im so sick of my anxiety
walking to the store i dropped my phone
i smoke my weed
laying in the sun is all i give a fuck about
don't need you texting me

empty cannisters of the northern lights
begging you baby
how'd this get so complicated
stop my heart when you don't hit reply
always going back to my misbehaviour
i think im getting on your nerves

am i texting you too much
am i feeling you back out
kept going on bout who cares
couldn't wait til i shut up
i think you know about too much
let's talk like we're grown ups
insecure and needed your touch
it's the last time, i give up,

calling my friends up 
trying to distract myself from your thoughts
memories haunt me
filling me with doubt
hard to let go of you
while you're still here in my mind
staring at my phone
dunno what i want
i dont care, i dont mind
i dont want to be pleased to be seeing your texts
looking up at the moonlight i see
oh the stars they help me breathe
little star wonder what you are
보고싶지않아 그 미소 
don’t want you texting me again,
more thoughts that I fucking regret
잊으려 해도 더 커지는 이마음은
too much too much too much
이제 그만하자
여기 까지인가봐


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