Losing My Faith

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sometimes i feel like you're the one that got away. i did love you, i didn't know how to love you TRULY, with how you deserved. idk, if only things were different. i know u loved me... this picture was the last day i did my drug of choice... clean ever since

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lost for good

hopeless in 2023

SOCIALS

hopeless 2023 (prod. reaper)

FORGIVE ME (prod. Cohen Gréy)

prod me
with @dogdick

*lyrics*

dog:

my voice speaks out to ur face, to ur lips
i havent checked my phone in a week, maybe three
i like crystal lines, have me up, i am geeked
i overheard u tell my secrets by the sink so i
ran far away, i
should have never stayed, i
ran far away, i
think i should have stayed but

kardi:

i think i should've stayed, but now its far too late
all these mf problems stacking up on my plate
i see the pain in ur face
u know i just bought an eighth
u know im going thru a lot, i only wanna see ur face

dog:

hotel rooms, all alone, drug abuse i
(drug abuse i)
sit next to u, i dont understand a word
so i act like i do
(yeah, yeah i act like i do)
i just act like i do
(aye)

kardi:

txt me what u want, feel our luv just fucking fading
pussy fuckin boy, sitting on his ass just hating
hotel rooms, drug abuse, and ur still on my mind
at any given time, u know im doing just fine
u know i luv u so, and i just want u to know
i wanna be with u, u had me up by the throat
and time was moving too slow
they say theres no place like home
and yeah u know ur my home
and yeah u know ur my home

yuh, yuhhhhhh
yuh, yuhhhhhh
yuhhhhhhh

hotel rooms, drug abuse
yeah i act like i do
yeah i act like i do
act like i do

hotel rooms w/ dog (prod. kardia26)

Love Is Pain

Peines

prod. by @imcaves
[intro]
Trying my best
To leave you all on your own
Yeah, you read all my texts
But won't pick up the phone
I should give it a rest
But I'm stuck in this hole
Yet, you couldn't care less
It's getting so old

[chorus]
You don’t wanna talk to me 'cuz all you want is silence
Push me out of the picture but you promised that I’m priceless
Razor to the bone because I’m going through a crisis
I miss your violet iris
Behind those tired eyelids
I don’t wanna talk to you 'cuz you don’t wanna hear it
Wrestle with the depression from the way I’ve been mistreated
Calling out for help but they can’t hear you when you’re screaming
I can’t believe you’re leaving
I guess I should’ve seen it

[verse]
Honestly, I wish you’d come back and reverse all the damage we caused in the past 
Still working hard to forgive and forget but It feels like a test and I’m failing the class 
Hate it and blame this on how you’ve been hurt 
It feels like an outcome I didn’t deserve
My efforts were fruitless, it ended up useless 
I’ve given up trying cuz it never works 

[chorus]
You don’t wanna talk to me 'cuz all you want is silence
Push me out of the picture but you promised that I’m priceless
Razor to the bone because I’m going through a crisis
I miss your violet iris
Behind those tired eyelids
I don’t wanna talk to you cuz you don’t wanna hear it
Wrestle with the depression from the way I’ve been mistreated
Calling out for help but they can’t hear you when you’re screaming
I can’t believe you’re leaving
I guess I should’ve seen it

Silence (prod caves)

Just For today

I find you in everything I see
I can’t seem to help myself
Your thought just won’t ever leave
Will I ever wake up with someone else?
Its morning, kiss me, its late for school
Shower, then we’ll eat, I’ll drive you home

Don’t matter what happens 
Nothing can erase what we did
Together we can give it a try
If you’re with me, relapse sounds great
You said sometimes I liked you the most
You know we can’t be just friends

(you and me you and me again)

Tell me I’m your favourite boy
Even if it’s just for today
She said “you deserve so much better”
Well you’re the best of me
Between forgetting and killing myself
I choose you forever eternally

Will I ever find you again?
Who will hurt me the most again?

Paint with my pain a picture
Cut me open once again
Drown myself in misery
Always choke me tenderly
Wait for me as much as I do
Guess I’ll have to bleed your goodbye

Tell me I’m your favourite boy
Even if it’s just for today
She said “you deserve so much better”
Well you’re the best of me
Between forgetting and killing myself
I choose you forever eternally

(you and me 
you and me again)
.
.
.
-Wrote this song while I was on rehab (November)
Recorded this demo on my cell phone on December for a _special_someone_ cause I couldn't let go.
Never really had the guts to actually produce a full on version of this song, so it will always stay as a demo.
My 22 years were the worst experience I've ever had to live.
Still, I´m getting better, sososo much better, hope's the last thing that ever dies, and _somehow_ I still haven't died-
P.D. I'll love u for life

Just For Today - Demo

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Primissimo take di "Heaven", registrato a Settembre 2024.
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Strumentale: @lovelykidalan

heaven.OGG (prod. Alan Johansson) - prima registrazione 15/09/2024

Made it to this point last year 
Ruminating what I did to deserve this 
Crossed arms in the blacked out cashmere 
Like this treatment has a purpose 
It’s cold in my chest another rest won’t make it better 
I used to think it had a reason 
It’s rough out west I’ll tough it out like the weather 
We used to always give it meaning 

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind 

And these days your heart reflects all the weather
Cause it gets colder in December
And last week when you left thought I’ll get better
But now I wake up with no purpose 
And you’re so damn broken 
Can’t fix your heart it’s frozen 
And I don’t wanna spend another night alone 
You’re all I know

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind

you get it all ft. cutdeep (king theta)

"The Ballad of Kenny Spitfist (Remix)" is a folk-punk tragedy about a washed-up hometown hero who traded his last shot at redemption for motel keys and Walmart parking lot rendezvous. A raw mix of pop-punk energy, grunge grit, and dark storytelling, this song builds from quiet regret to a full-throttle reckoning. Gang vocals chant his sins, the guitars push like a runaway train, and the chorus lingers like a ghost that won’t let go.

************LYRICS**************

There was a man sold a thousand lies, 
Still fell short on overtime. 
Forty years out the door, 
Now bills stack like high school scores.
Used to be the MVP, 
Now he’s just a memory. 
Lost his job, lost his car, 
Crushed beneath reality.

That man took the neighbor’s deal, 
Needed cash, needed wheels. 
Every morning, same routine, 
Closer than they meant to be.
Office doors and motel keys,
Lunchtime sins in SUVs. 
Walmart lot rendezvous, 
Both had everything to lose.

Tell me, Kenny, tell me now,
Tell me where you laid her down.
Tell me when, tell me twice,
Tell me ‘bout the kids you sliced.
Tell me ‘bout the kids you sliced.
Tell me, was it worth the price?

Two pink lines, two mistakes, 
Twice they flushed them both away. 
But that man lost no sleep, 
Guess his love cut that cheap.
Spit and sweat, the same routine, 
Dirty sheets and nicotine. 
You can sneak, you can hide, 
But your sin don’t make you mine.

Tell me, Kenny, tell me now, 
Tell me where you laid her down. 
Tell me when, tell me twice, 
Tell me ‘bout the kids you sliced.
Tell me ‘bout the kids you sliced.
Tell me how it feels inside.
Tell me was it worth the price
Tell me, can you sleep at night?

Unlocked phone, one long scroll, 
She knows what his future holds.
His wife was quiet, couldn't feel, 
Hit “record” to seal the deal.

They pulled outside the neighbors’ house, 
Watched them laughing, making out. 
She hit “send” and let it ride, 
Kenny’s life was crucified.

The neighbors watched it all unfold, 
The shame, the fear, the fall, the show. 
The legend’s gone, his story’s read, 
Now he’s just a joke instead.

Tell me, Kenny, tell me now, 
Tell me where you laid her down. 
Tell me when, tell me twice, 
Tell me ‘bout the kids you sliced.
Tell me ‘bout the kids you sliced.
Tell me how it feels inside.
Tell me was it worth the price
Tell me, can you sleep at night?

Chili’s took his picture down, 
Replaced it with a two-bit clown 
Last they heard, he found the Lord,
Or booked a flight he can’t afford.

No one calls, no one cares, 
Just another wasted prayer. 
His wife still walks that quiet street, 
While Kenny hangs from a sheet.

The Ballad of Kenny Spitfist

Dreamsi - Angels Love You

Artwork by Dreamsi

Lyrics: 
Oh, oh oh
Oh, oh oh
They love you, oh

Falling asleep again
The same old town haunts your dreams
Are you thinking of me?
I'm begging please

Don't forget you are loved
All your heart comes undone
But the angels in your dreams will cry
And they'll sing you a lullaby

Forget your problems, darling
They only weigh you down
I wanted to tell you something
I have your heart in my head

They won't let you go
The angels always know
Nothing can be forgotten here
The haunted town that's with you dear now

Climb into the boat and we can row away
Cast our worries to the sky
Clouds of smoke surround your body
Tired of feeling like you're so lonely

It makes me cry
Do you fall asleep at night
Thinking of all the times you fell down
You'll always have a place here darling

Produced by sk8miles
Lyrics and vocals, mix and master of this recording ©Dreamsi 2024, all rights reserved.

Angels Love You

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