cry of fear inspired me to make that moment to you. I still remember the game and some context, Sophie is another icon to the song.


Lyrics;

i heard you in the sirens
in the click of the door
you weren’t real
but i loved you more.

Steps echo on frozen tile
The city’s face never smiled
Mirrors lie, but they still see
The monster looks a lot like me

Messages lost in broken phones
You wrote: “don’t go too deep”
but I was drowning in my sleep
Tried to patch myself with hope

Can you hold a shadow tight?
If I scream, will I feel light?
You said, “you’re not alone”
but your warmth is just a dial tone

Every hallway speaks my fear
I trace regret in graffiti tears
The dolls smile wide—plastic grace
but none of them wear your face

If I vanish in the snow
please forget what you don’t know
Just a save point never reached
just a love
that glitched and breached.

longing (prod. kinsei)

Based in Andrey Emelyannikov's case bc I met him before his death. It's my story too, he always seemed cheerful and sad at the same time.


Lyrics; 

(я не слышу)

you walked into my sorrow
and smiled like nothing bled
do you know what it’s like
to be beautiful when dead?

My voice, stitched into curtains red
You heard it, but you ran instead
The mirrors cracked when I looked back
At the girl I was before the black

"you killed him, you killed yourself w/ a saw and never said goodbye, where are you now?
the last thing you sent was a link to a song called twilight Innocence from novembers doom in 2017."
"Отключаю телефон и меня больше не достать.
 А мне так похуй, что ты скажешь про меня, пока."

Chalk outlines drawn in dreamscape halls
You stepped over them—ignored my calls
But I still dance where silence bleeds
Tied to vengeance and your needs

Candles lit for girls in white
But none of them will hold me right
You saw the blood, you saw the shrine
But never heard this soul of mine

dead voices (prod. evacry)

Our debut track—an unapologetic dive into the gut-punch of betrayal. No healing arc, no closure—just the sharp edge of being lied to and left to feel it all.

This isn’t a symbol of moving on—it’s a reflection of reliving, yearning, and mourning. It’s about sitting in the truth of what happened and making something loud out of it. For anyone who's ever been hollowed out by someone they let too close.

Thanks for listening to our first release. More soon. A love letter to violence in the 505.

the beauty of betrayal

trying something new
Dedicated to 2 of my best Australian friends (TY Asdune and Yorak)

---verse---
covered up my own terror dismay
no words can help me get up and pray
im stuck in a constant decay
i need someone i can easily prey

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

---verse---
smoking pot every damn second, wishing i was dead
smoking cigarettes with my only true friend
we've both been hurt by the peers around us
we've both deserve to find our ends

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
WE WILL END THIS TOGETHER

38york

monarchy is so last yr lol. (prod. deville)

Scene Kids E Satanismo

did in 30 min, drinking coffee and overthinking.
sorry 4 changing song genres.

lyrics;

I am a social reject, just a forgotten face
depressive thoughts they fill my empty bowl
I try to change but it's all in vain
I've tried to find my place

in a world that doesn't care 
in my lonely room
my social life's a joke and I'm just the worst
I stare at the screen, lose the game

no one sees my scars
I'm on my last breath, I'm so negative
embracing loser status 
monster energy to wake up

locked in, in a week
boys get the fuck out
where's my future promised?
I'm sure I'm gonna be six feet under! x_X
ye !!

will you laugh at me(?)
like the flowers bloom, my head will blow out
a shot in the dark, right in time
dark messy hair w/ round brown eyes

I am a social reject, just a forgotten face
depressive thoughts they fill my empty bowl
I try to change but it's all in vain
I've tried to find my place

in a world that doesn't care 
in my lonely room ^-^


social reject (prod. jewelerbeats)


instrumental by MegaAttack1987


lyrics;

Always (always) at my shows (my shows)
It's a boy (it's a) I don't know (don't know)
With blue hair (blue hair) and brown eyes
With white skin and small thighs
And small thighs, in my head
I don't know what I said
he said hi, I said yo
he said he liked my rock music
And after that, I don't know
I'm trying to remember
And after that, I don't know
I'm trying to remember
And after that, I don't know
I'm trying to remember
It went something a lot like (this)
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
So annoying, used for sex
I just really want some rest
Hopefully they know how I feel
If only I could see what they did see in me
And now I wanna be like him, him
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out

BOYS GTFO!! (xo_willow)

Sample from VGHS S1 EP2 
Law: i dont mean to pry, bri-guy, but, uh 
are you okay what are you doing here?
Brian d: uhhh just getting some air
Law: you were gonna throw ur gear out werent you 
Brian d: i dunno... vghs is a little bit different than i thought. chiba and hanzo just kinda feel out of place
Law: brian look. who are we talking about here? your gear? or you? (or you)

I was new at school, headset low
Didn’t know a soul, kept it on the low
She walked by me, AR on lock
Said “you're late,” with a laugh and a mock

We split a canned pizza before the bell 
Tasted like lag, but she wore it well 
She had gold skins, I had base loadouts
But she picked me first when the teams got scouted (when the dreams got clouded… oh.)
|
She said "cover me"... and I swear I froze
Heartbeat louder than the shots we chose
No medkit, no strat, no clutch to trust
But I’d lose every match just to sit with us

I’m not top rank, not varsity cool
But she laughed at my jokes, and that bent the rules
It’s not game love, it’s the lunch bell ring
Talkin bout nothin... but it felt like a thing
|
We played after class, deathmatch turned deep
She told me her dreams while the squad was asleep
Said her dad’s too strict, coach rides her too tough
She wins every match, but it’s never enough

I told her I get it, my pressure’s the same
Freeze in my chest when I boot up the game
She smiled real small, nudged my uh side
Said, “you’re weird, and so shy” 
And I just said “...I…” 
...and I just said.

She said "cover me"... and I swear I froze
Heartbeat louder than the shots we chose
No medkit, no strat, no clutch to trust
But I’d lose every match just to sit with us

I’m not top rank, not varsity cool
But I held her grief like a loaded tool
It’s not game love, it’s the lunch bell ring
Talkin bout nothin... but it meant everything
|
Late night queue, just me and her tag
No words for five rounds, didn’t even lag
I typed “you good?” she typed back “yeah”
But her loadout changed and her voice went rare

No final match, no hero scene
Just me in the dark with a broken screen
If love’s a raid, I missed the ping
But I’d still revive her for anything
|
She said "cover me"... and I swear I froze
Heartbeat louder than the shots we chose
No medkit, no strat, no clutch to trust
But I’d lose every match just to sit with us

I’m not top rank, not varsity cool
But she changed my game, made me break my rule
It’s not game love, it’s the lunch bell ring 
She logged off quiet… and left everything

Game Over (But Not Us) VGHS

lessthanthree (DethTech cover)

METASPLOIT SESSIONS, ALL IN VAIN

LYRICS:
i just wanna brute ur trust  
hashcat crack you, if I must  
decrypt the fire in your core  
til your heart returns a 200 OK or more  
x2

your SSL was self signed too  
just like every promise you withdrew  
the handshakes felt so insecure  
man in the middle love, never pure  
x2

i’m running scans through empty halls  
your silence is the loudest call  
every exploit meets a wall  
guess love’s the hardest to install  
x1

metasploit sessions, all in vain  
reverse shell echoing your name  
burp suite logs to the lies we spoke   
proxying trust through every joke
x2

ur traceroute leads me through the past  
hops of hurt, TTL too fast  
i curl my feelings to your door  
but u return a 403, nothing more  
x1

i tried so hard to fix what’s broken  
but some things just won’t respond  
all these words between us spoken  
fade away and feel so wrong  
X2

i’m tracing memories  
like shadows in my dreams 
they slip right through my hands  
sometimes love is just out of reach 

i’m tracing memories 
like shadows in my dreams 
they slip right through my hands  
no matter how you try to stand

tracing memories

original song by DethTech 
cover by me (MANGLED)

lyrics by DethTech:

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

DethTech - twenty one (brainrot cover)

(luvroxu)
twist my words and make it hurt
i hate you all no fucking worth
all i am is negative
to you im better off not here

(lil bowika)
Coração quebrado por você, despedaçado por mim
Odeio essa maldição, sem solução em fim

aceitei essa negatividade em mim
debuff por morar longe de voce, dropando lean

Se cortando e diluindo xanax na soda quente
Guaraná me engorda, mente doente, eu tô decadente

Me afogo em pelúcias e glitter no chão
Scene girl do lado, faca na mão

Coração quebrado por você, despedaçado por mim
Odeio essa maldição, sem solução em fim

aceitei essa negatividade em mim
debuff por morar longe de voce, dropando lean


Negative - luvroxu x Lil Bowika (wujek)

SURRENDERED TO YOUR WILL W/ OVER .D

i rlly don’t even know what to call this. (prod. beats by hills)

sample: dethtech - backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

paranoid

this is femcelcore legit ‼️



lyrics;

everyday I'm more obsessed w/ you
I’m haunted by someone I never knew
warning me the self I lost may never be found.

would she recognize my face?
I'm haunted by your stare
owl eyes watching from the trees
blonde hair falling like a distant dream

the owls still circling, a nightmarish scene
this obsession breaks me, tears along the seam
the mirror reminds me of things I forget
a goddamn porcelain face

fix4tion (prod. traumaticbonds)

produced by pinkshouj0, Haruh1ng
written and performed by Haruh1ng

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Don't say my name
I don't want you to talk to me
Not a single ounce of company from you
Don't say my name
I don't want you to talk to me
I don't even want to see your face again

[Chorus]
Oh, how did I end up with you
you're a monster I'm glad we're through
Insanity was when I'm with you
your true colours are visible
You threatened me, threatened me, GO!
I've always known but don't wanna go
In shambles, pushing me to the edge
I've always knew that this was the end

[Verse 2]
I stayed in line 
but you were the one who crossed the line
I don't wanna hear your fucking lies, this time
You're out of time
you never seem to fail to let me down
taking cover where the sun don't shine, away from you

[Chorus]
Oh, how did I end up with you
you're a monster I'm glad we're through
Insanity was when I'm with you
It's critical, collapsing to the floor
You threatened me, threatened me, GO!
I've always known but don't wanna go
In shambles, pushing me til the end, I've always knew that this was the end

done with u

i make whatever i wanna create * art is art

wave form manipulator

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