From Me To You
Mixed by Partyalone & Viceszn
Mastered by Partyalone
Photo by Anabella Ruiz

i think its time

Ode To A Mage

Bretton Woods

i wrote this song for my little sister, 1/4

LYRICS:
Oh how the plot thickens
Everyones gone, and I missed it
Maybe a song can fix it
Write me a song older brother and tell me how
Everyone else in your lives in the wrong
Drive excuses like splinters I pick at and gnaw
I rehearsed all my lines to perfection, a quota
I gave you a time, you replied you would show up
A stage set for our lovers
Maybe this time older brother would be someone different, someone different
Wrote his name down, did he miss it?
Oh how silly was I, come to think he'd arrive
Am I naive a child? To think this a lie?
I was special, I was special, I was special till I'm not
...
And you will never learn, filling in the gaps because we made it scarce
Think I had enough, the curtains closing in, filling in the gaps until we make amends

that recital i missed

Lyrics:
You’re the voices in my head,
You finna make me end up dead,
Please don’t listen to a word I said,
I’m just caught up in my head,
I’m just caught up in my head,
I’m just caught up in my head,

I don’t recognize your face,
You are not the place I know,
Every time I close my eyes,
You’re waiting there, you’re in disguise,
I don’t recognize your face,
You’re out of place, you’re out of trace,
Something lurking out of sight,
Hiding just beyond the light,
Are you real or in my mind,
I can’t trust what I can’t find,
In the dark you’re everywhere, 
I guess I’m just caught up in my head,
I’m just caught up in my head,
I’m just caught up in my head
I’m just caught up in my head,

You’re the voices in my head,
You finna make me end up dead,
Please don’t listen to a word I said,
I’m just caught up in my head,
I’m just caught up in my head,
I’m just caught up in my head,

Theyre wearing our skin

Lyrics:
Let me out of this cage, 
Im not an animal,
Let me out of this cage,
I’m not an animal,
Let me out of this cage,
I’m not an animal
Let me out of this cage,
I’m not an animal,

Take me out of this cage, 
Im not an animal,
You people drive me insane,
But you don’t care at all,
I’m a piece of shit, but I won’t hide,
You’re living in pretend,
I’m a piece of shit, but I won’t hide,
You’re living in pretend,
You people drive me insane,
But you don’t care at all,
You people drive me insane,
But you don’t care at all,
You people drive me insane,
But you don’t care at all,
You people drive me insane,
But you don’t care at all’

Let me out of this cage,
I’m not an animal,
You people drive me insane

Im boxed in like sum fortnite

Lyrics:
I’ll turn myself into a memory,
I pray to my hell, you’ll remember me,
The whole worlds blind, there’s nothing left to see,
We let go of originality,
I’ll admit I stole you-

(Haunted)

I’ll turn myself into a memory,
I pray to my hell, you’ll remember me,
The whole worlds blind, there’s nothing left to see,
We let go of originality,
I’ll admit I stole your personality,
I can’t find out who I wanna be, 
I found myself in a hollow tree,
I finally found out what I wanna be,
I’ll turn myself into a memory,
I pray to my hell, you’ll remember me,
The whole worlds blind, there’s nothing left to see,
We let go of originality

Hollow Tree

lyrics:

i lost
my soul
out in foster
it ain’t nothing at all
i’m an imposter

it’s time i wake up
we do it all the time
it’s gonna cost her

i don’t like my face
shit don’t feel like mine
she tore at arteries
she cauterised the veins

told her i
wanna know the heart is
i can’t find mine
doesn’t show where i started

it’s no hope

i lost
my soul
out in foster
it ain’t nothing at all
i’m an imposter

it’s time i wake up
we do it all the time
it’s gonna cost her

imposter

grief (demo)

lyrics

i was over it so now i feel alive
yeah she stragnles me, im on xtc
im on xtc, yeah there's blood on me
i was trynna heal my heart, now im fucked up
yeah its hard to tell the truth when im locked up

im falling for mylove, i can't fix it
i've been feeling my whole life like a misfit
i miss all the times that we had, now im fucked
my mind is full of feelings, i've gotta self-destruct
people hanging from a tree, there's nothing i'd agree
im off the lsd, bbygirl now i can see
now im falling apart, i knew it from the start
yeah u break my bones, powder in my nose

she brightest star i know, my visions getting slow, i cant even pick my phone
i cant even pick my phone, im just a rolling stone
yeah i've lost the game, now im full of shame
neon lights, are we in an paradise?
we running in a city, im the problem, i admit it
you a hypocrite, let it gonna die

im falling for mylove, i can't fix it
i've been feeling my whole life like a misfit
i miss all the times that we had, now im fucked
my mind is full of feelings, i've gotta self-destruct
people hanging from a tree, there's nothing i'd agree
im off the lsd, bbygirl now i can see
now im falling apart, i knew it from the start
yeah u break my bones, powder in my nose (2x)

[lyrics]

Every time I try to wait for good I’m disappointed too
And I don’t blame you cuz that’s just what your brains trained you to do 
Wear the same old jeans that I’ve been wearing since 2022 
Holding on nostalgias got me in a chokehold just for you
I’m sorry I’m a mess 

Im building up suspense to talk to you
I miss my friends and all my piers 
I miss adventures through the years 
Driving drunk so shut the lights 
Another sign for me to fight 
Another drink with cyanide 
From myself I try to hide 

I try to run 
You pop everytime I think that your gone 
Bought a gun 
I don’t know what size bullets do I run 
In the back 
with a couple of folks that I met last night who’s that 
Take me back 
Seven AM but I’m rolling have a heart attack 

Can you count my days in a room with no windows and some Christmas lights too bright 
Can you read my mind can you treat me kind 
Feeling like I’m killing my self for life 

I try to run 
You pop everytime I think that your gone 
Bought a gun 
I don’t know what size bullets do I run 
In the back 
with a couple of folks that I met last night who’s that 
Take me back 
Seven AM but I’m rolling have a heart attack 

Every time I try to wait for good I’m disappointed too
And I don’t blame you cuz that’s just what your brains trained you to do 
Wear the same old jeans that I’ve been wearing since 2022 
Holding on nostalgias got me in a chokehold just for you

I’m sorry I’m a mess 
Im building up suspense to talk to you
I miss my friends and all my piers 
I miss adventures through the years 
Driving drunk so shut the lights 
Another sign for me to fight 
Another drink with cyanide 
From myself I try to hide

I TRIED TO RUN PROD. BLOSSOM

Lyrics:

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

It's all your fault
I don't trust you anyway
Maybe soon you'll realise the reason that I'm
Upset baby you got more sense than you know

I'm out of control
I'm out of control
I'm losin' it

I'm out of control
I'm out of control
I'm losin' it

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

That's just the way we are
Fools lost in a spiral
And we're descending downward
oh we're descending down

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

Tick down
Times gone
You're lost
You'll mess me over
Maybe soon you'll reach the day
When you realise what you did to me

UDID2ME

Spotify!

i watched you walk into that room

so goddamn confident in your reflection

do i even like you?

or is it just the part of me that wants to be like you?

oh, sweet sister celia

i never knew you were my type

ooh, i felt lost without you

lost without

lost without you

i found my way to you

but i got stuck inside of your reflection

did i forget too soon?

i sacrificed myself for your repression

oh, sweet sister celia

i never knew you were my type

ooh, i felt lost without you

lost without

lost without you

SISTER CELIA

feat @bleedingcomputer
prod @acecrave

(bleedingcomputer)
i watched you fall, with a smile on my face 
you were my light until, you brought me into the dark 
i was living for the thrill, that's when my life turned to hell
i'd sell all that i have, for me to stop missing your smell
you'll haunt me everyday, it only makes me hate you more 
there's not a single thing, that could change my mind (that could change my mind)

(me)
i just want you, to save me
i'm selfish, i know it 
i can't breathe, without you
you hurt me, tie the noose 
tie the noose, tie the noose 
but with you, i can't lose, i can't lose 
remember that place that we called our home? (that we called our home)
now you flying through the sky while you playing my songs (playing my songs)
relapse again, while you're sleeping on the phone (sleeping on the phone)
damn, i really miss our facetime calls (really miss our facetime calls)
need a little time, can you please just stall? (can you please just stall?)
if i fell off a cliff, would you catch me or watch me fall? (watch me fall)
fall, fall 

(bleedingcomputer)
why don't you got sympathy?
show me that you care for me, but you won't
blood drips onto the hoodie, that you love so dearly
who to blame? it's only you 
who to blame?
who? who to blame?
it's all just, all just, you

you cant save a damsel if she loves her distress (feat. bleedingcomputer) (prod. acecrave)

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