prod @deadat18 //  mix mast by me @vexxodus

i need some time away
need to get out my head
need to get out of this headspace
i need to get out of my bed
n all of the words tht yu said
it's like, i been tryna forget
call out yur name in my sleep
i wish i was dead
anywhere but here's a place for me
i swear tht yur the one for me
when yur around, anxiety
just disappears so magically

swear tht i'll never forget yu
n i'll never let yu go
yu kno tht i always loved yu da most
i never meant to upset yu
i kno i did tho
yu kno i always found it hard to
show love
in my head feel so fucked up
ghost of my past
i keep on bringing it back up

my friends r worried bout me
i kno they'll never doubt me
i kno they got my back
pick me up when i get sad
it's not the same though
when yu got real love
swear tht nothing campares at all
i'm on my doorstep, crying
thinkin bout my friends dying
n how my last bae left me too
it's not the same though
when yu got real love
swear tht nothing campares at all

Nothing Compares (prod. Deadat18)

prod @jadecastle // mix mast by me @vexxodus

baby i dnt wana talk.. dnt do dis often..
i dnt wana let yu kno i lost it
i think i'll jus walk it off.. can yu just stop it?
if i never answer yu then it's a sign to drop it
no talking, i'm walking
i don't need discussion
yu hate me, i love it
my thoughts are so rubbish

get high at a cost baby
i can't feel a thing
can yu please tell me the time?
i'm freakin out a bit
i dnt even know this girl
but she know me
told me tht she met me at a party
i was too lit
i told her i do music
n she told me to sing
i'm not boutta do all tht girl
i just want a hit
i remember when tht girl told me
tht she wanted a ring
i got girls across the country now
they say they want a fling

think of yu all night...
while i sit here gettin high..
i'm thinkin whats the point of life?..
if we're all just gona die

No Talking (prod. Jadecastle)

ft. @jakobe2k44 // prod mix mast by me @vexxodus

[vex:]
what shld i expect?
my world turned to a mess
n i been feelin lost
can yu help me find my way?
baby i been so depressed
yur words turned to a test
n what happened to conversations
yu made me feel safe?

we both know tht we been here before
i'm alone for another new year

[kobe:]
I know 
I’ll never find another u 
Gotta switch up my view
Ion even want to
Seeing all these visions of you
Walking thru my bedroom 
Gotta switch up
My old habits
Losing all my innocence 
Old days 
we used to be best friends
Now your names like poison

U_U (w/ Jakobe2k44)

ft. @itssoulcast // prod mix mast by me @vexxodus

[vex:]
i kno tht it's hard sometimes
n i know tht it's hard to be alive
yea i'm cursed on this earth
w my back full of knives
everyday i wake up man
i just wana cry

every time i feel safe
people hurt me again
every time i run away
then they wana be friends
i just dnt know what to say
it's fuckin w my head
i just really wana know
when will the cycle end?

[sk:]
you don’t wanna be here again 
you just wanna leave and go acend
i know your tired of playing pretend 
lie after lie it’s not the end 
looking at the light it’s calling your name 
i know it’s crazy but we all feel the same 
so don’t look back but keeping moving on 
just try to br strong 
try to be

[vex:]
kos this shit is gettin old
n i'm gettin rlly tired of holdin on
i said "ready, set, go"
i'm abt to drop the swag
yu'll see what i'm on
i'm abt to drop the swag 
n i kno they'll bite it
i'm too sad girl
i dnt wana fight it
hit the mall n drop racks
yea, yu kno wat the vibe is
journey towards light
but i still see the darkness

Alive (w/ Soulcast)

prod @yung-togepi @northeastlights @vexxodus

mix mast by me @vexxodus

yea yea yea yea
i jus copped a sprite n now i'm pourin up da tech
movin up the ladder w my bros, we gon be next
n i got so much haters but they'll love me when i'm dead
i cld rlly give a fuck abt these haters kos i ball
took yo girl to tha mall n i told her "cop it all"
tht's rlly how i'm moving, just like uzi
stand on my money n i'm tall
yea my money it was small but i made tht shit long

i was lookin at her n she was lookin at me
i'm in the club lil bitch yu know i'm geeked
the way she lookin, i know she a freak
she dnt want yu lil bro, she all on me
time is movin slow-mo
kos i'm pourin up a 4 n we mix it w da dro
i was in the 4 door w my bros
n the pacc got my eyes low

yu dnt know wat we sippin on
yu dnt know wat we trippin on
kobe off the 4-ho, he won't slow down
i got the saint laurent jeans
n yu kno i look clean
take some pics for the instagram now

Just Like Uzi (prod. Togepi x Northeast Lights x Leoxxe)

prod @dgtldaydr3am // mix mast by me @vexxodus

i guess i just drop the swag now
i need to get cash now
i just wana run it up
n get a fuckin bag now
i been feelin crazy
thinkin bout yu lately
i was in the club
n i was crying for yu baby

i just fuck it all up again
i guess it's good
tht i can see my true friends
i wish i cld do it all again
lately i been feelin so down
just playin pretend
i been so stressed out 
i been so fucked up
i just need my funds up
i jus need a benz now
kos i just wana count up
i been feelin so lovestruck

lovesick lovesick
i been feelin lovesick
new bitch, new bitch
i just need a new bitch
no-one feels the same
bkos nobody else been thru shit
like yu n me
n reality hits me so hard
i can barely see kos life got so dark

I Just Drop The Swag Now (prod. Dgtl)

prod @dgtldaydr3am @vexxodus // mix mast by me @vexxodus

(drive me so crazy
i swear tht i love yu baby
girl yu drive me so crazy
yea i jus can't get enough of yu lately)

girl yu drive me so crazy
i swear tht i love yu baby
yea yu drive me so crazy
no i can't get enough of yu lately

yur so fucked up when yu call me
been going hard all week
but it's not enough
(not-not enough)
i dnt know where to steer
the conversation
kos yu have been breaking my trust
(i dnt-i dnt trust)

oooohhh girl
got me cryin in the club now
think i better pipe down
(crying in the club now-pipe down)

Crazy (prod. Dgtl x Leoxxe)

prod mix mast by me @vexxodus

even though these times r filled w gold
i be crying gemstones
smokin pacc w da bros
shawty tweakin off the blow
coalition to my ambition
gettin fucked really take me on a mission
in my edition of being a musician
gettin fucked up is like keys to an ignition

too gone, i can't stand
i need to sit down
all my own thoughts
started blowin this high
so up, i'm too up
i need to come down
dnt know why i started
thinkin deep abt life

yu better watch what yu say to me
i got 2 phones n i keep a blade on me
i got 10 hoes in the usa to see
n they cuffed up, boyfriends hate on me

Coalition To My Ambition

prod @dgtldaydr3am // mix mast by me @vexxodus

i be posted up w motherfuckin dgtl
i kno tht yu hate me but my feelings stay residual
n baby i'm so clueless, i thought yu knew this?
i made a promise n then i fuckin blew it

i made a promise n then i fuckin blew it
screw it
walkin out the bank w all these blue strips
only listen to my old shit
kos it dnt sound like my new shit
got me thinkin bout the old days
so much shine n no pain
i know yu won't take me back
like no way...
now i'm walkin lonely in the hallways
okay..

close my eyes n wonder “why?”
i just cannot sleep
because every time i do
i still see yu in my dreams

Clueless (prod. Dgtl)

prod @rit_hk // mix mast by me @vexxodus

i love the way yu cut yur hair
so it doesn't cover up yur face
okay... i love
i love, i love, i love
the way yu bounce jus like a bunny
baby girl yur just so funny
every day with yu is sunny
oh i love yu, do yu love me?

ooohhhhhh
please dnt gooo
i'd do anything just for yu girl
yu know yur like my whole world

Bunny (prod. Rit)

prod mix mast by me @vexxodus

yeah i'm smokin on big pack
shit so loud
everybody tryna ask me
just to "turn it down"
every time yu were around
yea yu cld see me w a frown
but i sit alone n wonder
"where r yu gone?" now

kos i'm trappin out da backstreet
yu dnt wana catch me
yu dnt wana see me like this
but i wonder where yur at b
yu cld never match me
yu wld always act like a bitch

can't forget the things yu tht yu say
i remember the look on yur face
yu cld never teach me how to change
i wld always just run away
get away without leavin a trace
i know tht yu want me to stay
yu cld never put me in my place
yu cld never put me in my place

Backstreet

prod mix mast by me @vexxodus

ohh, girl i been livin in the dark now
turn into a ghost, girl
i just dnt know where 2 start
i can feel it in my-
i just wana flex on everyone tht hates me
i just copped a new chain
brighten up yur whole week
ohh, girl
just tell em what's true, girl

i been in da dark n it feels nice
i didnt even think it wld feel right
i would never think it was ok
kos i been in da dark n it's so late

Ghost

☆RUDECLUB☆ - #jb ++ luvange1 +++ simcxrd [deadat18]

808angel - Imnotscared (+dxsh +deadat18)

lyric
n i miss u2
📶discnktt!
dunno what 2 do :(
iv just been 😕
howlong does it take 2 get thru 2 u :/

know I'm nt perfect, just want u2 see
u got me tongue tied, i dont wnt 2 leavveee ;-:
i know ur prffct 4 me!!
i want u 2 see the things that i see 0.0
now shes nt txting mee :'((
know im nt wrth it i cant evn breatheee!!
nw im jus trapped n u know i cant leavee:(
💔💔💔u cnt deal w/ me :"""(

i dnt evn wanna see u go!
so can we take it slwww :)
(jus @ 🏠, on myy 📱)

deadat18 - thru 2 u /lil biscuit/

DEADAT18 - Gangswitchedup (prod. 510)

@b07gem - dangr w/dead*at*18 (internet joe)

(mylifefallsdown,mylifefallsapart,nowhere2befound,back2thestart)
 
& ik tht im being so cold
ur luv make my ❤️froze
do u rly ❤️ me or r u putting up a show 
playgames w ur ❤️ now im telling u 2 go
now im feeling alright.. 
smokingthrxxx up until the mooNlight 
Now im getting 2 fried....do it everyday and everynight

deadat18 - so cold prod. metlast

1tap

hi hiii some bangers i dnt wana put on main #EPIC #fukit

New tracks tagged #deadat18