this one isn’t polished. it’s panic.
a glitch in my own code.
scream if you need to. cry if you want.

i made this in the middle of breaking —
and falling through felt like flying.


context: 
i posted a birthday poll and the results were that folks wanted my most unhinged song i created.
this is probably the biggest contender i feel... let me know how you feel in the comments.

inspo:
honestly idek. i wrote this during an anxiety spiral / panic attack / what have you a while ago. then one night i smoked a little and drank a little, and this is the result. I went back and forth on this mix, but didn't have the heart to change the composition. i weirdly love it, but since it's longer i had no plans to release it, and figured it would sit in the vault for a long time. but... here we are. we will see what happens!

i'd love to know how any listeners feel about this concept and if you'd be interested in hearing more mixes like this, possibly as formal releases on streaming services such as Spotify, etc. a like, comment, or share would mean the world! much love to ya.

written, produced, and performed by Dani Grace

Lyrics:

i'm holding on but the weight pulls me down
you said forever but now you're not around
i built my world around you and i watched it break
now i'm drowning in the mess we made

the nights are colder and i'm lost in the dark
you were the light but now i'm falling apart
you left a scar that i can't erase
now i'm chasing ghosts and i'm stuck in this place

i'm falling through the cracks of a broken heart
spinning out of control but you're to far
and i gave you everything but you walked away
and now i'm caught in the silence with nothing to say

i'm falling through
i don't know what to do
cuz i'm just thinking of you
i'm falling through
still searching for the truth
but i thought
i thought that was you

still searching for the truth
i thought that truth was you 
still searching for the truth
i thought that was you

late nights i still hear your voice
in my dreams
but i wake up and remember we're what we seemed
you had your chance but you let me go
now i'm stronger, baby, just thought you should know
i don't miss the late nights
the fights or the lies
i'm done with the games and i'm done with tears in my eyes
i'm moving on, i'm finally free
no more thinking about you
no more you and me

i'm falling through the cracks of a broken heart
spinning out of control but  you're to far
i gave you everything but you walked away
now i'm caught in the silence and there's nothing to say

i'm falling through 
i don't know what to do 
cuz i'm just thinking of you
i'm falling through
still searching for the truth
but i thought
i thought that was you

still searching for the truth
i thought that truth was you 
still searching for the truth
i thought that was you

This mix contains licensed sounds and samples used under appropriate rights. All rights belong to their respective owners. No copyright infringement intended. 


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