guitar by @809odxn

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it feels like the moon is watching me

i want to be real

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i want to be real [prod. saturn's lament]

@joziehaze
@deadcypherrec

lyrics:

[verse 1: saturn's lament]
mental absence,
what can i trust? i don't know who my friend is
walls are listening, where's the privacy
why does a stranger message me?
paranoid, i can't think straight
it's like i'm passing through nothingness
who am i talking to? don't wanna be here with anyone
don't wanna be here with anyone

everybody's walking over me
feels like i'm getting stepped on
getting lost in the masses
i'm growing tired, pull the mask off
cutthroat, blood loss
i'm sticking out like a black lotus
tunnel vision
no matter what i'll show 'em, they won't notice

[verse 2: jozie haze]
we cannot change what we are
nature is ninety percent of us all
hateful or kind, used to think that it mattered
the fact is that trash is a constant presence
walked in the church and i shot the reverend
didnt pause, give a thought for a proper second
morals are stories through tired eyes
you mortified me, last time i’d advise

to not try somethin, been long time comin'
put it off, like i didnt wanna snap
if i told you what you did then i dont think you’d even get it
if you hit me, i wont get to callin' back
cause you made a mess of me 
you made a mess of me
you made a mess of me
lie to me now
you made a mess of me
you made a mess of me
you made a mess of me
strike you down

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