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Parasites Collide

I Have To Talk In Code Because People Are Watching Me

Song, master by HIK4RI, Prod. NiA, Feat. Akhimei

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/ytBfngmL6GM

"slow burn" ahh diarycore emoplugg
Shoutout NiA for the prod. and Akhimei for the verse (both cooked hard)


LYRICS:
[HIK4RI]
Pulled me out of my sanctuary
On a warm and cloudy summer night
Cus I thought we had chemistry
Took your hand thinking that itd be all alright

Hand in hand we were gonna live our best life
Again and again I was prayin that itd be this time
So I tried

Did you want someone, or something real
Know it ain't that hard, I could give it to you
You pull me closer when I start to hesitate
But when I move in closer, why do you pull away

[Akhimei]
Hear you calling me
Deep inside of me
In this sanctuary
Are you saving me
I'm not ready for
You betraying me
Feel you distancing
I shouldn't have

Trusted even your first word
Cause you saw I was vulnerable in that moment
Remember that time you told me it's not hopeless
I should've listened to those who I trusted

Told me to leave
Now it feels like you'll leave
Thought you wanted me free
I don't know what to believe
In this moment (I know you don't want me, you were just pretending)
Is it hopeless (I thought you were worth it, took me to the ending)

What do you want me to be
Swear I've already changed so much for you
You won't let me breathe
Think I should go back to the sanctuary

[HIK4RI]
Having no one to please
Gave me tranquility serenity
You told me to leave 
And see the world outside my sanctuary 
You tore down my peace
And showed me love and possibilities

So why won't you let me fall asleep

I don't wanna fall too hard again
I don't wanna leave my heart in pain
Did u just let your feelings sway
Nah I don't wanna be played the same way

Now I'm stuck in my head,
Lyin awake on my bed:
I miss my sanctuary yea

So you really gonna put me on the grey
Guess you don't wanna hear what I'll say
Told myself I won't care I won't stay
But I keep coming back to this stupid place

Circling my headspace
Can't stop it
It just turned winter again
So whats with the wait?

If you really truly meant what you did
Take a chance make a choice and commit
I can't wait all fkn day for this shit
Forever, whenever
Just say you'll be with me
If not it's time for me to leave
Back to my sanctuary 


Sanctuary ft. Akhimei (prod. NiA)

Emoplugg medley

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/5JlcYoxzjUU

Song, master and visuals by HIK4RI
Prod. NiA
Feat.  ali xp+ (@ali-xppp), JRENN! (@jrenclozyloveheronly1), blurry (@bloorywind, mix by @tyadei ), suwxn (@suwxn), Akhimei (@akhimei)

Everyone on the track absolutely cooked, s/o to all who joined!

LYRICS:

[ali xp+]
i miss when u had ur arms around me
texts and calls still ain't enough for me 
oh shawty, why ur so far away from me 
all i need right now is u by my side

[HIK4RI]
i miss walking hand in hand on the street
sakura petals under our feet
why u gotta leave yea dont u miss me
all i need right now is u by my side

[JRENN!]
all i need is u baby girl
i did something wrong?
im waiting for ur text 
its (been) too long, but u never show up
i never want to lose you
cuz its all i need: its u
we walking through
we walking through!!
but i know that we cannot be the same
i never change
even though i know we can't go back to the same

[blurry]
i been thinking about u all day and night  
im tryna keep u off my mind
i know that its been some time
some time, yea

i know that its been some time girl
girl would you just be mine
wishing i could just rewind girl 
wishing you were mine 
girl i thought we had more time
i thought that we were fine
don't wanna hear more lies

[suwxn]
late night I still think about u
3.2.1...go go
all these songs, they sound like u
go go (shawty)
go (ur love)
wanna tell u…
what do u wanna tell me?

[Akhimei]
maybe ull meet me again
every memory comes flooding back
counting all the days uve been away from me
and everytime i hear ur name
the wounds rips open again
i lie awake
wishing that i could reverse this
but i cant

[HIK4RI]
girl u are a cherry blossom
yea i miss ur pretty presence
all I need is u back in my life
would u try and bring us closer
(or) are u just another person
to come and go in my life
please let me know
even when there's someone else new
i still won't forget you 
your sakura always blooms
come back into my life
don't text back no lies
call me like anytime
i wanna be by your side

(hook)

[blurry]
sometimes yea sometimes i be lonely 
when ur not right here next to me 
girl i been getting no sleep, no sleep

Heartbreak Diaries ft. ali xp+, JRENN!, blurry, suwxn, Akhimei (prod. NiA)

yhapojj x jerk type beat "minimal" prod. vvsoulja

Vocals, prod. by tyadei (@tyadei)
Vocals, master and visuals by HIK4RI

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/dgAJOpqmcTA 

Shoutout to the goat tyadei for the beat and hook, bro is underrated af and needs more pubs fr

LYRICS:
[tyadei]
Girl what is it now
You got me asking how
What's it meant to mean
When you’re lookin up and down
So just let me know
(so just let me know)
How far will we go
(how far will we go)

Girl what is it now
You got me asking how
What's it meant to mean
When you’re lookin up and down
So jus let me know
How far will we go
Pure white like the snow
Miss having you on my phone

[HIK4RI]
Got all of these stars shining down on you
Pure white snow in your heart so true
You’re like scenery and I miss the view
How you stole my heart’s surreal

I could do anything for you
If u said so, I would play the fool
Now I’m counting up the times you left me standing in the cold

Wait, lemme say my piece okay
I just wanted you to stay
I know you’ve got something to say
So why’d u hesitate

Just let me know, if you feel the same way
Melt the snow, show me what’s beneath it
What even would be us, if we never trusted
Lets last even till the summer
Girl just talk to me
Set us free
Lets not freeze in this solstice
So baby tell me please

[tyadei]

[HIK4RI]
I’m so sick and tired of waiting everyday
For you to knock back on my door and ask me to play
So tell me its okay
Are we freezing over?
Stay
For a little longer
Ahhh

Girl what is it now
You got me asking how
What's it meant to mean
When you’re lookin up and down
So just let me know just how far we can go
Cus our journey through winter shouldnt end right here and right now

Snow w/ tyadei (prod. tyadei)

Song, prod. by HIK4RI
ft. Hatsune Miku

Been awhile since I sang in Japanese lol
VISUALS: (very epic) https://youtu.be/p5wmK226hPw

LYRICS:
[初音ミク]
あたしはあたし
君も君でいい
どこへ行ってもいい
いつも変わらない

あたしはあたし
君も君でいい
輝いてる天使
永遠に愛してる

Yes I want to be with you
Just how far can we go
Ahhh
さあ、どこかに行こう

[HIK4RI]
どこに行っても、君は君 (君は君)
何度考えても、変わらない (二人の気持ち)
No matter where you go yea you can be you there's no need for hiding
心が不安で just let it loose you don't need no trying

我がままを言って、ごめんね
ちょっと可愛いからって、know I can't help that
Whenever you smile its a reset, keeps my heart fresh
So you shouldn't ever just loose that, always be yourself

自信を持てられない, sometimes
There is so much we could be, 嘘つかない
So I'll give you angel wings let's fly to far away
We are who will be, and it'll be okay, cross my wings and hope to fly (trust everything)

[Repeat Hook]

Yes I want to be with you (愛してる)
Just how far can we go (とうい場所へ行こう)
Ahhh (yea yea yea)
さあ、どこかに行こう

Angel Wings ft. Hatsune Miku (prod. HIK4RI)

Artist and producer

Inspired by video games and Japanese pop culture

DM to collab, or just talk about random stuff:)
English / 华语 / 日本語 OK

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