WHY AM I STILL HERE

why am i still here w/ zreality

Lyrics:

(høøk1)
Ill scream and ill break down, these thoughts have dimmed my halo
My mind is a graveyard, a home filled with the unknown

Youre making my heart ache, erasing thoughts you have sewn
Just stab me, break my skin, then leave youll end up all alone

(verse)
Taking everything to heart
Im scared that we might fall apart
Ill spell your name out in the stars
Youll end up killing me, im sure

Contemplating everything, i need to find a way out
Heard that she dont fuck with me, but still she comes to my house
Touching my skin, and then around ten
She took me to hell, i dont guess imma win

Up every night now, im feeling so helpless
You ripped my heart straight out and made it a necklace

(høøk2)
Ill scream and ill break down, these thoughts have dimmed my halo
My mind is a graveyard, a home filled with the unknown

Youre making my heart ache, erasing thoughts you have sewn
Just stab me, break my skin, then leave youll end up all alone

macabre (prod. deatheart)

[FREE] Nirvana x Lil Peep Type Beat "Blessed" - Grunge instrumental

BEAT BY Cr1sp

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ubz4gO5sltU

BLESSED

Scarface

Did It Again

Lil Sidney -
Cuore a pezzi
ricordi in ombra parole taglienti
vetro bruciato
Eri tutto ora sei niente
perso nel buio
resisto.
Insisto
Svanisco Ora volo sopra il dolore, ho cicatrici inutili
lontano dai tuoi abbracci futili
Sto nelle notti gelide, qui i pensieri tornano, ho perso la luce, quindi danzo nel buio, ferite ancora aperte, dolore inesistente,
navigo in un mare di emozioni stupide
con il cuore a pezzi  ogni parola che mi davi mi feriva, ma in silenzio, sotto il peso di quei giorni duri

Lil Sasaki-
Tu sei l'unica cosa certa
tutto ciò che mi resta
guardo dalla finestra
ti scrivo un altro verso
ma penso che potrei farlo meglio
non so se t'interessa
che adesso a dire il vero da tempo
non vedo il mio verso
e provo a guardarmi dentro
ed è tutto cosi tetro e spento
come il sipario a teatro
con gli attori in pausa a pranzo
e le luci puntate all'angolo
questa vita è uno spettacolo
ce un posto in prima fila
dimmi che sei spaventato
da tutto il sangue che schizza
inizia come un gioco
poi si trasforma in vizio
e si appiccica al cuore sul fondo del precipizio
non saprei spiegarlo però lo percepisco
ho il concetto in testa che non saprei come dirlo
ma vivo finchè non appassisco
perche resisto e resisco

Ferite

Ferite - Lil Sidney, Lil Sasaki (N.G.A.V.)

Don't Pressure Me [prod. cl6udy & cxrter]

otwierasz pandorę i już nie ma odwrotu. ciemność, emocje, głosy w głowie — wszystko naraz.
beat is from freebeats.io 

pandora

I Can't Keep On

A genre-blending hip hop and alternative artist from West Virginia, known for raw lyricism and emotionally charged storytelling blending rap and music from the soul. Stage name Jyster is a spin on jester—a symbol of being a joke or underestimated. Writing all his own music, he channels pain, passion, and perspective into every track, aiming to make a lasting impact on listeners whove felt unheard. His sound draws from early influences in rap and rock, with a cinematic energy that's as vulnerable as it is defiant.

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Artiste hip-hop et alternatif originaire de Virginie-Occidentale, il est connu pour son lyrisme brut et sa narration chargée d'émotion, mêlant rap et musique soul. Son nom de scène, Jyster, est une variante de « jester » : il symbolise la moquerie ou la sous-estimation, jusqu'à ce que la vérité de ses mots éclate. Composant lui-même sa musique, il canalise douleur, passion et perspective dans chaque morceau, cherchant à marquer durablement les auditeurs qui se sont sentis ignorés. Son son puise dans ses premières influences rap et rock, avec une énergie cinématographique aussi vulnérable que provocante.

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Lil Sidney Dull Boy
Classe 97, fondatore e voce sia del gruppo grunge Overcoma dal 2015 che del gruppo hardcore Renoir dal 2020. Dal 2019 membro del collettivo alt/ hc trap N.G.A.V. con tre lavori già pubblicati. Nel 2022 fonda la R.O.D. Records, etichetta diy e nello stesso anno fonda il movimento ‘Lost Youth Movement//Movimento della gioventù perduta’.


- Lil Sidney;
Versacrum, demo (2020)
Quando muoio la smetto pt.1 (album/live in studio 2021)
B3st Fr13nds, mixtape (2022)
Louder//Loser, mixtape (2022)
Quando muoio la smetto pt.2 (2025)

- Nothing Good After Venus;
A Gothic Tales, demo (2020)
2021, EP (2021)
The Fall, EP (2022)

Hi. I make music, I like collaborating on stuff if anybody wanna hmu by all means im always checkin my stuff, so holla

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“Don’t let the world control you
if it tries leave it behind.”

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I have a lot of old Names (Lil_Reaper) (Prince Raven) (The_CDK) (The Witch KC) (TheLonelyKing) and many others

I’ve been making music since 2021

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