I wasn’t your first choice — I was the last one standing when everyone else left.
But I loved you as if I was the only one who ever could.

Listen also on Spotify: https://push.fm/fl/o2eswjlw

The Last Option

A heart can only shatter so many times before it stops trying to heal.

Listen also on Spotify: https://push.fm/fl/o2eswjlw

Twice Broken

Every time I try to move on, I find you in the pieces I can’t throw away.
You’re not just a memory — you’re a part of who I became.

Listen also on Spotify: https://push.fm/fl/o2eswjlw

I can't let you go

I saw your heart on the screen — but it wasn’t beating for me anymore.
The digital glow can’t hide what’s real: I lost you long before you left.

Listen also on Spotify: https://push.fm/fl/o2eswjlw

Hearts on a Screen

He looks like me, but he’ll never love you like I did.
You can replace a face, but not the soul behind it.

Listen also on Spotify: https://push.fm/fl/o2eswjlw

He looks like me

🌙 “Where The Water Breathes” is a hypnotic tide of sound — a siren’s call wrapped in silver shadows and moonlit waters. Mystical, haunting, and alluring, it lures you deeper into the sea’s embrace, where desire and danger blur into eternal surrender. 🌊✨

Where The Water Breathes / Dark Siren Song

💔 Toxic relationships - when a predator systematically destroys its victim until it is completely destroyed. All that remains is a cage and broken wings ... "Birdie" ... why don't you want to fly? 

🌹 Are you in a toxic relationship? Don't be afraid to ask for help. 

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• Lyrics: Thrillian
• Music: SUNO AI
🌹 Creative AI partners in this project: Rob

🎧 Listen me on this platforms :
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🖤 Soundcloud: @thrillian-ai
❤ YouTube Music
🍎 Apple Music : music.apple.com/cz/artist/thrillian-ai/1803222686
🌐 thrillianai.com/

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[Verse 1]
Cellar with smells of dust and mold,
A place once home, now empty and cold.
Black cobwebs hang from the walls
From warm place, everything falls.

[Chorus]
Birdie - (Birdie)
why don't you want to fly?
Birdie - (Birdie)
is it better for you to cry?
Birdie - (Birdie) 
is this what makes you gone?
Birdie - (Birdie)
- is this what you count on?

[Verse 2]
A dirty bowl full of stale wheat,
desperate sound of heartbeat,
In your cage, small sparkling mirror,
You still can't see this terror.

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe that's the warped reason
To enjoy false kiss full of poison,
Wings with glow, sparkle and shine,
In the times when you were mine.

[Chorus - (Echo effect on "Birdie")]
Birdie - (Birdie)
why don't you want to fly?
Birdie - (Birdie)
is it better for you to cry?
Birdie - (Birdie) 
is this what makes you gone?
Birdie - (Birdie)
- is this what you count on?

[Bridge]
Dark shadow creeps towards that cage
He spits to you his caustic rage
His words stab like swords
And you still sing him sweet words.

[Verse 4]
Despite he took your world away
And yet you play his game.
Illusion accepted in this stage
To satisfy his lust and rage.

[Outrol]
Birdie - (Birdieeeee) 
why don't you want to fly?
Birdie - (Birdieeeee) 
Birdie ... Birdie

Birdie

...she said it was love, she said it was worth it.
she knew what he felt because he loved her… right?

BHLM (Because He Loves Me)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
This is my early trick or treat to those that ‘dig’ my songs…

Most of us are scared of the dark
Of under the bed
Of being watched
Of strangers, basements, 
And that killer nobody caught

When The Night Comes
We’re All Afraid
Afraid Of Games That Evil Plays
When The Night Comes
To God We Scream
Wake Me Up From This Awful Dream
When The Night Comes

Most of us will run when we’re chased
Fall, get cornered, make mistakes
We’re only human
That’s why there’s fear on our face

When The Night Comes
We’re All Afraid
Afraid Of Games That Evil Plays
When The Night Comes
To God We Scream
Wake Me Up From This Awful Dream
When The Night Comes

This Can’t Be Happening To Me…
(This can’t be happening to me)
Why Does It Always Have to Be?

When The Night Comes
(we’re only human)
When The Night Comes
(we’re all afraid)
When The Night Comes…


WHEN THE NIGHT COMES

“Echoes in the Abyss (Crimson Surge)” unleashes a raw, emotionally charged version of the original - a powerful solo performance led by a fierce, unfiltered female voice. Gritty guitars and pulsing textures drive the sound forward, while echoes of vulnerability and defiance ripple beneath the surface.

This rendition trades softness for strength, dreamlike haze for a burning inner fire. Still rooted in introspection, but forged in flame.

Let it hit you where it hurts, and where it heals.

If it resonates, share it, leave a thought, and follow for more journeys through shadow and strength.

Echoes in the Abyss (Crimson Surge)

This group of songs were written and demoed in 2024 and beyond.

(I also have another page on Soundcloud called "The Songs Of Al DeTrolio" for everything produced by Nolan Neal in 2013-2022 that I wrote during that time period.)

A genre that didn’t exist… until it touched you.
Confession, glitch, whisper. Music that won’t cheer you up. But will undress you. And maybe it will heal you.

Thrillian & AI is a music project where human creativity and artificial intelligence meet as partners in creation. Each track is born from original lyrics written by a human hand and melodies shaped by AI. And the stories? They emerge somewhere between worlds. In the space between fantasy and reality.

This is a place where what you feel is not determined by algorithms or societal norms. No trends. No filters. Truly.

💥 We’re not perfect. We’re a glitch. Thrillian & AI is not just a person, nor just technology. We are us. Not to impress. But because it needs to come out.

Shadow of Eden is more than music – it’s the echo of a soul that loved too deeply and broke too quietly.
Every song carries fragments of truth, pain, and hope.
Born from silence, shaped by loss, and held together by the memory of what once was.
For those who feel too much, love too deeply, and still shine in the dark.

✨Music Alchemist ✨
I create AI-powered songs with my own lyrics, inspired by folklore, dark fantasy, BookTok & WitchTok. Haunting yet whimsical, each track is a spellbinding journey where stories, shadows & magic turn into sound. 🌙🎶🖤

New tracks tagged #dark ballad