I'm dyin'
But everytime you see me
Know I'm shinnin'
Bright lights burning holes in my eyelids
Tryin' not to write a will
Lil baby on my dick while Im drivin'



Everybody know that I'm the one with all the bad luck
I've been out here tryna get my bag up
Fight for my life with the wolves and the jackals
Free me from bondage and shackles
Feel my whole life been a hassle
Won't stop till we up in a castle
Kill everything in sight in this battle



Nothin' I do ever matter
And now I'm repeating the pattern
Another disaster
Diggin' it deep like a cancer
Smokin' a blunt, I don't ash it
Oh



I'm dyin'
But everytime you see me
Know I'm shinnin'
Bright lights burning holes in my eyelids
Tryin' not to write a will
Lil baby on my dick while Im drivin'
I'm dyin'
But everytime you see me
Know I'm shinnin'
Bright lights burning holes in my eyelids
Tryin' not to write a will
Lil baby on my dick while Im drivin'

Midnight w/ KEEPMYSECRETS & Friendly Jvck (p. JOLLY WRLD x Friendly Jvck)

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a song about feeling worthless, wanting people to hurt me because i feel undeserving of good treatment.

let you

why do i

ghost

wrong

i feel like i have been asleep recently, i have had no energy and stuff

wake me up

lyrics:
if i'd die i'll feel alright,
pop ten pills 'fore i sleep tonight,
i'll haunt you just out of spite,
when i die,
i thought by now i'd find some light,
in my life,

[repeat]

i was hopeful then i had to go through that again,
tell me where the time goes, when i close my eyes, oh i can feel the whole world stop,
i've been going psycho, all the time my eyes glow, i just need a new mind to adopt,

feel alright

LYRICS:
Hello, there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want

Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
In the night, we'll wish this never ends
Wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends 
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick, strange darkness
Comes creeping on, so haunting every time
As I stared, I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their inside
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me, you're already
The voice inside my head 
Don't waste your time on me
Don't waste your time on me
I miss you
I miss you

I miss you, miss you, miss you
Don't waste your time on me, you're already
The voice inside my head

Don't waste your time on me, you're already
The voice inside my head 
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
Oh, I miss you

Don't waste your time on me, you're already
The voice inside my head 
I miss you
I miss you
Miss you
Miss you

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i miss you @ Piano Paradise | Blink-182 acoustic

"Hate Me" by Blue October is a song about addiction, depression, and the damage it can cause to relationships. The song expresses feelings of guilt and the belief that people would be better off just hating you and moving on.
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LYRICS:
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I had to block out 
thoughts of you
so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head
that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?

And will you never say
that you love me
just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me
it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me
for all the things
I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
what's good for you

I'm sober now
for 3 whole months
It's one accomplishment
that you helped me with

The one thing
that always tore us apart

Is the one thing
I won't touch again

In my sick way
I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy
waging wars on myself
you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted
my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself
when it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so far away
that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes
in your heart
to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me
for all the things
I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
what's good for you

And with a sad heart
I say bye to you
and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
for every mistake
that I have made

And like a baby boy
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry
and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling
"Make it go away!"

Just make her smile come back
and shine
just like it used to be
And then she whispered
"How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me
for all the things
I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
what's good for you

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HATE ME TODAY

to all of you that have kids, want kids, or were a kid - here is the best piece of advice I've ever received: 'Even if you're filled with doubt... CARRY LOVE FORWARD'- It's a thing called 'intergenerational transmission'... and the best part is, it's completely free.
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LYRICS:
------
My daddy just died  
Here in his house  
During the light morning rain  

Thought of myself  
When I was young  
And unafraid of everything  

Thought everyone  
Would live for 
Long endless days  
Catchin' sun in our hands  
Til we squeeze so hard  
That it all slips past  
Our tiny fists  

Let it go  
And be all right  
Know that a brand 
New baby boy  
Is almost here  
To do it again  
Do it again  
With my son

Carry my love  
Carry my love  
To the other side  

Carry my love  
Carry his love  
To carry on  

Carry my love  
Carry my love

Carry...
Other side  

Carry my love  
Carry my love  
To the other side

Carry my love  
Carry his love  
To carry on  

Carry my love  
Carry my love  

Looking back 
At yesterday  
Didn't do everything 
I should have done  

But I'll be okay  
Cuz I accept 
My imperfections  
Pass this weakness  
Down the line  

Let him know  
That he's just fine  
Be yourself  
Mistakes are made  
Accept sad days
Just like this one  

Way back in the past  
I was so afraid  
Nothing would last
As long as the sun shines  
Now that I'm older  
And filled with doubt  
Reachin' out to 
New baby hands  
Catchin' the sunshine 
In his tiny fists  

Lies on his back  
Lookin' on upward  
With the same look  
That I have right now  
And as I stare  
Into his soulful eyes  
I know that he will...  

Carry my love  
Carry my love  
To the other side  

Carry my love  
Carry his love  
To carry on

Carry my love  
Carry my love  
To the other side  

Carry my love  
Carry his love  
To carry on  

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Carry My Love

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SINCERE IMPOSTER is an intimate collection of artists exploring a curious mixture of New Wave, Dance, EDM, Folk Rock, Metal, Art Pop, Electro, Dreamwave, and Experimental World Pop. Collectively, this is known as QUIRKPOP — music that pushes the creative limits of traditional pop.

Expect an unpredictable journey through sound, emotion, and humor, where genres collide and pop bends in strange new ways. Each song is conceived, composed, and performed with total sincerity, whether it’s built from voices, instruments, software, or hybrid experimentation. The focus is on the music itself: if it resonates, it resonates. No explanation required.

SINCERE IMPOSTER is curated by two musicians, both living within the same body, sharing a singular existence. They identify as Danielle & Dave. They are both psychologically and musically confused, yet extremely and unapologetically sincere.

Influences range from Weird Al and Nathan Fielder to David Lynch, Rosalia, Monatik, Atarashii Gakko!, Rammstein, T-Pain, and T-Swift. 

Danielle & Dave’s favorite inventions include the vacuum and the peach pitter. Their father is simply known as Vessel… who may be an entity or a god.


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