Lyrics: 

You wanted gods
You got fluorescent lights
Still holy... if you squint right

One carton of eggs, two cracked like the sky  
Cashier scans relics while pigeons decry  
A child screams wisdom in aisle thirteen  
The sacred's not distant — it’s just not that clean

Caffeine communion, a heretic’s grin  
Lost in the ritual of discount bin  
Sanctity clings to a smudge on the glass  
Rapture decays, but refuses to pass

Don’t wait for Heaven — she clocks out at five
You’re already blessed just to feel this alive  
No altar but checkout, no creed but receipt  
The numinous peaks when you rinse and repeat

The billboard preaches in Arial Bold  
Salvation on sale, slightly moldy but sold  
You kneel for no one, but still genuflect  
When the microwave sings, you almost connect

Pixels or prophets? Who cares what you name it
The sacred's not absent, you just never claim it 
Every broken lightbulb, every unpaid fine  
Can bloom into gospel — if you realign

Don’t wait for Heaven — she clocks out at five
You’re already blessed just to feel this alive  
No altar but checkout, no creed but receipt  
The numinous peaks when you rinse and repeat

You tossed your icons in bins marked “recycle”  
But wonder still haunts the spin of a cycle  
The cashless transaction, the smirk of a thief
Grace isn’t pretty, but it grants belief

Self-checkout screen says: "Thank you for living"

You’re already blessed just to feel this alive  
No altar but checkout, no creed but receipt  
The numinous peaks when you rinse and repeat

You tossed your icons in bins marked “recycle”  
But wonder still haunts the spin of a cycle  
The cashless transaction, the smirk of a thief
Grace isn’t pretty, but it grants belief

Self-checkout screen says: "Thank you for living"

You’re already blessed just to feel this alive  

You’re already blessed just to feel this alive  
No altar but checkout, no creed but receipt  
The numinous peaks when you rinse and repeat

Thank You for Living

Don't have the space to upload the whole album but this song i could not let it stay spotify exclusive 

All the Way Down (Cave Canem Demo)

I do not own this song, just wanted to upload it so others could enjoy it <3

No Strings feat MikesHardest pey the musician dropspindle FiN and ask the storyteller

Every villain arch ever. Or just a manic Monday happening on a Wednesday night, who's to say?

Robbery

April's Fool

April's Fool Instrumental

A shadow enters through the door,
Value lurking, something more.
But every acquisition has a cost.
Ignore that CAC and you have lost.

Oh, measure not just what they spend,
But profits that their presence lends.
Past, present, future combined,
Is how CLV should be defined.

Time's currency, a fleeting thing,
Discount the future's offering.
For money's worth today is more,
Than promises of what's in store.

Oh, measure not just what they spend,
But profits that their presence lends.
Past, present, future combined,
Is how CLV should be defined.

Standards set, a common ground,
In metrics where respect is found.
Agreed upon by one and all,
So the CLV metric stands tall.

Oh, measure not just what they spend,
But profits that their presence lends.
Past, present, future combined,
Is how CLV should be defined.

The Value of a Lifetime (CLV via Cabaret)

(basely loosed on Waltz Op. 64 No. 3 in A-flat by Frederic Chopin)

it slips away
my darling
one dip in the hot sun
then gone back where we come from

it slips away
my darling
one lick and we're done for
don't think it will stop for you

your rage won't throw off the night
though if you're doing it right
you'll wish you could go for one more
round on the carousel

sit still and go around
can't get off the carousel
sit still and go around

it slips away
my darling
one dip in the hot sun
then gone back where we come from

it slips away
my starling
one blink and we're done for
don't think it will stop for you

rage won't turn off the night
though if you've done alright
you'll wish you could go for one more
round on the carousel

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Carousel (with Chopin)

Granny Grimshaw's Guide to Misery (For Others) by Russell Nomer.

The official theme song for the darkly humorous book! Stop trying so hard and embrace your inner curmudgeon with this slice of sarcastic dark cabaret folk. Granny Grimshaw shares her 'wisdom' on tolerating people, avoiding work, and the noble art of being left alone. Perfect for fans of cynical humor and grumpy grace. Based on the book "Granny Grimshaw Sourwood’s Guide to Misery for Others" by Granny Grimshaw Sourwood (as told to Russell D. Nomer).

Granny Grimshaw Sourwood's Guide to Misery for Others

An ironic song about a bred bun from Russian fairy tale that left the house

Колобок

Cybersecurity Management Consultant, Author, Songwriter and Patriot

Barely human, hardly alive, here's some music, enjoy the vibes.
Just using Soundcloud as a platform to upload so I can listen to my poetry instead of reading it. But hey, if it turns out others like it too that's a bonus!
Want lyrics? Check out my Youtube!

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New tracks tagged #dark cabaret