Produced by sorrow bringer x project luna

Lyrics

I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold

But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone

I've done some things that I don't like to say
I've been all of the things that I say that I hate
A cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
I don't want you to see, can you please close your eyes?
But I have learned from all my mistakes
I won't ever go back to reside in that place
I have changed for the better and that I can say, I put on that on my grave

I don't why it's so hard to figure out what I would want
I think I stop and say it's over but my pain ain't ever done
I can never get away, be the reason I should stay
Everyday is only just a drag from all the other days

I don't really get the point of all this
Would you try to save me if I fall in?
Because I'm falling, please fucking stop it
This shit is not it, my heart is knotted

Don't say that, I'll fuck up
I hate that I lost love
Honestly I'm not much
Don't go get your hopes up

I am just a fuck up
Trying not to fuck up
I know that I'm stuck up
So you can shut the fuck up

In my room tryna write these songs
Just to fucking try and right my wrongs
How much weight on my chest? A ton
I can't wait for the day I'm done

I can't figure out where to go
Maybe I just really might be better on my own
It's not like that I'm not used to being alone
I just like it better when I have someone to hold

But they always go and I always run
"unknxwn. I can't wait for you to blow"
That's not what I want
I just want a home where I can go when cold
Never works out though, I'm forever alone

spotify.

home.

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

Don't call me if I'm just your scapegoat
To ignore the pain that you hate most
I know that you're lonely cause so am I
But don't come around me with that damn disguise

Acting like you really might want me
I'm not a toy, don't try me, don't taunt me
Cause I've got impulses that haunt me
Do you really wanna end up as a trunk piece?

That's Detmer talking to Qayin
I'm Ken, I really don't like them
Don't hurt me, that's what excites them
Then it gets really hard for me to try and hide them

They been tryna get out, make something happen
Holes they wanna dig out, fill 'em with some tragic
They don't like to talk, they just really be on action
Once ounce of pain, all it take for them to tap in

Bitch stay away cause I promise you don't want this
You might let 'em in if you even choose to bump this
Burning embers, you can't even stomp it
My light getting thinner, turning into something

Ken stfu, we don't wanna hear you
They making yo blood rush, we gone make 'em feel you
If they wanna touch us, we gone make 'em fear you
Let 'em know they fucked up, then show them the real you

Tryna pull some fuck shit, we gone fuck 'em up now
Throw that body in a ditch, we ain't had enough now
Tellin' us they last wish but they out of luck now
Who left on that damn list? Let's see if they tough now

last wish.

Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I swear this is the last time I make a song about you
I know I said that last time but this time I swear I'm through
You hurt me so much and I can't take it
Every time I give you my heart you just break it

Baby I swear you're all I need
Turn back around you know where I'll be
Waiting right here for you, you'll see
No one else means what you do to me

Wish you were in my arms
Telling me everything about all
My other half without you I'm not strong 
You're in the sky, see you all night long

I was afraid of losing you
Fuck it, I guess I'm through with you
I swear to God I was true to you
Fuck it, go do what you want to

I made that song and I lost her
I thought that she was a dime but she copper
Seems that I just gotta toss her
I think the person I need is not her

I don't wanna turn this page
I rather throw this book in the fire
"Ken, I love you" bitch you a liar
Thought you were golden, you're just some iron

Leave me alone I don't care about what we could be anymore
Used to warm now you're so damn cold
No need to go back to things that are old

Losing my mind over girls that would never take time to try and find how I could be better
Dropping that bitch in the eye of abyss
With no hesitation, I will not even flinch
Fuck your existence, if you were on fire
And I had no water, I wouldn't even piss
Why you so dark in yo songs? This ain't who I know
This is how I choose to vent

Stop with the telling me what I should do
When I wanted a hand, you would leave when I ask
Help that I had it was never from you
Don't come look for a seat when you stuck on yo ass
Started from nothing, did this on my own
I ain't really got shit to give back
I was made in time left long ago
This body I'm in is not more than a mask

garrett.

Produced by khail

Lyrics

And I don't even know if I'm progressing or forgetting
Cause every now and then I turn up stones that I have hidden
And then I recall some things I tried to keep off
Even if you're deaf I hope you know the tree can still fall

Cause I break down and no one notices until I make a song
Your timings kind of off, you only look when I'm already gone
You only try to touch me when my sense of it is going numb
I seem a bit out of it, I don't know what is going on

Autumn inside of my soul
I'm dying, it's all getting cold
Drop all the things that're old
Make room for all the things I'll grow

I wanna hold on but I can't
How can I go on if I don't let go?
All I really wanted was to be your man
Thought you were the one but you're not, I know

It seems to be a problem when I get real with
The people in my life that I have chosen I will deal with
I'm learning not to stress out cause what's it even all worth
When every single one of us will die and lie upon dirt

Why don't all of you just fuck off?
I don't need you if you won't give all
I want every drop of what you have
You just want what seems good but it's not all

So you leave when it's not easy
I want you to love me, not need me
I don't think anyone has seen me
With the eye that's never blinking

it's not all.

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I'm a lost lonely soul, I do not like this
I been hurt for so long, why should I fight this?
Was a lie all along, you're the reason I'm pissed
And it's sad I would take you right back so quick

Why would I do that? You might ask
I ain't ever had another feeling like that
I call it love but it's more like a drug
Cause I keep running back, I just ain't had enough

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I miss everything that we ever did
Talking bout our life and what we would name our kid
I ain't ever think I could love someone like this
I'll always be here for you, don't care what you did

I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love I'll make sure no one can
That's just how I feel, that's not what I am
But without you here, don't know who I am

Lost my mind when you said bye
Who's that guy? Please don't tell me another one of your lies

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break (x2)

twin flame.

Produced by Imotape

Lyrics

Sorry if I hurt you I didn't mean to I was just hurt too
It don't even matter you're gone cause I pushed you away
Now whenever we call you're in another state
I wish I was there but right now I'm just stuck here
Mistakes I made got me shit out of luck here
It's all my fault, I'm fallin' apart
I'm scared, you're gone
I thought you were the one
I can't take the pain
But I know I'm to blame
You're no longer in my frame
Now all my pictures are a blank
Where do I go now?
Who do I turn to?
All this shit happend but wasn't supposed to

I'm stuck with these feelings I cannot escape
This feeling in my chest making me shake
I know what I feel but it's hard to explain
I know we all go through shit but this ain't yo pain
So don't fucking tell me what I should and not do
I called for help and my savior was not you
You been through shit well I been through a lot too
The path that you took wasn't one that I walked through

So leave me the fuck alone
Just leave me the fuck alone
Please leave me the fuck alone
I wanna be left the fuck alone
Leave me the fuck alone
Leave me the fuck alone
Just leave me the fuck alone
Leave me the fuck alone

I found a genie, I made 3 mistakes though
Can't get out what's in me, you'll care when it's too late though
I'll turn to my demons, the angels call is faint so
I don't know if they care so why would I think that you did too?
No one knows I how feel so only I know how to fix this
Let me fuck up as much as I need too until I learn my lesson
I can't give my heart to you, you'd twist it until it's a weapon
Wrap my love around my neck and hold on until I fall breathless

breathless.

Produced by Zane98

Lyrics

You don't know how I feel but I wish that you could
Even if the shit I feel most times ain't good
I know I'm hard to connect with, if I could change, oh I would
Cause all I really wish to be is loved & understood

Cause what feel like now is not enough
For you & every other person that I trust
I don't wanna leave and I don't wanna stay
I really wish it was black and white but it's all really grey

I don't wanna be alone
It's so hard for me to show
What I feel inside my soul
Hold on baby, don't you go

Wait for me
I just need a moment
I love you, I showed you
But I don't think you know it

Your heart, I just wanna hold it
My chance, did I really blow it?
So far, distance can we close it?
My hand, I want you to hold it

Frozen and hopeless, I don't know where to go with
Everything I need to ask about all my emotions
I might go where I can't be noticed
No one wanted to know my soul, so I sold it

I'll tell you that I'm good but I feel fucking lonely
I'm misunderstood, I just wish you would know me
Not because you think I need it, because you want to
When you feel what I feel, just know I'll be gone too

I don't wanna feel like this no more
I hope that you don't let me go
Don't make me think, just let me know
If you don't love me anymore

Cause I need you until I know that you don't
I could never leave you and I think that you know
You only come back to me when you feel that you want
We've made a mess of things, I think it's time to move on

misunderstood.

Produced by ross gossage x jkei

Lyrics

Girl back up, I'll turn you toxic
Don't hmu cause I'll just block it
I'm not enough, I know I'm not bitch
My heart was crushed by a girl I'm not with

Still think about what I did wrong
But instead of crying I make songs
She's in my head like all night long
And when I go to sleep, to my dream she comes

L O V E  D I E D
She don't need me, clear like HD
I don't know why the fuck you hate me
Ain't no love around me lately

I don't want to but I want you
Gave up on love when I lost you
You wanna leave, can't stop you
So before you do, I'ma drop you

Love won't heal me, I'm too broken
You say you feel me but I'm hopeless
I can't feel shit, no
Why can't I just let go?

Shivers down my neck when I felt your breath
Turn to pain inside my chest when I read that text
You don't even care, last time I checked
So why's it so hard to get you out my head?

I don't know and I never will
I'm stuck on you till I'm dead and still
Wanna turn back to the meds and pills
It's getting too hard with the shit I feel

I don't like who I am
I miss your soft face on my hand
Should let go but I can't
Wasn't good but it's all I had

Can't make myself move on
If I do then you're really gone
Time and time I tried to
Show you that I would say I do

But what you do is make me feel worthless
Why can't I just see that you're not worth it
Maybe because I think that you're perfect
Baby I'm not fine, you left me hurting

I don't know how to come back from this
Everything in our past I miss
Even the bad times, I'm not a bad guy
My heart you trapped mine, love I cannot find

love died.

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessin' that love is just not for me

I cannot trust what I feel
Stuck in the lust I know this isn't real
I'm feelin' crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes, at this point it's a drill

Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me

I smoke for the pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I really need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though

So I'ma get fucked up
Don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love

Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know

Evil in my head
Don't try to care either when I'm dead
Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me I'm stuck on the deep end

I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this oh I swear
I can't make this up out of air

Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again
I don't think that I was meant for this

I'm a piece without a place
I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break
You should stay out of the way

Cause the day I do
I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all
Along with anyone too

3.14...

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

No matter where I go, I'm always caught in my own mind
Lately I been so low, I just wanna go and get high
She left my heart in the cold, I don't think I'll ever know why
All of my days just go by, no matter the hurt I won't cry

Can't let 'em see me down, that's all they want I know now
Can't get a bottle to drown, I'm really on my own now
I gotta find my way out, I don't got time for the fake now
I just want something real, I hope it's not too late now

Don't ever try to come back, you took my love for granted
Most of these hoe's I can't stand, nowadays I just pass it
Fuck tryna flex on the gram, you really care bout a caption
Burn everything down, turnin' yo life into ashes

Everything past tense, nothing I had ever lasted
All except me, I'm all that I need, I'm real to myself and that's it
Don't want her she plastic, fake love, that's the bad shit
Polluting my heart, my mind, my soul, don't waste my time, it's gettin' old

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