spoken word track about some stuff
i hope u guys like this its very different from my usual stuff...

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lyrics:
i keep having this dream.
you and i are sitting in the car, we just finished arguing.
we are over, there wasnt any changing that.
we are sat in silence, not looking at one another.
suddenly, air raid sirens sound from all directions.
death is impending.
and as i hear the sound of bombs falling,
whistles screaming through the air,
i hold you so close i could feel your heartbeat.
i close my eyes.
and, for some reason, i am happy.
the last thought that goes through my mind is an awe-striking sense of relief.
the relief that i wont ever have to live a day without you again.
i wake up in the morning with my heart hurting.
transported from a content death to a painful life.
a life where you still exist, and i still have to see you.
i have to know that you spit on the ground i walk.
i have to know theres no changing your mind.
so i wake up in the morning with one word on my mind.
why?
why do i care so much?
why dont you care at all?
why cant the pain stop?
why wont the pain stop?
why wont it go away?
why wont you go away?
because every time ive heard your voice since i had that dream i plug my ears.
it kills me to hear your laugh, because i was once the cause of it.
it kills me to see you smile, because you once smiled when you saw me.
it kills me to see you move on, because i know i never really will.

this dream

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