Lyrics:

When the light switches off, I trace your steps
Little feet in the hall, laughter that never rests
Your room stands still, the pillows remain
A tiny sweater keeps your gentle name
I write the dates on my skin tonight—
All that we did, all we ran out of time to find
You were there when I needed you the most,
but now you’ve gone ahead to the wide meadows.
My child, I miss you more than words can hold.

I hold on tight to every little tone
Your little hand in mine still warm in memory
When the curtain moves, I think you’re walking by
And I whisper, “Sleep well, my sun.”

Run on the wide meadows now
I carry your song in every breath
When the night gets too quiet, I light a candle
And your name remains in every room
My child, I’ll love you forever
Love never comes to an end

Your drawing’s still there on the fridge door—
A sun with rays, you wrote, “Daddy, please don’t mourn.”
On your birthday I still bake your cake
Set two plates down, then eat alone
I pass your park and the swing starts to sway
As if you just jumped off and called my name
You were there when I needed you the most,
and when I fall, your memories are my arms
that hold me when everything is heavy.

I’m learning to breathe in what’s left behind
Counting the stars till I sleep to your song
If there’s a place where time can’t take us
We’ll meet there, and all my waiting turns to spring

Run on the wide meadows now
I carry your song in every breath
When the night gets too quiet, I light a candle
And your name remains in every room
My child, I’ll love you forever
Love never comes to an end

If someone asks me where you live
I’ll say, “Inside my chest, where the heartbeat is.”
In every dawn and every late hour
You are the quiet strength that leads me out

Run on the wide meadows now
I carry your song in every breath
When the night gets too quiet, I light a candle
And your name remains in every room
My child, I’ll love you forever
Love never comes to an end

When the wind turns and the rain lies still
I’ll walk slowly, but I’ll walk with you
You were there when I needed you the most
And in my heart you’re always near
My beloved, my forever—my child
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Track: My Child
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Jason Russo
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

My Child - Feat. Jason Russo

A raw, emotionally immersive concept album that explores the full spectrum of the human condition — from paralyzing despair and soul-wrecking apathy to existential rebellion and spiritual rebirth. Each song is a movement in a greater arc of survival: an elegy for the self lost to silence, and an anthem for the self that dares to rise again.

From the claustrophobic numbness of "Dream Death", to the searing societal outrage of "World Thieves", to the arena-sized cry for purpose in "Lifeless Hour", the album builds toward the final, uplifting catharsis of "Reaching for the Stars and Falling on the Moon." Fusing 1980s arena rock, dark synth-pop, Dre-style hip-hop, orchestral pop, and cinematic production, this is more than music — it’s a soul-soundtrack for those surviving the quiet wars no one else can see.

5 Dream Death

1 Insane

Lyrics:

I walk the line where shadows crawl
No one hears my silent call
A ghost of me
That's all I am

The neon hums
It pulls me near
A flicker
A flash
Then disappear

Edge of nowhere
I can't fall
Nothing to lose
I've lost it all
Breath of night
It cuts like glass
Edge of nowhere
The die is cast

The streets are cold
They know my name
Every step
A twisted game
No one waits
No one stays

The static buzz
It fills my veins
A hollow ache
Electric chains

Edge of nowhere
I can't fall
Nothing to lose
I've lost it all
Breath of night
It cuts like glass
Edge of nowhere
The die is cast

Edge of nowhere
I can't fall
Nothing to lose
I've lost it all
Breath of night
It cuts like glass
Edge of nowhere
The die is cast
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Track: Edge of Nowhere
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Edge of Nowhere - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

Rivers on the glass of night,
City flickers inside my chest.
Your name hiding in the static light,
Every whisper cuts through the rest.

You bloom in the black and pull me back,
children being abused by their fathers,
Signal through the noise—don’t fade.

Cut my glass veins with your light,
Pull me through this endless night.
In the dark we learn to breathe,
Static blooms where we bleed.
You’re the signal in the void,
Frequencies we can’t avoid.

Black sky, cold wire—hold me.

Footsteps tremble on the fault-line street,
Echoes orbit like satellites.
I chase the shadow where our circuits meet,
Heartbeats wired to the lights.

You bloom in the black and pull me back,
children being abused by their fathers,
Say my name in waves—don’t fade.

Cut my glass veins with your light,
Pull me through this endless night.
In the dark we learn to breathe,
Static blooms where we bleed.
You’re the signal in the void,
Frequencies we can’t avoid.

If I drown in dial tones,
Would you tune me home?

Cut my glass veins with your light,
Pull me through this endless night.
In the dark we learn to breathe,
Static blooms where we bleed.
You’re the signal in the void—
Hold—don’t—fade.
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Track: Cut My Glass
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Cut My Glass - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

You wore trust like a second skin
A smile wide as the ocean's grin
But shadows hid where light grew thin

I never saw the cracks in the stone
How could a heart be so unknown

In the quiet
In the night
Where monsters live out of sight
You stole what I can't reclaim
Left me screaming your name
Shadows at midnight
Shadows at midnight

The walls whispered secrets I missed
Truth burns colder than a Judas kiss
Every laugh now feels like a twist

I held the rope
You tied the noose
Trust isn't love
It's a dangerous truce

In the quiet
In the night
Where monsters live out of sight
You stole what I can't reclaim
Left me screaming your name
Shadows at midnight
Shadows at midnight

In the quiet
In the night
Where monsters live out of sight
You stole what I can't reclaim
Left me screaming your name
Shadows at midnight
Shadows at midnight
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Track: Shadows at Midnight
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Shadows at Midnight - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

The lights are on but I’m still blind
I’m the shadow they leave behind
Whispers float
But never my name
In their world
I’m not part of the frame

They hold her hand
They stroke her hair
I’m a ghost
I’m not even there

Nobody sees me
Nobody cares
I’m just the dust that clogs the stairs
If I disappeared
Would they even cry
Or would I fade like smoke in the sky

Dinner plates
One less tonight
I sit in the dark
Avoid the fight
Her laughter rings
It’s sweet and clear
But my voice gets lost
It dies in fear

I scream in silence
It echoes back
A void so deep
The world turns black
If love’s a house
I’m locked outside
Knocking softly
With nowhere to hide

Nobody sees me
Nobody cares
I’m just the dust that clogs the stairs
If I disappeared
Would they even cry
Or would I fade like smoke in the sky

Nobody sees me
Nobody cares
I’m just the dust that clogs the stairs
If I disappeared
Would they even cry
Or would I fade like smoke in the sky
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Track: The Shadow
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Kyle Schildt
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

The Shadow - Feat. Kyle Schildt

Lyrics:

The clock is ticking
Shadows crawl
Two months to live
That's all
That's all
A quiet room
A hollow chest
This aching loneliness
My final guest

Why this silence
Why this pain
Why the thunder
But no rain

Why Lord why
I’m screaming at the sky
My tears won’t dry
No matter how I try
Why Lord why
Was I born to be alone
In a world so crowded
But no one to call my own

I see the faces
They walk on by
I call out softly
But they don’t reply
The sun still rises
The moon still falls
But in my heart
There’s no light at all

Why this emptiness
Why this fear
Why the echoes
No one near

Why Lord why
I’m screaming at the sky
My tears won’t dry
No matter how I try
Why Lord why
Was I born to be alone
In a world so crowded
But no one to call my own

Why Lord why
I’m screaming at the sky
My tears won’t dry
No matter how I try
Why Lord why
Was I born to be alone
In a world so crowded
But no one to call my own
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Track: Why Lord Why (LIVE)
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller, Kane Wilder
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Why Lord Why - LIVE - Feat. Sara Schiller, Kane Wilder

Lyrics:

In the corner they linger near,
Whispers threading splinters in my ear.
Mouths like moths on the blackout glass,
Names erased in the dust that will not pass.
Floorboards ache with a borrowed weight,
Keys in the lock that hesitate.

They twist my steps like broken roads,
Knot my breath with a wordless code.
Heavy hands, a blinded guide—
Lead me deeper where I hide.

Inner demons scream so clear,
Their laughter burns—
it sears, it sneers.
A child lost in fear—
the child in me takes its final breath,
a soft eclipse beneath my chest.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

Eyes like mirrors that show no truth,
Steal the minutes, barter youth.
The clock ticks backward—cracks the booth,
Pages curl, unlearn the proof.
Static hymns through neon rain,
Salt-white halos naming pain.

Footsteps fold into the wall,
Stairs forget how to be tall.
I touch the doorknob—cold, severe,
Hear them breathe inside my ear.

Inner demons scream so clear,
Their laughter burns—
it sears, it sneers.
A child lost in fear—
the child in me takes its final breath,
a quiet hush that feigns a death.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

The house is a throat that swallows sound,
Pictures blink and then look down.
Fridge hum prayers in minor keys,
Curtains learn the art of freeze.
I count the nails in the windowsill,
Hold the quake until it’s still.

This is the hour the lights forget their names.
The floor remembers every step I didn’t take.
There’s a note I never wrote, folded in my tongue,
and a door that never learned which way is home.
If anyone asks—tell them the night was heavy,
and I carried what I could.

The echoes rise—
they never cease.
A haunted hymn,
a dark caprice.
They pull, they push,
they bruise, they tease—
Release, release… (please.)


[Chorus – Variant]
Inner demons sing so clear,
A choir of ash I used to fear.
The child in me lies limp with sleep—
not gone, but folded, buried deep.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

Inner demons fade to near,
Their echo thins—
it wanes, it clears.
The child in me who learned to fear
exhales the dark and keeps what’s dear.
I’m still here—
through disappear,
through disappear.
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Track: Disappear
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Nick Stevens
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Disappear - Feat. Nick Stevens

Lyrics:

De vackraste av själar
besöker oss ett slag
de skänker av sitt hjärta
till sitt sista andetag

De återvänder tidigt
till alltets evighet
och tvingar oss att vittna
om livets ändlighet

Så lite vi kan sia
om morgondagens värld
Så lite vi begriper
av levnadsloppets färd

De vackraste av själar
finns nära oss ett slag
De lämnar jordelivet
men stannar dag för dag

De stannar i ditt minne,
så nära tätt intill
De kommer till ditt hjärta
närhelst ditt sinne vill

Men sorgen är att mista,
att tiden blev så kort
Och smärtan är att livet
så hastigt rycktes bort
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Track: De Vackraste
Lyrics: Jessica Olsson
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Daniel Andersson
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

De Vackraste - Feat. Daniel Andersson

International Music Composer/Producer, Author, Radio Host & Spiritual Counselor

With over 14 years of experience behind the boards, I go by the name NTENSEIFIED — a name that reflects the raw emotion, energy, and intensity I pour into every beat.

I'm a 50-year-old music producer who lives and breathes sound. Music isn’t just what I do – it’s who I am. Every track I make is a piece of my journey, inspired by real moments, deep thoughts, and a relentless passion for creating something that moves people.

From haunting melodies to hard-hitting drops, I build soundscapes that hit deep and stay with you. Whether you're here to vibe, reflect, or escape – you’re in the right place.

Thanks for listening and being part of the ride.
Hit follow and join me on this journey – the best is yet to come.

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