Tarnished, given life by grace…

Lyrics:

I have become something that ive always despised 
God just might cut my wings the devils on the rise
I have become something that ive always despised
I could have done something but i let fate decide 

I let fate decide 
I hate this life 
Ive let out all my sacred cries 
Have faith in my 
Irate desire 
To kill off everyone the great divide 

No sanctum 
I have no sanctum
Yeah i need leaning columns be installed in my atrium 
Beside the seated golem beings thralling my great tomb
I need bb robins when im under my gravestone at last

I have become something that ive always despised 
God just might cut my wings the devils on the rise
I have become something that ive always despised
I could have done something but i let fate decide 

Decaying are my memories 
Ive bled out all extremities 
Beware i told my enemies 
Prepare now for the severing 
I fade away like every day 
But hold onto the bitter things 
I chase away like every thing 
That ever fuckin meant something to me

I have become something that ive always despised 
(To me… you meant something to me…)
God just might cut my wings the devils on the rise
(To me… you meant something to me…)
I have become something that ive always despised
(To me… you meant something to me…)
I could have done something but i let fate decide 
(To me… you meant something to me…)

Yeah i late fate decide
Yeah i late fate decide…

Let Fate Decide (prod. smerklide)

Feel my essence, a real misconception…

Lyrics:
On my death bed 
Feel my essance
A real misconception 
All this fucking pain keep on feeding my depression 

on my deathbed
feel my presence
Just Yield thy weapon 
Let my blood drain leaking out all of my aggression

Im on my death bed 
Come and feel my essance
Im frail and decrepit 
Every night i pass away and resurrected
For death im destined 
Put me down inside a casket 
Sleeping with all of the maggots
With no one around they’re becoming my best friends 

Destroy my grave just desecrate 
And take my soul for heavens sake 
Feel like a ghost so desolate 
Everybody knows im always depressed as shit 
The mold is growing in my brain 
Im croaking over from the pain
Decaying slowly turning gray 
I just pray the lorddddd my soul to take

My soul to take… 
My soul to take!!!
I just pray the lord my soul to take…

On my death bed 
Feel my essance
A real misconception 
All this fucking pain keep on feeding my depression 

on my deathbed
feel my presence
Just Yield thy weapon 
Let my blood drain leaking out all of my aggression

On my death bed 
Feel my essance
A real misconception 
All this fucking pain keep on feeding my depression 

on my deathbed
feel my presence
Just Yield thy weapon 
Let my blood drain leaking out all of my aggression

Death Bed (prod. kynareth)

Im Hopeless/Helpless… 

Lyrics:
Ive always been so hopeless… 
I hope you know im helpless…
Hopeless…
Helpless…
Aye
Aye
Aye
Aye

Ive always been so hopeless 
I hope you know im helpless
Hopeless
Helpless 
I mope until im selfish 

Im so overzealous 
Let the devils tounge compel us
Hopeless 
Helpless 
I cope inside my shell bitch

There i go forget again 
I cant hold my head up yet 
I guess you dont know what you want until its gone and never comes again 

Dare i go and care again 
Im pullin out my hair again
Now Watch me eat the fuckin barrel pray to god that i wont feel again

Why am i so hated 
Always isolated 
Growing vampire fangs 
Fire lance on my waist 
Watch me dance on your grave 
Buried off lovers lane

Always stuck complainin 
Give a fuck what youre saying 
Cause all your fans go away 
And your plans go to waste 
Ima prance on em
slaughter all the lambs in my way

But I dont know whats next for me 
So back and forth i wrestle with my demons unsuccessfully 
I feel them closing next to me 
Pressure fills my head i like to feel the real intensity 
It lests me know that im alive and im not in a fever dream 

Ive always been so hopeless 
I hope you know im helpless
Hopeless
Helpless 
I mope until im selfish 

Im so overzealous 
Let the devils tounge compel us
Hopeless 
Helpless 
I cope inside my shell bitch

Hopeless/Helpless (prod. mauler)

Grown on my own…

Lyrics:
Metamorphosis grown on my own 
I have no place to call home 
I wont forget im all alone 
The torment weighing on my soul
Metamorphosis grown cold i know 
I dont wanna let you go 
I dont exist i wont get close
To any of you fucking clones 

Im broken cant replace me nadda 
Frozen stuck i cant break out of 
Golden clutches brace me down 
Behold one fucking great big clown 

Display me out for everyone to see 
Perfect example of what not to be 
Still bleeding out impale my hands and feet
Blood is raining down on everyone but me

Replace me now im one big fuck up
I see the face of everyone im stuck on
Erase me now embrace it
I will break you down just face it 
Your stuck on me  

Metamorphosis grown on my own 
I have no place to call home 
I wont forget im all alone 
The torment weighing on my soul

Im like Fuck it kick the bucket 
Ive got nothing left but ruckus
In my mind cant fucking function 
Out of sight from ale consumption
Pale and white im frail and broken 
Paralyzed i fear emotions 
Bare in mind im barely coping
And those pair of eyes like staring oceans

Baby wont you come and sit right next me
i just wanna let my spirit breathe 
I face the light i chase the ecstasy 
Now take my life and lay down next to me
Next to me… 
Next to me… 
Now take my life and lay down next to me

Metamorphosis grown on my own 
I have no place to call home 
I wont forget im all alone 
The torment weighing on my soul
Metamorphosis grown cold i know 
I dont wanna let you go 
I dont exist i wont get close
To any of you fucking clones

Metamorphosis (prod. inkivi)

Stuck deep in despair…

Lyrics:
Know I know i know i know 
That im deep in despair
Know i know i know i know 
I know i know i know i know
That no one compares
Know i know i know i know 
I know i know i know i know
That im deep im despair 
Know i know i know i know 
I know i know
That nobody cares

know i know i know i know 
That im deep im despair 
Growing colder been freezing over 
Decaying fucking croaking over 
You know im a smoker decomposer 
I might have a heart attack
My lungs collapse 
From smoking all these rillo packs 
When i roll up know i double that 
Always smoking face em back to back 
Every day i keep on chasing death
I can feel his presence hold my breath
Now watch me raise the dead just do thy dance 
I sold my soul satan 
Lets praise him 
Now lets praise him
Lets praise him 
Sold my soul to satan


Now i know that she dont care 
wanna blow my brains out everywhere
I Cant feel a thing im well aware 
theres no fixing left in disrepair 
Watch me tie the rope up kick the chair 
Right Before my death i say prayer 
Hoping i will go to heaven but baby i will never see you there 
We dont compare

Know I know i know i know 
That im deep in despair
(We dont compare)
Know i know i know i know 
I know i know i know i know
(We dont compare) 
That no one compares
(Kick the chair)
Know i know i know i know 
I know i know i know i know
That im deep im despair 
(We dont compare)
Know i know i know i know 
I know i know
That nobody cares
(Now watch me kick the chair)

Despair (prod. mkblue)

Dont leave me like this…

Lyrics:
Bitch
Dont leave me like this 
Cant seem to fight this 
my demons like this 
Feedin off the hatred
I dont play no games bitch
Bleeding outta my wrists 
It dont even make sense
Pain is what will make us 

Bitch 
Dont leave me like this 
She treat me like shit 
With no reason i guess 
She just wanna see me dead
Isolate from my friends 
I aint leaving my bed 
All alone in my head 
Until i take my last breath 

I dont wanna wake up
Dont wanna say nun
Smoke until the days done 
I cant only face one 
Lungs filled all way up
I Cant feel my face bruh 
Numb but ion give a fuck 
Cause ion wanna feel to much

Death 
Dont leave me im 
Begging for you 
Realign my penance
Read a sentence 
Seen a skeleton cant see no eyes
I relish in his presence 
And embellished in the evil im
Repelling no repentance 
Feel the severance 
Deceiving all you peasants 
So irrelevant 
Your jealous of the people i 
Rebel against 
No reverence 
I revel with my demons 
Cast a spell bitch ima necromancer
With the Children of cathedral 
And if She come back from hell im finna reprimand her
Leave her Tethered to a tree
divine bliss

Bitch
Dont leave me like this 
Cant seem to fight this 
my demons like this 
Feedin off the hatred
I dont play no games bitch
Bleeding outta my wrists 
It dont even make sense
Pain is what will make us 

Bitch 
Dont leave me like this 
She treat me like shit 
With no reason i guess 
She just wanna see me dead
Isolate from my friends 
I aint leaving my bed 
All alone in my head 
Until i take my last breath 

Dont leave me like this 
Cant seem to fight this 
All alone in my head
With no reason i guess
She just wanna see me dead…

Like This (prod. cardo)

Loneliness bas followed me my whole life… Im gods lonely man…

Lyrics:
Im done getting up 
Im done pickin myself up 
Need you to come and release me 
From my head had enough 
Ive had enough myself baby just come and deceive me 
No i dont give a fuck 
Dont really want no one else baby just come and convince me 
That i am good enough 
Worthy of love and affection baby come and protect me my love 

Come and protect me my love 
Baby come and caress me i know im depressing but 
I need more than trust 
I need your love and affection leave no room for a question my love 

My love
My dove 
Why you leaving a dent in my heart 
My arms 
cutting open dissecting my scars 
Die hard 
Show emotion projecting 
Thats why no one respects me 
But im only protecting my heart

Mirror mirror on the wall
Tell if im gonna make out or if i gotta fake it all 
Cause if im gonna take this fall 
I might as well just give up now like kurt cobain ill blow my brains on the wall

My Love (prod. timmy)

Dug my life deep into the ground…

Lyrics:
watch me turn it around 
Turn it around turn it around 
I dug my life deep into the ground 
Theres no way out i cant figure it out…

Been decomposing in dis bitch 
Yuh
Yuh
Been decomposing in dis bitch 
Yuh
Yuh
Yuh 
Yuh 
Yuh

Now sit back watch me turn it around 
Turn it around turn it around 
I dug my life deep into the ground 
Theres no way out i cant figure it out 
I beg your pardon? No talking me down
You better watch your mouth i might air you out 
Deep in your coffin buried around  
My side of town underneath the ground 
Just fuck around and find out

Im tryna figure it out 
Head spinning around cant figure it out 
Look in my eyes they’re shimmering now 
Lights flickering out mind withering down 
I Feel like jesus christ life pinning me down 
The Lights simmering down a bright figure surrounds
Around my sacrifice knife bleedin me out 
The slice give me a smile my vices ring a sound 
My sins are pacified 
Death figured me out he casted out a spell 
Condemned being compelled
To my own chariot ride 
Heaven where i dwell depression is withheld three sevens written down 
Desecrate my holy site

Resurrect the next day 
Flippin to the next page
Everybody followin me feel like lifes a lets play
Im Shaking off these fucking shackles like no bitch i cant stay
There aint no one that compares to me in every which way 
Lil bitch you better stay away from me i keep a switchblade
If i see you come around ill stick it in your rib cage 
I gotta get these feelings out dont think nobody gets me
And lately life been going south too focused on what death brings

Now sit back watch me turn it around 
Turn it around turn it around 
I dug my life deep into the ground 
Theres no way out i cant figure it out 
I beg your pardon? No talking me down
You better watch your mouth i might air you out 
Deep in your coffin buried around  
My side of town underneath the ground 
Just fuck around and find out

Turn it around turn it around 
I dug my life deep into the ground 
Theres no way out i cant figure it out 
I beg your pardon? No talking me down
You better watch your mouth i might air you out 
Deep in your coffin buried around  
My side of town underneath the ground 
Just fuck around and find out

Just fuck around and find out…
Just fuck around and find out…

Turn It Around (prod. ratcave)

Im still the same old me… 

Lyrics:
The Same old me 
Im still same old me  
One last attempt 
To stop the pain homie

The Same old me 
Im still same old me 
I bask in everything that weighs on me  

The same old me 
Im still same old me 
One last attempt 
To stop the pain homie 

The same old me 
Im still the same old me 
My last breath taken while im hanging off a tree

I lash out at everybody close to me 
Might blackout again if you get close to me 
Im broken see 
I let emotions leak 
I did my best to be everything im supposed be

Did way too many drugs i planned it 
Start to panic 
Eyes start rolling inside manic 
A slide show starts going in my head showing me all the damage
My death caused to friends and family 
I forgot they wont forget me 
Im so rotten selfish 
Spot in hell for me 
Eternal damning 

For my sins I deserve branding 
Before my wings are clipped be weary 
Of my shameless gift to talk my way out of what you are planning 

I cant stand this shit youre all same 
So fake be your own man and 
Stay inside your lane 
You lame 
Where not the same my soul has vanished

Same Old Me (prod. inkivi)

Shoutout Harold 

Lyrics: 

I done lost my head 
Im a dead man walking 
I dont leave the bed 
I just fail to often 

I done lost my head 
Now Im a dead man walking 
I dont leave the bed 
Cause i just fail to often

I done lost my head 
Lay me in my coffin 
No I dont care to live 
I should weigh my options 
Theres no point in this 
Without love i lost it 
Damn the road ahead 
Seems so grim and boxed in 
I took one to the head
Ive set my plans in motion 
No please dont you forget 
When i am dead and gone
Dont leave me on the steps 
I know i reap whatever i plant 
Wont grow with bleakness ever again
Im lying 
Seek death everyday 
Yeah Im trying

Yeah im trying… 

Yeah im trying…

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