Created by Musical Alchemists - Caktus M3dicine and TK Sirmize

Witnessed by Jess "Jojo" Lyman

"The shadow is the greatest teacher for how to come to the light."

Journey of Love (Radical Self Expression Mix) #TW #SuicidalIdeation

Bırak beni öleyim güzel günler göremem
Her şeyi al bana kendimi geri ver
Bıktım ben, her güne yeni dert
Huzurla ölmek en güzel hediye

Hapları ver, endişelenme
Vazgeçtim bak kendimden de
Söyle neden hiç sevmezler be?
Evim hiç olmadı ner'deysem de

Acıları yaşadım en güzelinden
Gözyaşı döktüm en beterinden
Yarınları al bana dünleri geri ver
Hayallerim kalmadı niye gülemem ben?

Aklıma geliyo' ara sıra geçmiş
Sevdiklerim niye herkesleşti?
Her şeyi aldın hissizleştim
Söyle seni niye bu kadar sevdim?

Şarkılarım seni anlatır hep
Beni gel geri ver ya da öldür hemen
Baksana be, olduk yenilen
İkimize yakışır tek bi' kefen

Kader bize küskün, sevmedi üzdü
Yalan yok bende değilim düzgün
Ama harbi delikanlıyım süzgün
Her şeyi aldın bari beni öldür

Bırak beni öleyim güzel günler göremem
Her şeyi al bana kendimi geri ver
Bıktım ben, her güne yeni dert
Huzurla ölmek en güzel hediye

Hapları ver, endişelenme
Vazgeçtim bak kendimden de
Söyle neden hiç sevmezler be?
Evim hiç olmadı ner'deysem de

Bırak Öleyim 2

i have hope to be near you again...

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hymn to the fallen...

When seasonal depression hits and all you can do is play music to yourself. One shot, bad mixes, sloppy beatmatching, no preparations. Let's pretend this is a radio show. If you can make it out of bed, you can dance to this in your pyjamas. More to cum.

Seasonal Depression Radio Vol. 1: Angsty Industrial & Synths

Secluded

the one and only God is Jesus Christ the true living and existent God

Interlude - Halfway to Myself

BRAIN MATTER SPLATTER

No Title 1

Depression can be a nothing but stress that feels draining at every step you take, just remember that you don't walk alone. Even if those physically aren't there, you still have others that care you exist. I realize everyday that someone still knows I exist. Thank you. Thank you all for listening and even just showing up. Much love. So much love.

Try Again

Wenn wir hören, dass ich als das erschaffen wurde, was ich suche, dann spricht der Kurs direkt in unser Herz. Er erinnert uns daran, dass all die Sehnsucht, all das Suchen, all das Ringen nie nach etwas außerhalb von uns ging. Frieden, Liebe, Erwachen, das sind keine entfernten Ziele, sondern Bewegungen zurück zu etwas, das längst in uns liegt. Es ist kein mühsames Erklimmen, sondern ein sanftes Erinnern. Wir strecken uns nicht nach etwas Neuem aus, sondern nach dem, was immer schon da war und nur darauf wartet, wieder erkannt zu werden.

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318 Ein Kurs in Wundern EKIW | In mir sind Mittel und Zweck der Erlösung eins

evil girlz

¿Se han preguntado cuál es el propósito de sus vidas? ¿Qué hacemos en este mundo?

En la mayoría de los casos, cuando te haces las mismas preguntas sin encontrar ninguna respuesta, el resultado es la frustración y el desánimo. Pero cuando llegas al fondo del abismo, la única dirección que queda es hacia arriba.

Lo acompaño con una exquisita base de AvenREC. Un sonido con varias dimensiones y profundidad que me recuerda al sonido de las conversaciones internas. Pasen a escuchar su música. Tiene proyectos alucinantes. Es mi recomendación musical de hoy.

Un shoutout también a mis amigos, Samael Sol por el hermoso diseño tipográfico del tatuaje, y a Pepe Pérez por plasmarlo en tinta sobre mi piel.

A este trabajo yo le llamo “poema” aunque el profe me dijo que es más bien un “monólogo”. Sea lo que sea, se volvió un mantra; mi propia filosofía de vida. Mi Condena.

La Condena ("Hot Pot" - AvenREC)

The despair grew into something with its own motivations and goals.

Drone 66

LAST RIDE

A song about the suffering of depression.

Lyrics:

The light I knew begins to fade,
A distant glow consumed by shade.
The days dissolve, they slip away,
The mind unravels, it starts to fray.
A heavy weight is holding me.

Falling deeper...
Where silence grows...
No light... no path...
No one knows...
The pain remains...
It never fades...
I’m falling further...
Into the grey...

The days are gone, they blur and break,
Each moment fades, it feels so fake.
The air grows thin, I cannot breathe,
A shadow calls, it clings to me.
It pulls me deeper, I can’t escape.

Falling deeper...
Where silence grows...
No light... no path...
No one knows...
The pain remains...
It never fades...
I’m falling further...
Into the grey...


The  world grows faint... a distant sound...
Nothing left...I’m breaking down...
A fragile heart... now split in two...
Lost inside, I can’t break through...


Falling deeper...
Where silence grows...
No light... no path...
No one knows...
The pain remains...
It never fades...
I’m falling further...
Into the grey...


Falling deeper...
No light remains...

Falling further...
Where silence grows...
Falling deeper...

Into the grey...
Into the grey...
Into the grey. 

Falling Into The Grey

Saddest tale on land and on sea
David slayed the man of Bethsheeba
And I sinned, I done did the deed
Oh regret, I did myself in

Stages of change, precontemplated
Now understand, I am thy servant man

Wherefore I go, you shan't come with
This is what I learnt on Christmas Eve
Maybe the certainty, the knowing I'm of him
Maybe it'll cleanse me from my disease
No more pain, there will be peace in the valley

Cheat and I stole and I cheated
'f I confess, I won't be convicted

Never to be, so much anguished
Teophany, blues of the vanquished

Wherefore I go, you shan't come with
This is what I learnt on Christmas Eve
Maybe the certainty, the knowing I'm of Him
Maybe it'll cleanse me from my disease
No more pain, there will be peace

Wherefore I go
This is what I learnt
On Christmas eve
Oh no (Oh there will be)
Na na na na na na (In the valley for me)
Na na na na na na (In the valley for me)
Na na na na na na (In the valley for me)
Na na na na na na (Glory Hallelu)

(this is what i learnt) on christmas eve

It Hurts Inside

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hai! I'm Remi!
and all I do is make things from my heart

(Used to be Cresswell)
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I am a Full Stack Software Engineer specializing in low-code development, with a strong focus on building secure, scalable applications using Quickbase and cloud-integrated automation platforms. My background spans from WordPress deployments to enterprise-grade business systems, giving me a unique perspective on how people interact with technology at scale.

A fusion of sound, spirit, and connection; flow artists of soundwaves.

We are musical alchemists, weaving frequencies that bridge the seen and unseen, the light and shadow, the movement and stillness. Our music is an invitation—to dance, to feel, to remember.

We believe in the power of sound to heal, to elevate, and to unify. Each set, each track, each moment is crafted with intention—to awaken the divine spark within and celebrate the miracle of now.

Join us on this journey of love, rhythm, and transformation. May our music remind you that you are light, you are energy, and you are here to shine.

#WeAreOne #Lovelution #KTTKLove


Born and raised in San Diego, AlliDoisChange is a 20-year-old artist and devoted believer in Jesus Christ as God. Music is his outlet — a way to share his thoughts, faith, and life experiences. Even when his songs aren’t about God, you won’t hear cussing — it’s simply not who he is.

Calm and easygoing by nature, he values collaboration and often works with other artists, encouraging listeners to check out their music as well. His sound drifts between pop, hyperpop, hardstyle, emo, punk rock, and doomer, with lyrics in English, Russian, and Japanese. Each song stems from real emotion and personal stories, inviting listeners to find a piece of themselves in his music.

A digital creator exploring the artificial world between dystopia and utopia.

I love everyone that listen to my music, Vex.

This account is a collaboration with TarmokStudios and TheLittleNoob

scum of the world - unite

Dark/Cold/Minimal Wave - EBM - Industrial - Electro - New Beat - Post Punk - Dark Disco

somewhere between Billie, Sarah, Mina, and an episode.

DER DIREKTE WEG, der Podcast für dein Erwachen: Mein Name ist Gottfried Sumser, ich habe es mir zur Aufgabe gemacht, Menschen in ihrer Erhabenheit und Größe zu begleiten. Die Grundlage meines Wirkens als spiritueller Lehrer und Seminarleiter ist der „Kurs in Wundern“ der über zwei Jahrzehnte an meiner Seite ist. Hier geht es ohne Umwege zur Sache.

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