Another beautiful collaboration with my fellow ambient producers from Studio Obscura.

Lead synths: Blooming Rains
Synths, Pad, Vocals: Enea Gorè
Pads: Our Forgotten Future, Ellipses, Outerlab
Guitars: dreamwarper, Enea Gorè
Ambiences, tones, metals, texture: Outerlab, Ellipses, Bleeptwig, Our Forgotten Future 
Production, mastering: Bleeptwig

On concrete fields

inspire by #ztarnm 
Prod. @18centuries

#iluvu #sadseason

I'm so sick, just looking at your face
I just wanna feel love, but you don't feel the same
you wanna rip my heart, bby Imma be okay
you wanna rip my heart, bby Imma be okay

Imma do drugs, let my body decay (decay)
Imma try sum shrooms, let my body delay (delay)
Imma do drugs, let my body decay (decay)
Imma try sum shrooms, let my delay (delay)

you don't really care, but I'm fully aware
don't act stupid, I know your body secret lair 

lemme decay, lemme decay
lemme decay, jus lemme decay

lock me away, lock me away
jus lock me away
 
lock me away, lock me away
jus lock me away

you don't really love me
jus lock me away, jus lock me away

lock me away
jus lock me away, jus lock me away

(slowed)

lemme decay, jus lemme decay

lock me away, lock me away
jus lock me away

lock me away, lock me away
jus lock me away

you don't really love me
jus lock me away, jus lock me away

lock me away
jus lock me away, jus lock me away

cry (18centuries) #sadszn

When does new hope arise from the ruins of yesterday, and when does hope for the future fall apart into ruins? When does that moment come? Can we catch it, tune into it, hear it?

Adam Badí Donoval is no stranger to these stark and abandoned landscapes. Some of them were already captured on his debut album Sometimes Life Is Hard And So We Should Help Each Other (2022, The Trilogy Tapes). His approach hasn’t changed — he remains a master of sculpting frozen time, of capturing those moments when the world forgets to move forward and, with a deafening murmur, begins to gnaw at its own tail. On his second album, released by mappa, he returns to similar sonic anomalies, infused with a strong cinematic quality. His sounds erode the edges of memory and conjure situations we seem to remember, even if we’re not sure from where. A mirror where the image and the mirror wholly coincide is a seven-part series of these phantom memories.

It sounds like The Caretaker, if his ballrooms were infected by echoes drifting from Burial's late EPs. Or like The Disintegration Loops, resonating through the concrete walls and elevator shafts of socialist-era Eastern European housing blocks. Some of the raw field recordings carry the same disturbing, yet deeply vulnerable intensity of Klein’s soundscapes. Donoval is also a key figure in the community around labels like Warm Winters Ltd. — which he runs himself — as well as mappa and Mondoj.

In one track, you can hear the wail of a swampy siren, the voice of musician and singer Adela Mede. In another, there's something that resembles bells tolling across the land, strongly referencing the name of Hungarian writer László Krasznahorkai, whom Donoval mentions in the credits.

Donoval’s sonic insights are, all at once, as light as a feather drifting on the breeze — borne by a melancholic hope — and yet as heavy as the wreck of a giant ship lost in endless darkness, like a shadowed thought quietly hibernating in the subconscious. 


Special thanks to László Krasznahorkai

Composed, recorded and mixed by Adam Badí Donoval
abdonoval.bandcamp.com

Tape loops on track 2 by Nate Scheible
Vocals on track 5 by Adela Mede

Mastered by Adam Badí Donoval

Artwork by Mikalojus Konstantinas Čiurlionis (Funeral Symphony (VII), 1903)
Design by Basia Strzeżek
anothergraphic.org/basia-strzezek/
www.instagram.com/balbinka_s/

Words by Jakub Juhás / mappa
Thanks to Michaela Cagáňová

Released by mappa as MAP058 in 2025
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a song so airy it was lighter than a feather

⁠thereby losing the weightless delight of being swept along with it

substituting a solid eternity purchased with knowledge for the sweet song of participating in eternity

it was only a shadow in the mirror

that had from eternity been the same and could not be separated or cut into two

a mirror where the image and the mirror wholly coincided

⁠though the shadow nevertheless tried to separate them to separate two things

Ffm.bio/SickboySH
Locomotora Hou$e
Excesos (Estilo Insano)
SB Reign Remake
Tormenta 
SB reign Second take. 


Estilo Insano pt2

------২২৯ꯋ৻ীৗঽৎ°োোো ৰফবৱৌঢ়৩ঃেেেৌ.িিিিিહઌঅ্য্যꯋ৯২২

KNIFE PARTY LET YOUR SOUL DECAY

LYRICS:

@headshotybody
I been sleepwalkin through the cemetery rain
Drip blood on my shoes can’t wash the pain
You talk too much I hear ghosts in your veins
U see the light leave slow it’s a cold lil flame

Crows circle round like they singin my fate
Moonlight cut deep through the smoke and hate
Voices in the field say run too late
Got mud on my soul can’t clean that stain

Knife party watch the light turn gray
Shadows dancin in the fog they don’t fade
You blink once never see the same damn face
Knife party feel the pulse decay

Heart don’t beat it twitch then fade
Voices hum low in this mess I made
Steel hits ur skin like a hymn I prayed
Knife in the hand that debt gets paid

KNIFE PARTY  (prod. uglyboy)

Myr 15  B4 See You In The Sunshine

Myr 15  B3 Missing Out

​​​​༦ઇઈદદડણഽམབངདལઊ૮૯૮૯ജഡഗഗ০১১৯৩৹ઢখজিঝীએઔરષজেডধংོྀབསྖྨྨྨྒཙমঽડૄતપત∫પીત્કૂ২৸২༦༩༧༦

Curiosity and creativity are two things that make one feel alive. They reveal our individuality. Often a child is full of questions, they have freedom of expression, they play in the moment. Where did we lose that spontaneity and are there ways to rekindle that sense of freedom and enthusiasm for life?
 
Speaker: Pamela Baillie
 
Pamela has studied and practiced Raja Yoga meditation for over 40 years and found it invaluable whilst working in an international and multicultural setting. She retired some years ago, after having lived and worked in Switzerland, Japan and Australia. She now lives in SW Scotland in the relaxed setting of the Scottish Artists' Town of Kirkcudbright. She conducts meditation sessions for the community in the "meditation space"; which she has created in her home, a converted art studio.

Rekindling Curiosity and Creativity - Pamela Baillie - Thursday 23rd October 2025

How Much Longer?

HEADSHOT dead man walking

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1yvlKNtQ3hJ8gevWHjBmWz?si=25_oCiDGQYaqmV2TCSpBtw

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Intensive ambient explorations and other stories.

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Si buscas alegría, búscala en otra parte.
Si te mueve, compártelo; si no, también.
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liquid cartography
sonic wanderings

mappa.editions@gmail.com

𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟝
MAP059 Lénok - Langue of Tongue
MAP062 Kult Masek & Petr Vrba - Fumarola
MAP060 Yoichi Kamimura & Olli Aarni - Kōri no ryokō / Jäämatkailu
MAP061 Richard Hronský - Pohreb
MAP064 Areliz Ramos - B side
MAP063 Plume Gril - Unnameable Glory
MAP057 claire rousay & Gretchen Korsmo - quilted lament
MAP058 Adam Badí Donoval - a mirror where the image and the mirror wholly coincided
MAP056 fraufraulein - greater honeyguide
MAP055 - Julek ploski - Give Up Channel

𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟜
MAP053 Michaela Antalová & Adrian Myhr - Sing Nightingale
MAP051 michaela turcerová - alene et
MAP052 E/I - explicit isolation
MAP054 Lamina - Sueños acuáticos
MAP049 - Päfgens - Aspect of What
MAP050 - Henrique Vaz - De Silenti Natura
MAP048 Alley Catss - m Helux
MAP047 adaa - …img…
MAP041 Pentu - And I Saw My Devil And I Saw My Deep Blue Sea

𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟛
MAP041 Slowfoam - Worlding With Earth
MAP045 VA - Synthetic Bird Music
MAP044 Line Gate - Trap
SKUMAP002 Action Pyramid & Jack Greenhalgh - Mardle: Daily Rhythms of a Pond
046 Adela Mede - Ne L​é​pj a Vir​á​gra
043 Plume Girl - In the End We Begin
039 Forces - Chim​æ​ras
040 Rob Winstone - sifting through heaven
SKUMAP001 Lucie Vítková - Cave Acoustics
030 Symposium Musicum - Symposium Musicum

𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟚
038 Nighte - Pin down the dust
036 Kensho Nakamura - Electric Rust
037 Andrew Oda - Back To The Body
031 Baldruin - Kleine Freuden
035 CC Sorensen - Phantom Rooms
034 Alexandra Spence - a veil, the sea
033 Manja Ristić - Him, fast sleeping, soon he found In labyrinth of many a round, self​-​rolled
Grykë Pyje - The Fantastic World of Grykë Pyje
032 Atte Elias Kantonen - POP 6 SUSURRUS

𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟙
029 Grykë Pyje - Squirlich Stroll
028 Cucina Povera - Dalmarnock tapes
027 Nick Storring - Newfoundout
025 Lucia Nimcová & Sholto Dobie - DILO
026 Cheryl E. Leonard - Schism
024 Tastin Menu - Stand closer when you have something to say
023 Infant - face first in the entangled

𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟘
022 Line Gate - Apex
021 Andrew Oda - SOTTO
020 Cristián Alvear & d'incise - Bow down thine ear, I bring you glad tidings
019 Vlad Dobrovolski - Natursymphony No​.​1 — Spring Music
018 Felicity Mangan - Creepy Crawly
017 Roman Radkovič Collective - Televize
016 Olli Aarni - Mustikoita ja kissankelloja
015 Sarah Hughes - I love this city and its outlying lands
014 Sébastien Branche - Lignes de Fuite

𝟚𝟘𝟙𝟡
013 Grykë Pyje - Collision And Coalescence
VA: UŠAMI / Sound mapping camp - Gemer Gothic Route
012 IQ+1 - Conversaphone Plus

𝟚𝟘𝟙𝟠
011 Sarah Hennies - Sisters by Lenka Novosedlíková
010 Simon Whetham - Open and Closed Circles
009 MP Hopkins - Aeroplanes & Puddles

𝟚𝟘𝟙𝟟
008 Bruno Duplant, Pedro Chambel - Autofictions
007 Catriel Nievas, Sergio Merce - Pampa
006 Diatribes - Sistere
005 Line Gate - Den

𝟚𝟘𝟙𝟞
004 Sarah Hennies: Orienting Response by Cristián Alvear
003 Daniel Lercher & Vinzenz Schwab - Decrecimiento Exponencial
002 Adam Asnan - Carriers, PA
001 Jeph Jerman - 34​°​111'3"N 111​°​95'4"W

The Brahma Kumaris World Spiritual University (UK), a registered charity since 1975, opens its doors every day of the year to students from all walks of life, cultures and backgrounds to study Raja Yoga meditation. Students find that meditating in this way daily brings a lot of peace and positivity to their lives.

We also join together with many national and local organisations and diverse communities, helping to enhance the wellbeing of people in different spheres of society.

We work across the UK in more than 40 locations and are part of a network of organisations offering activities in over 110 countries. Our spiritual headquarters is in Mount Abu, in the Aravali mountain range, Rajasthan, India.

Brahma Kumaris, UK was established as a Registered Charity in 1975 and charges no fees for any of its activities, being funded by voluntary contributions.

Registered Charity No: England & Wales (269971) and Scotland (SC040512).

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