SAMPLE: Drowning the Light - To Know Death
All Songs Mixed & Produced by SSALLUR DEUS CANES
БАГРОВЫЙ ХОЛМ 2024

БАГРОВЫЙ ХОООЛМ

Я потерялся, вьюга закрыла даль
Скитаюсь по лесам, здесь царит печаль
В голове покой, куда шагают ноги
Увидимся с тобою в конце дороги
Воспоминания о прошлом меня унесут
Не хочу туда, я проложил новый маршрут
Я бы оставил своё тело гнить в корнях
Попрощался с миром, превратился в прах

Прощааай
Прощааай
Неизвестности навстречу
Тишина со мной навечно
Прощааай
Прощааай
Посмотри в мои глаза последний раз
Я скажу тебе - "прощай", во мраке расстворясь

Будто бы вчера всё началось
Забиваю в крышку последний гвоздь
Яма глубока - в ней моя душа
Помещайся рядом, буду навещать
Не забывай меня, не забывай
-30 за окном, между нами рай
Жаль не поняла, что не для меня
Чувствовать тепло, ведь - это западня

Прощааай
Прощааай
Неизвестности навстречу
Тишина со мной навечно
Прощааай
Прощааай
Посмотри в мои глаза последний раз
Я скажу тебе - "прощай", во мраке расстворясь

ISSA HURT - ПРОЩАЙ PROD. SSALLUR

written last month for the loml<3🧸🎀

plastic bag eternal honeymoon, i’ll give uu the moon
incisions in my wedding dress, i want to give it all to u
cut my heart out of my ribs, innards offered up to u
fangs sinking in my flesh, i’m willing game for the wolf
petals falling from a withered flower
a voice calling faint from behind the mirror
tears fall down like april showers
killing Mother(Moon) grins on the killing hour

crawl inside ur mouth like im ur prey
fragile lamb encased in fangs
ur everything i ever craved
i love uu forever to the grave
these r the seeds that u sowed
do u dare to reap the fruit?
crippled by the undertow
muffled screams dissolve to mute

impale her pretty body on a stag head
rip her lungs right out her chest
barely alive, weeping, desperate breathing
porcelain heart bleeding
in my head, angels creeping
falling backwards towards the deepend

Our Eternal Honeymoon [prod. 6383]

strap the ballgag to my face & i’ll let uu abuse me
angel mutilate me, im ur little baby
with ur hands around my throat, skin me for a new coat
press ur nails & make me choke
im cold as snow down to my bones
frail little martyr, skin me bloody softly
fawn flesh rotting, tear the meat off me
if ur not here i’d prefer my eyes gouged out
mangled limbs torn apart at the masquerade ball
starving in a basement, skinny like jack skellington
pretty little face ripped, attone with blood for my sins
pluck the feathers out of my blood stained prom dress
rhinestone coffin, my porcelain heart inside of it

& it’s shattered….&rotting<\3

Fawn Fleshrot [prod. 6383]

lead by the hand to a den full of wolves
a man made of dark & his legs bearing hooves
a charm undenied, his nature’s buried in a suit
a gift enticing, she’s too late to see the truth

playing God for the sake of arousement
head forced down in the bathtub, drowning
the ink that meerely spills from my pen to my poem
flesh devoid of essence, contrast beauty & the grotesque
i have antlers on my head, would u really like to see?
gourmet feast of flesh, u taste so sweet beneath my teeth
watch her wither away like a dying rose
can u taste the thorns when the cold stings ur nose?
color fades away, her eyes reflect no soul
hanging by her feet, entrails spill into a bowl
angels gather in the trees to bear thee witness
the color of the wh*re’s tainted innards

body dumped into the forest
mangled limbs, flesh skinless
prom queen, throat slit
behold her corpse, the prettiest
***-glazed eyesockets
does the vision make u nauseaus?
organs escape & blossom
befitting end for suffering

The Color Of Tainted Innards [prod. ripjosh]

mixed by me && kaneda
mastered by kaneda

reflection in the blade tightly held by shaking hands
a pounding in his head, a ***** drenched in hot piss
face beaten bloody red, angels crept into her head
a storm comes down, the knot tightens up inside his chest
she can’t speak when she’s dead
lamb left rotting in the shed
planted like a seed, rusty metal soaks into her head
bloodlust spilled out to silence the hoards of regret
entrails spill out, watering the flowerbed

will u stay the night? keep my corpse to her closer~
light dies in my eyes, decor bruises all over
swallowed by holy fire, smell cremated roses?
vomit in the blood, tears dry when they're smoldered
her neck stitched tight, but it always comes unsewn
pale flesh flashing lights, a cadaver left alone
it just doesn’t seem right, love her even when she’s bones
i want to keep her whole so i carry her home

red tinted film to keep her remembered
a photo in a locket for the trophy of December
traumas written on her wrist, she’s choking on a crucifix
blooming when the razors in, pink roses as she gasps for breath
the ghost of the fawn dancing away in the wind
innocence set ablaze after escaping prison flesh
the lost girl’s shell lying cold in the morgue
an article, a photograph to sell her to a store

hammer smashed face, pretty flesh upon my plate
scraping skin away, ‘til i distintegrate
my heart rotting bad, bruised black to match the ache
doll parts shattered to pieces, the suffering fades
oh, yes yes come see what they did
got her in six pieces, laid out in the shed
stomach pulling roses, dripping ***** from her chin
will it satisfy the hunger of a flesh-starved audience?

Cremation Roses [prod. KANEDA7]

𝒫𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝓎 𝐹𝒾𝓋𝑒 & 𝐼~
❄️🎂✝️🧸✝️🎂❄️

like snowflakes fall, my hopes come crashing down
my back’s up to the wall, and i still never fixed my broken jaw
still smothered by my flaws
despite my love for autumn, i gave myself to ashes
stomache churn nauseaus, know i taste like cancer
ballerina dance ‘til my eyes roll backwards
ever after~ ;; never seem to grasp it
rise like angels in the night
cradled arms, we burn so bright
i need shelter safe to hide
i need to find my candle light

keep me warm like a fur coat
my baby bones are oh so cold
like a locket, keep uu close
i’ll take u everywhere i go🎀

𝒫𝒶𝒾𝓃 && 𝒫𝑒𝓇𝒻𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃
𝓓𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓸𝓷𝓮 & 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂, 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓭𝓮🎄🧸

𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓘 𝓖𝓸 ❄️🦌🎀༻꧂[prod. dolleater x 5daysaslave]

prod hauntingclaire

hauntingclaire:
remove the arrow, but the wound is still open
i kept my hands outstretched, with my bones dislocated and broken
almost ferverous, i'm left complacent and hopeless
and i cannot reach eden, when my bludgeoned angel wings aren't working

everything i've done, has been destined in far advance
i see my life go slipping by, exultation is out of my hands
and as i close my waning eyes,
take this body, condemn the ghost
soul betwixt this false camelot
as above, suffer down below
there is no light

vivi:
will i ever mend thy halo upon my head?
i hope to God to find my purity beneath my skin
these fractured limbs will take me far if u guide my hand
set fire, shatter qlippoth, raise me back from the dead

God & the Devil, raging within me
i hear the angels, call me back to the tree
for i am rotting, without my shepherd
eviscerate me, a lamb from putrid drop to dirt

Without My Shepherd w/ hauntingclaire

meet me at that house on the hill
i think that i’ve lost my self
secrets deep beneath the cellar
precious mother in my freezer

Jesus loves me this i know
for my bible tells me so
stitch me to yur skin, i need sewn close~
i’m too frail to be alone
adorn her crown of melancholy
keep u safe in taxidermy
skinner knife peels th flesh right off me
ache to erase the sin that haunts me

make me an angel, it’s heaven’s night
all dogs go to heaven right?
rope hangs & chokes my neck so tight
i yearn to see Menorah lights
drag me back to pain like texas chainsaw
all i’ve evr known is suffer & sorrow
blood fills my lungs, it’s hard to swallow
alone in the cornfield lik a scarecrow
i live to die just lik im bambi
sweeten me lik peppermint candy
what’s rlly real? i think im dreaming
Father’s eyes watch me like tv

Jesus loves me this i know
for my bible tells me so
stitch me to yur skin, i need sewn close
i’m too frail to be alone

Our Lady of Suffer && Sorrow [prod. dullxx]

𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃/𝓇𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓇𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒪𝒸𝓉 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟦
mixed/mastered by me & kieru

bodies in the trunk, i spilled blood all on my crucifix
a rusty metal saw, take ur limbs for my ornaments
& if u try to run, catch ur doe legs in my beartrap
overwhelming chloroform, a kiss & then ur facedown in toilet
crack the fragile porcelain, dogteeth sinking in
candy coated crucifix, driving nails straight through her wrist
precious cuts decor my body
gashes color strawberry
spiderweb is where u caught me
snuffdoll disposed in dumpster, rotting
hands on my neck, sutures pulled open
babydoll, broken
everything is hopeless
bowels replaced by rats, a mouth gaping open
frail legs broken
bestow a halo now it’s snowing
mangled & tangled up in roses
hollowed out, soulless
a faint whisper spoken
lust of Cain spilling over
bloated bodies decomposing
a tapping on the shoulder
footsteps nearing closer
ur coat’s acquainted with the poacher
choking on ur screams, teeth bleeding through the ball gag
like freddy in her dreams, i sink my razors through her snow white flesh
dismembered her legs
torso**** her, hammer to her head
a dog in the cage
i’ll feed her to him as she begs for death
my tumbling doll of flesh
i love it when u gasp for breath
wanna play with all my toys?
be my friend to the very end
i’ll play an audio
of all the horrors to expect
a camera rolling film
an audience to witness bliss
intestines draped from the trees
hanging like a rope swing
roadkill fawn angel, pretty little dead thing
hollowed out her misery
gouged out eyes, she’ll never see
a doll smashed apart, my worthless little plaything

and the angels, they won’t ever come to help u
pathetic faithful, dog chained to a clever ruse
arms outstretched like branches or a scarecrow
a teethy grin so terrible, the fork is down, it’s never full

𝓟𝓾𝓷𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓫𝓮𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓜𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻, 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓭 & 𝓿𝓲𝓸𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮, 𝓙𝓾𝓭𝓰𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶 𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓵𝔂, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓼 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓷 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓶𝓲𝓾𝓻𝓰𝓮

Precious Roadkill Angel [prod. kieru]

virgin feeding from the angels
eyes, my mouth, my fingers, purple
ritual ecstasis, vines like Dionysus
can u feel the madness? come get Christed
my pleroma, awaken Medea
please tread lightly, there are serpents here
six points of fire, tongues of necromancy
eyes toward Zohar, it comes in handy

burning in my veins, i found a candle in my brain
poison, a taste, resurrection from the grave
inhale the mystery, drink my blood & then u’ll see
the signs of the cosmos, Her song of eternity

falling blindly, succumbing to Sheol
the star of Lucifer, emanating from a hole
parasites burrow to the source of the Throne
a flock of sheep indebted to a false god

swallow the cup of my porneia
savor the splendor, the voice of Sophia
sweet like honey, a birth of baccheia
divine hysteria of holy pharmakeia

Babylonia Porneia [prod. pixelhood]

🎂✞ 𝓉𝑒𝒹𝒹𝓎𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓎𝒶𝓇𝒹 ✞ 🎂 
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candy_c0ated_crvcifix🦌🍭✡️🎃
✝️🎀MELANCHOLY HEARTS🎀✝️ᨳ ౨‎‎♡ৎ ｡ ‧ ⊹ 
~zombiebookclub~nightmarehouse🦢

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✞𝓢𝓢𝓐𝓛𝓛𝓤𝓡 𝓓𝓔𝓤𝓢 𝓒𝓐𝓝𝓔𝓢✞
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