lyrics:
@grievusplay
ты ушла - я помер
без тебя я забыл кто я
без тебя я забыл кто я
но я никогда не забуду твой номер

твою улыбку и твои подколы
ты мое всё нахуй приколы
ты мое всё i cant keep going
without you my world is blowing

все мои мысли в наших моментах
летели быстро так незаметно
теперь не вместе, не надо лести
ты ушла к другому я не хочу лезть к вам

ты будто бы звезда полярная, а я круг
давай останемся друзьями? я че друг?
давай останемся друзьями? нахуя?
тебе не надо ничего кроме хуя

а я все отдавал
ты ушла всё забрала, а я всё проебал
нахуя со мной ты сломала жизнь
бросила меня даже не сказав держись

ты ушла - я помер
без тебя я забыл кто я
без тебя я забыл кто я
но я никогда не забуду твой номер

zabyl kto ya

SN@W - FORYOURHEARTSCONTENT

MANDARA beats COLLECTION - CryBATTLEFIELD泣

иоанн богослов - ты моя бля (kirisu & notee1)

LYRICS

i don't wanna go insane
but nothing really feels the same
anymore
i've been laying on the floor
wondering will it ever end
i don't wanna go insane
but nothing really feels the same anymore
i'm sick of laying on the floor
crying to myself
begging God to send me help
i feel so out of pocket
i'm convinced this is never stopping
tryna gaslight myself into hoping something
will change for the better
i've been talking to myself
been through too much
it's starting to feel like hell
it feels like hell

i don't wanna go insane
but nothing feels the same anymore

but i try to keep my cool
even if my life is falling apart
i know i'm going make it through
i know ill be okay
but that doesn't stop the way i'm feeling
it doesn't stop the pain
i wish there was another way
i wish i had the answers
i wish i could have done things better
cause i'm sick and tired of all the thoughts
running around in circles inside my brain
i don't wanna go insane
but nothing feels the same anymore
nothing feels the same anymore

nothing feels the same anymore.

izdeath was born from the collision between matter’s sound and the silence of machines. We are not a traditional band — we are a sonic entity where organic instruments intertwine with living algorithms. Each track is an invocation: guitars whisper human memories, pulsating synths dance with calculated errors, and voices echo between the real and the impossible.

Our music doesn’t follow trends — it creates atmospheres, defies genres, and transforms chaos into art. We are a synthesis between what breathes and what’s coded, a ritual between heart and hardware.

We are not human, nor machine. We are a creation of chaos.


Copyright© 2025, izdeath. All rights reserved.

дм - @komatoznikkk
тгк - t.me/k0m4_toznik

t.me/grievusplay
#nextupgang
#localplayersclub
#делаемлокально
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this guy uses too much autotune ╾━╤デ╦︻ (•_- )

I'm here to make music, and make music with other artists.
Feel free to dm me if you want to collab.
I do a lot of different genres, but I'm still trying to find my main sound.


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New tracks tagged #crycore