Chyba nie żyję, wjebałem się w bagno
Od ponad miecha nie potrafię zasnąć
Moje paranoje zabiłyby mnie już dawno 
Boję się rozmyślać, bo to kurwa boli bardzo

Moja głowa nie pozwala mi istnieć
Rozjebię siebie o beton nim zginę
Nie zostawię listu, po prostu nawinę
Me serce tak chłodne, już chyba nie żyje

Moje paranoje męczą mnie od zawsze
Już nie potrafię kochać, chociaż tego pragnę
Ta rusałka patrzy w moją stronę i chyba mnie pragnie
Ale nie mogę dać jej tego czego chce od zawsze

Pragnę trochę ciepła, ciepła na prawdę
Wszędzie do około zimno, zimno najbardziej
Pragnę trochę ciepła, ciepła naprawdę
Jak w pierdolonym Arendelle, nie ma już ciepła dla mnie

Nie wiem co robić dalej, nie mam już pragnień
Te sygnały jadą do mnie i chcą mnie znaleźć
Mam coraz więcej złości, nienawidzę go bardziej
Rozjebię skurwysynowi łeb o beton naprawdę

Ja nie chcę już marzyć, bo boję się myśleć
Zadzwoń po karetkę, bo chyba już ginę
Mam jakoś ze trzy powody by istnieć
Ładnie się śmiejesz, a na sercu masz bliznę

Jestem, jestem, jestem, jestem, jestem
Zniszczonym chłopakiem
Jesteś, jesteś, jesteś, jesteś
Tym czego pragnę najbardziej

Zabijają mnie te paranoje
Zabijają mnie te paranoje
Zabijają mnie te paranoje
Zabijają mnie te paranoje

Pragnę trochę ciepła, ciepła na prawdę
Wszędzie do około zimno, zimno najbardziej
Pragnę trochę ciepła, ciepła naprawdę
Jak w pierdolonym Arendelle, nie ma już ciepła dla mnie

Moje paranoje męczą mnie od zawsze
Już nie potrafię kochać, chociaż tego pragnę
Ta rusałka patrzy w moją stronę i chyba mnie pragnie
Ale nie mogę dać jej tego czego chce od zawsze

Chyba nie żyję, wjebałem się w bagno
Od ponad miecha nie potrafię zasnąć
Moje paranoje zabiłyby mnie już dawno 
Boję się rozmyślać, bo to kurwa boli bardzo

Moja głowa nie pozwala mi istnieć
Rozjebię siebie o beton nim zginę
Nie zostawię listu, po prostu nawinę
Me serce tak chłodne, już chyba nie żyje

Arendelle (prod.zdvcham)

Video out now on Youtube: https://youtu.be/B6wYljv5JUs?si=hImao9OUikR0m378
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chem

chem (prod. Young Taylor) - 4adi x jera

Produced by Luke and luffysome
Mixed by Turanjit Baruah

Looking for a way out - Lil Bl@ckout x KetaKitty

made this in quarantine 2020. now hopefully the song will make more sense.

Visualizer out on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcNM5MPiurs

feedback

feedback (prod. Sogimura) - 4adi

Mixed & Mastered by @ogdollamane

Lyrics:

It’s a race
To infinity

I’m on a race yeah
Make my way
To outer space
Through these ups and downs
No you can’t relate
Thought the depths of outer space
This message I relay ay ay
Can you hear me calling
Hear me call at your name
Stil no response
Since the last time I checked
Still would do anything to make it last

Please forget the past
I want to make it last
In the fast lane I might crash it’s so tragic
Come from a tragic past
Count up my mistakes 
I add em up
Don’t know why I still hold them against me
And my friends still lie and I hold it against them
It’s like I’m fighting this whole world all my life
Yeah can you hear my battle cry
Crying from my eyes
I know that you’re the one that’s hurt but I still end up crying
Tears fall from my face I’m drowning
Can you hear me calling

Whole lotta thoughts on my brain 
Got me thinking out loud
Gotta drown em out 
no don’t leave a sound
You know I was just around your side of town
I jumped in the crowd see the blood hounds around me
All around me
I was sinking undersea so lost until you found me
I was breaking at the seams when I bleed easily

But that’s just the result of you killing me so I flee the scene
Fill my cup up just spilled it on my jeans
Will you stay with me how you gon leave with my keys
Speeding 93s in high speed I been speeding light speed Find me at the crime scene 

I’m on a race yeah
Make my way
To outer space
Through these ups and downs
No you can’t relate
Thought the depths of outer space
This message I relay ay ay
Can you hear me calling
Hear me call at your name
Stil no response
Since the last time I checked
Still would do anything to make it last

Whole lotta thoughts on my brain 
Got me thinking out loud
Gotta drown em out 
no don’t leave a sound
You know I was just around your side of town
I jumped in the crowd see the blood hounds around me
All around me
I was sinking undersea so lost until you found me
I was breaking at the seams when I bleed easily
But that’s just the result of you killing me so I flee the scene

Can you hear me calling
Can you hear me call at your name

battlecry

battlecry (prod. classik) - 4adi x jera

One Day

In the beginning of love, you always promise you will be together no matter the weather. But what happens when it starts to get cold. Are you willing to endure the longest winter for the drug you are overdosed on?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4HrLl3T4qxh3xZmfQwJTPE?si=e12806dc9e6f4cf2
AMV on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVUm6c3TKwY

Produced by: @slayingibis
Mixed & Mastered by @crow_mium

Lyrics:
your love really is a challenge
I'm not used to it not a habit
You only catch me when I'm lacking
baby we got new gas it be packing
when we get together it's kinda like magic
the way you bring me out of this sadness
but there's a limit I swish my wand but I can't go back in time
I don't know how I didn't see the signs

Even though you look at me
like I'm supposed to know
but I can't read your mind
you're just my girl trynna make a wife
she a 10 out of 10 she a perfect dime

we like bonnie and clyde
she do crime with me
and promise if we get caught
we do time together
I looked right at her
told her we together no matter the weather
getting chilly out here it's like sweater weather

with her love think I might be getting a little better
just a little better
overdosed on your medicine

your love really is a challenge
I'm not used to it not a habit
You only catch me when I'm lacking
baby we got new gas it be packing
when we get together it's kinda like magic
the way you bring me out of this sadness
but there's a limit I swish my wand but I can't go back in time
I don't know how I didn't see the signs

we like bonnie and clyde
she do crime with me
and promise if we get caught
we do time together
I looked right at her
told her we together no matter the weather
getting chilly out here it's like sweater weather

I stay taking all these pills but I'm not getting better
don't even need you're girl but she's getting wetter
devil trynna talk should I let him in
yeah we finna ball

your love really is a challenge
I'm not used to it not a habit
You only catch me when I'm lacking
baby we got new gas it be packing
when we get together it's kinda like magic
the way you bring me out of this sadness
but there's a limit I swish my wand but I can't go back in time
I don't know how I didn't see the signs

sweater weather

sweater weather (prod.slayingibis) - 4Adi

MOVE YA FEET!

MOVE YA FEET! w/ Ayesha Erotica, Petey Plastic, Yung Skayda (+Qyurisuu)

Psycho (Prod.Freek Van Workum Ft.Aylius)

Emo Boy

a feeling of chasing lost moments or trying to recapture the feelings tied to those memories, even as time slips away. Reflecting a deep yearning for the good times that have passed, with an undercurrent of pain and realization that some memories can't be relived. expressing frustration with the inability to forget or move on, yet continue to run after those fleeting, bittersweet recollections, creating a tension between clinging to the past and the need to let go and heal.

Chasing Memories

POLICE ASKING QUESTIONS BUT I AM LEGALLY BLIND is chaos wrapped in a beat, a middle finger to authority with distorted vibes that hit harder than a bad decision. Produced by ayosyntax and released under COKEVIALZ, this track blends raw emotion, glitchy sounds, and a sense of rebellious freedom you can’t ignore.

This isn’t just music—it’s an anthem for the misunderstood, the ones who’ve got nothing to say but everything to feel. Expect analog distortion, punk-inspired trap energy, and lyrics that make you question where the line between chaos and art really is.

Turn it up, but don’t let the cops hear it. They’re already asking questions.

POLICE ASKING QUESTIONS BUT I AM LEGALLY BLIND (prod.ayosyntax_ {MP3 VERSION}

l0v3 scars

Fuck Disney X Emo Boy (Ayesha Erotica & Jade Nicole mashup)

Wublin Island X Emo Boy | Ayesha Erotica X My Singing Monsters

10:14

https://www.instagram.com/imprinceway/

All inquiries: imprinceway@gmail.com

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steal my mp3s

Sad boi trance 

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Music is a outlet for me so I post for me and those who can relate to the pain.

//Collabs Closed//

Artist’s that inspired me: Juice WRLD, LIL PEEP, XXXTENTACION, Eminem, NF, Sik World, SadBoyProlific and more.

Other Artist’s I listen to: Moxas, Damien, machinegunkelly, DAX, iAmJakeHill, Chris$tian Gate$, GHOSTMANE and more.

R.I.P to the GOATS

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