a sad, downtempo track with piano chord leads

album art by me

Golden Tears

What's Lost is Lost

(lyrics)
as im sinking deep into this couch, can u hold me
got a couple close friends, they dont even know me
got a couple real friends, i think they’re my homies
soz for leaving early, lately i been busy

once i thought it over, i realize u dont control me
yes im in a bad mood
oh you know im sorry
we know im a bad dude //
im watching from the nose bleeds
i ain mean to hurt u
i just thought u were

ur stressing me out leave right now
leave right noww
staring at the groundd
everything fell out

workin all day
im becoming someone, that even my bitch
hate
im here to stay
u wanted me then, its too late

as im sinking deep into this couch, can u hold me
got a couple close friends, they dont even know me
got a couple real friends, i think they’re my homies
soz for leaving early, lately i been busy

bottle service (caves)

Till den jag älskar

Russ Type Beat - "Uncomfortable"

LYRICS:
 watch right unknown its not the same 
this world is known for nothing,but you belong to a better place 
i forgot to runaway so you end up hiding me 
completelty out of your place and now its following 
so i so i forget and forgive
commanding your little mind like some hypnosis can't sleep, and I'm deprived 
its so overrated 

so long i don't care why you running from me 
i know it's all in my head but we were bound to meet

Not the same (prod.taymxru)

🦇 ݁˖  ݁𖥔 . Nothing to lose - Trip // slowed + loop

lies

Glass Skies

emo (prod.sorrow bringer)

beat by Maxi Beatz

lyrics : 
[hook 2x]
(eyes , eyes) it was always your eyes
eyes eyes , and i never realized 
eyes eyes ,everyday i fucking miss them
eyes eyes , im sorry for everytime

her every single sentence comin to my fuckin brain
like a broken looped cassette , it plays but it never ends
wanted to like another one , but i guess i could never change
im stuck in this reminisce and , i hope someday that it breaks
to break a promise is the hardest when you promised to yourself
you can be in a building on fire , but you're burning's not for hell
for when the building Catches fire , you already burnt your skin
my fuckin livin damn retired , the moment that you fuckin left ...
then i was dead to you in mind , you was dead to me in heart
but no matter how much i fucking tried , you was always there in thoughts
then i was chasing the butterflies , addicted to these sloppy rhymes
my verses were about you and , you was my only memoir 
and i know i made some mistakes , im sorry for each and every one
If i could get a chance again id retake but it is done
i wrote the "final" and the second , knowing i am never done 
everyone got their darkest secrets , and my darkest was your eyes , (Im sorry)

[hook 2x]
(eyes , eyes) it was always your eyes
eyes eyes , and i never realized 
eyes eyes ,everyday i fucking miss them
eyes eyes , im sorry for everytime

stuck in a nothingness , nothing let goes nothing stays  
nothing was and once nothing is , no rhyme but the rhythm kicks  
nothing vibrates but music plays , aint no rules that make a sense  
the calmness in the brightest abyss , am i dead now ? is this it ?  
the numbness in a sense , but minus the pain leavin , it stays  
like you’re climbing the Everest  , nothing gets easier but head'll rest  
im just stuck in the reminisce . repeating everything that i ever did  
i cant walk but i cant just rest , just stuck in this hollowness  
a time paradox whiten itself , it ends yet starts again
Things i wished and never gained , for a change causes dangerous a wreck
im at the lowest i ever been , still drowning in these sins
i tried to fight it but it punches back , the only way up is to accept
so im sorry for my deeds , cause a sinner sins again
this is me as i write with the pen , i bleed my feelings through its ink
i never could've ever guessed , i'd be sorry for everything
And like a fire that burns a way , regrets will never heal

[hook 2x]
(eyes , eyes) it was always your eyes
eyes eyes , and i never realized 
eyes eyes ,everyday i fucking miss them
eyes eyes , im sorry for everytime

Eyes

“in it for da cash" prod santana ON ALL PLATS RN 

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braindead rap music

I'm experimenting in different genres, and I also make soundtracks; open to honest feedback

I feel lonely, cause the people I want don't really want me - Scar
https://soundcloud.com/real_scar/want-me?si=8ffd869234934e0b9d1392ada586d3e8&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing


Enjoy :)

DJ & Producer from Paris, France. Focusing on House Music and Rap.

Youtube : https://www.youtube.com/@Den69699

i want you to feel what i feel...(i may or may not be roger frfr)

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