Inspired by the intimate landscape of dreams, "Dreaming of Her" delves into the thoughts and emotions of a man deeply connected to the love of his life. It captures the essence of his affection, the way she resonates within him, and the powerful bond they share, all painted on the canvas of his dreaming mind.

Dreaming of Her

make this song with the game DbD in mind specifically Susie's POV aka legion one of the many killers of the game hope u enjoy.

Red On Me!

The overwhelming feeling of helplessness 

The Falling

Schizophrenic Tribal Mentality

made and wrote this with alot of heartbreak from loosing someone close to me

One Last Dance

This took a long time to finally manifest. I did some edits, wrote the additional synth, percussion and lyrics around 3 years ago..

I was blacked out and unknowingly had recorded the demo vocals also at this stage. My life took a very different turn for the next 3 years and I gave up on creating things(and things in general) for a while. I accepted being a disappointment to KP like I always do & retreated inside and poisoned myself as much as I could for the next 1009 days The lyrics paint a clear picture that I was on some kind edge and at a point of utter dissolution

I kept promising KP I would finally finish off that track, not knowing I had already done it.

I somehow found my way back to this track a few weeks ago, it was far more complete than I ever remember it being..
I re-recorded the vocals, remixed it and mastered it best I could and here we are in 2025.

So here's a fragment of that journey crystalized now to be exposed to the air and sunlight to sting the wound again.
lyrics
THERE IS A WOUND
THAT GROWS WITHIN ME

DISSOLVING EVERYTHING I WAS

A POOL OF DISEASE
BREEDS WITHIN ME

NO LOVE OR THOUGHTLESS JOY
SHINES THROUGH OUT ME

I WILL PREY UPON MYSELF
PICKING AT EVERY OPEN WOUND
SHATTERED AND APATHETIC
I HAVE A WOUND THAT CANNOT HEAL
oh yeah!

I WILL PREY UPON MYSELF
PICKING AT EVERY OPEN WOUND
SHATTERED AND APATHETIC
I AM A WOUND THAT CANNOT HEAL

Knownpleasure X Chlorine Gargoyle  - Wound

A darkwave echo from the depths—composed in the shadows, where the only light came from flickering screens and fading hope.

After The Glow

TRICKERY

Remixed from an old track from probably 1999-2001 that was done in FL Studio initially.

Everything Still Falls Apart

FROM THE ARCHIVE MIX, older tracks released.

Fake Memories

EN1GMA, EN1GMATHADON, SKULLY, SKULLYTHAPRODIGY. 
Bringing feeling, thought, visions to palpable, audible works of art. Raw, visceral. Holding nothing back. Pure soul. 

UK Songwriter & Producer | Creating Hard Rock 🎸 & Dance Music 🎧 | Musician & Music Creator

About

I’m Dean R. Chandler — a London based songwriter, recording artist, and storyteller. My music is rooted in a lifelong search for meaning, weaving together themes of love, loss, faith, alien contact, and humanity’s future.

My upcoming double concept album Human Odyssey (set for release in January 2027) is the culmination of decades of writing and reflection. It’s a narrative journey that begins with a search for God and ends with an encounter with extraterrestrial intelligence — exploring not only what it means to be human, but also where we might be heading as a species. Musically, it draws inspiration from the epic storytelling of Jeff Wayne’s War of the Worlds, the synth-driven edge of Gary Numan, and the emotional depth of artists like Tori Amos and Chris de Burgh.

I previously released Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams (2014) and continue to revisit my archive of songs written across 35 years, reimagining them with today’s tools and sounds. Some pieces remain intimate and acoustic, while others expand into dark rock, industrial, or orchestral landscapes — but all are connected by a focus on emotional honesty and cinematic storytelling.

Beyond music, I’m fascinated by the intersection of creativity and technology. I’ve been experimenting with AI-driven composition and production to bring old demos to life and to spark entirely new works. For me, these tools are not replacements for human artistry but extensions of it — ways of unlocking stories and emotions that otherwise might have remained hidden.

At its heart, my work is about connection: to the past, to the future, and to the unseen mysteries of existence. Music, for me, isn’t just entertainment — it’s a chronicle of transformation, a conversation between spirit, science, and sound.

https://www.linkedin.com/in/dean-r-chandler-b19715382/
www.deanrchandler.co.uk

I am the specimen of the creation.  Hear my sound.  You might regret it and you might enjoy it.

...someday, I'll take a music lesson. 

Until then, I invite you into my different visions of what music is. I apologize in advance for not having picked a path, as I sometimes find it suffocating to stay to a particular sound.

Like life, I stumble through songs until I find my way. I truly hope you enjoy these "small journeys" I have posted. They are just a short glimpse into my absurd mind and sometimes fragile emotions. I hope that this music takes you somewhere as it did for me.

-T.
 

Collapse Cassette Available on bandcamp.
Darkwave/Lo-fi goth from Sydney.

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