Day 7 of #30daysofbravejoy

'Wisdom Runs Deepest' 

I recorded this 2 years ago in more of a pro studio (with 2 mics one for my guitar too), it's incredible to hear how my voice has changed since then. How my voice carries my experiences right through it and into the world. What a magical instrument. I am forever grateful for my voice and I vow to cherish and share it as long as I can. This song is an oldie, but it couldn't resonate more right now. "Life she lets me fall so I can feel her" - and that's it isn't it. Life is a bunch of feelings, without those what kind of life would it be, so as heart wrenching as some of them are, they are what make us so human. Oh how we move in cycles, one to another, same same but different. 

I am recording and releasing an acoustic song every day for the next 30 days! Completely wild I know. But I already feel a relief knowing in 30 days I will of had the deepest cleanse, by un-hoarding these songs so i can feel more free within and keep writing. I also sense that at the end of the 30 days there will be a bunch of these that I will want to make into an EP. So if there is on you love let me know!

This is an act of brave joy, for myself and in deep honour of my beautiful mothers life that she lost in June 2024.

You can read and hear more about it over on my Instagram and Tiktok @camillasadaghna where I will be sharing stories and behind the scenes over the next month.

Also if you would like an MP3 download of the song, you can donate here and I'll email it to you. (so don't forget to pop your email in) This supports me directly without a middle man.

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All my wild brave love
Camilla x

Wisdom Runs Deepest

All I Saw Was Some Shadow (demo)

Everything Fades Away In The End (work in progress_impro)

Hope You'll Die (demo)

Demo

Day 11 of #30daysofbravejoy - 'Hats' 

I am recording and releasing an acoustic song every day for the next 30 days! 
This is an act of brave joy, for myself and in deep honour of my beautiful mothers life that she lost in June 2024.

You can read and hear more about it over on my Instagram and Tiktok (just posting an acapella and a lil story with this one) @camillasadaghna where I will be sharing stories and behind the scenes over the next month.

Also if you would like an MP3 download of the song, you can donate here and I'll email it to you. (so don't forget to pop your email in) This supports me directly without a middle man.

book.stripe.com/9AQ9DN97UgoM3843cn

All my wild brave love
Camilla x

Hats

I've been experimenting with EDM-music lately and this is my latest track. It's also the first song that I release :) For me the song got like a late 90's vibe to it, hope you'll enjoy it. Lots of Love // tove

Tear Us Apart (demo)

Can’t be
Don’t be
Won’t be
What if
Are you happy now

Morality is so subjective
 And baby so are you
It’s impossible to notice
Oh, you were so misunderstood

And not from your perspective
Everyone else around you
Love the praises, all those faces
Take your mask off
I know, I know
It's way too much to show for you 

God forbid any misstep
Am I digging my own grave
Step all over my words when
Nobody’s in sight

Forgive me
I didn’t notice
I guess you were right
I was lost in a daze
forgive me
you were right when
you said that I’m no good for you

My mind’s not yours and you’ll never be me
How can you be so sure of every damn thing, I feel
It seems as though I still live rent-free
In your mind, checking every corner to see
Some memories will never be free
I'm left with pieces that belong to nobody
A product of a mould that made me
Are you proud of all that you made me feel



Are you happy now ? (DEMO)

[COVER] The Chase Hearts2Hearts X FLO (English Demo & Korean Original Remix)
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The Chase - Hearts2Hearts & FLO (English Demo & Original Remix) [COVER]

Go viral this summer

If You Say Yes (Original Demo Song)

Darkness Found Us Again (kinda bluesy song demo)

Photographs (demo John S Graves)

Our Present Is Our Past
 I used to wake up
 Too late 
For everything
 There was not enough coffee
 To make me move
 I used to forget
 Your names, your faces
 Was there a bond
 A connection ?

 Wish it wasn't so easy
 To forget what we loved ?
 We moved with the clouds
 We found our paradise

 I used to like this town
 It was the nest of my dreams
 I don't regret anything
 Bit I do miss
 Some things

 You don't have to forgive me
 But please don't minimize our time together
 I'll miss this place until it's torn to pieces

Our Present Is Our Past (demo John S Graves)

DEMO. Wrote this during the election. (Prod.BlackSurfer)

Apolitical bitch part 2

When I Was A Singer (JSG demo)

In Between Two Dreams -- Demo vers 02

I'm no producer - a bit of a composer, and a singer in progress.

-- My demos are just ideas that need shaping -- 

If you're willing to help out with any of my demos, have any advice, or just wanna' chat -> my X DM's are always open.

John S. Graves: lead vocal, rhythm guitar, lyrics, artwork
Matt Shady Cat: synthesizers, violin, programming
Lori Pearlson: reverbed guitar, drums & pads, backing vocals, keyboards

R I T U A L   A R T I S T 
Singer/Songwriter/Producer/DJ 

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Co-Mamma of ALTAR  - a sober underworld of dance and sound for the electronic music obsessed

ALTAR : The Rave Room (Sober rave)
Ambient Altar Afters (AAA)  Sound Meditations ALTAR
The Rave Room Ritual  (RRR) -  Virtual/IRL + Digital Ritual Kit

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