#scfirst
Produced by @chained2

@51five
I Feel Trapped , I'm Tryn Run
But I Can't , Can't Get Up
I Feel Trapped , I Try2 Run
But I Can't , I Feel Stuck
I Bn Falling, Can't Get Up
I Wish I Just Spent more Time, With Us
Like a Bug, I'm Not Worth Very Much
Talk 2Me and I'll Call your Bluff
Wish I woke Up To you Calling Me, But I Won't and it Suck
Wish You Woke up Next2Me, But you Don't Anymore and it Suck
And Now I Don't Have any Love
Honestly, I Don't Have much At All
Honestly, Wish that You Cared Enough
2Give me a Second To Talk
Give Me a Second to Talk.
For a Second can you Not,
Ignore me Like you Always Do. 
I Need a Second Shot

It's 2Much I Still Wish, 
You Still Had, Love For Me
It's 2Much, It's 2Much
I Need you, You Need Me
I Ain't Shit and You See, That's why You Ain't With Me
I Know that it's Fucked up, But I Wish I Was what You Need
I Know that it's Fucked Up, But it's Reality For Me
I Just Fucking Want you, But I Know That it's Hurting Me
I Know it Don't make Sense, But it's just how it's Gonna Be
That just How it's Gonna Be.
Gonna B.

I Feel Trapped , I'm Tryn Run
But I Can't , Can't Get Up
I Feel Trapped , I Try2 Run
But I Can't , I Feel Stuck
I Bn Falling, Can't Get Up
I Wish I Just Spent more Time, With Us
Like a Bug, I'm Not Worth Very Much
Talk 2Me and I'll Call your Bluff
Wish I woke Up To you Calling Me, But I Won't and it Suck
Wish You Woke up Next2Me, But you Don't Anymore and it Suck
And Now I Don't Have any Love
Honestly, I Don't Have much At All
Honestly, Wish that You Cared Enough
2Give me a Second To Talk
Give Me a Second to Talk.
For a Second can you Not,
Ignore me Like you Always Do. 
I Need a Second Shot

I'm Not Feeling Clean, I'm UnFixable
I Cannot Stop Thinking About Her, it's Irresistible
Like I'm Not Living. Am I? This Life's Unlivable
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I Want You in My Life, The Happiness You'd Bring.

I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.

Trapped (Chained2)

Never to be together

sometimes it feels like i don't deserve to be happy

Some random track i made while in a shitty mood + inspo from sewerslvt

Isamu Kataroji

Угасая в героиновых грезах
Проваливаясь в глубокий сон 
Ты глядишь на меня через зеркало 
Я так тобой поражён 

И я тварями теми сожран 
Что гнездятся на потолке 
Твои крики сжигают лесные массивы
Твои мысли отравляют реки 

Засыпаю в холодной постели
Просыпаюсь в холодном поту
Эта ругань за тонкими стенами 
Дышит эхом металлических труб

Твоя жизнь - как игра в рулетку 
Экзистенциальный ужас и тлен 
Ты обитатель другой планеты 
По ошибке захваченный в плен
_______________________________________

Мой священый Грааль 
Я хочу чтоб ты знал 
Я так много надежд упускал

Мой кровавый графин 
мой раскаянный плачь 
Никому не позволю отдать 

Я так долго искал
Я всю кожу сорвал 
Чтоб взглянуть на тебя один раз 

Твоя жизнь - моя смерть 
Твоё счастье - мой грех 
Твои кости - мой амулет

Я истерзан, избит, но я помню тот мир 
Он как колом посажен в груди 
Мои шрамы - твой стон 
Твоя память - мой сон
Среди сотни надгробных плит

Амулет [prod. RASPAD2002]

all suns collapse

Я не буду работать, можешь не заставлять меня, никогда..

htc_2014

so sorry, so long
я опять одинок
what is could, was done

я хотел бы еще
с кем-то быть, не в соло
не могу ничего
нету сил, im alone

will i be ever to speak
I don't want anything
мне не хватало любви
из-за нее пуст внутри

sign crushes motorist shotout im feel alone

SELF HARM

old demo
i dont remember how or when i did it

on_the_roof

emotional_lability

headache

fall asleep forever

groundhog_day

stop_it_please

album out now🏳️‍⚧️

https://soundcloud.com/ennui-622709225 💜

discord: passivity

d͚̻̏͂e͡p̨͗ͩͣ̃̊̃̍ͣ͡ȑ̇̐̈́ͯ̽͏̘̗̭̞̙͉͝é̢̖̠̠̋̂ṣ̸̞̣͍s͖̟͇̺̥̰̟͍̫͚̊̃̑ͪͬ̆̅̉̈́̚̕͜i̡̭̮̕v̝̩͔̪͠e͊ͦͫ̿̍ͭ̈ͧ͐̈̌̿̑҉͎̤̖̼̱͔̙̞̹͎̣̻͕͠ ͐ͤ̎ͧ̆ͣ̎̍͗ͭ͂͑͊ͫ̚eĺ̛̕e̩͙̹̼͇̰̙̖̼̳̲͊ͨ͛͛̋ͮ̑ͧͪ͒͂̋̄ͅͅc҉̴͙͇ṫ̶̹̮͖̝̬̲̰̰̰̬̦ͦ͂ͭ̉̈̊̆͑ͩͬ̀̚͟ͅŗͭ̇͆̑̂̄͏͎̝̯͖̞͕ó̴̞͇̼̞̤̠n͘͢i̷̛̙̦̱͉͔̟͓͚̳̳ͣ̆̍̂̑ͦ̌ͫ̔̐̔͝ͅc̪̦͇͍̯̺͇̰̮͉̳̲̾ͩ̅̐̅ͨ̎̋̋̒̈̎

life ,
🇨🇦
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