Composed & Produced by Lazarri

(Chorus)
I realized, that I’m fine alone
I’m inside my mind, I roam
It wasn’t my fault, I hope
But I still blame myself to cope
I’m inside my mind, alone
I’m searching to find some hope
But I don’t know where to go
I can’t go back, no I won’t

(Verse)
I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know why I’m back
I don’t wanna hear excuses, can you cut me some slack
Can you cut all of the bullshit, so I won’t have to be mad
Can we work through all our differences, so we can fix the gap
All these problems are still staying, they just build up and stack
And this bitch is adding to it, she’s forcing me to backtrack
I gave her my full compliance, but I never gained it back
And she’s fucking up my options, keeping me under her wrath
And she’s standing in my way, it’s no wonder that I’m trapped
And this bitch she’s just consuming me, she’s turning me to ash
Every second that I stay, I just spiral through the past
I’m still searching for the exit, that I know it never had
Every moment that I’m waiting, I can feel my patience snap
All the scars that she’s been leaving, I can never give them back
And I’m vacant in the silence, watching everything go black
And I’m vacant in her spell, but she keeps me coming back

(Bridge)
I realized, that I’m fine alone
I’m inside my mind, I roam
It wasn’t my fault, I hope
But I still blame myself to cope

(Chorus)
I realized, that I’m fine alone
I’m inside my mind, I roam
It wasn’t my fault, I hope
But I still blame myself to cope
I’m inside my mind, alone
I’m searching to find some hope
But I don’t know where to go
I can’t go back, no I won’t

Vacant

Composed & Produced by Lazarri

(Chorus)
Is it too much to ask, I don’t wanna get attached
I don’t wanna stay detached, maybe that’s just who I am
I don’t know who I am, I’m so fucked up, can’t relax
I don’t know if it’ll last, or if it will be my last
I begged her for a chance, so that I could leave the past
But I fell into a trance, now I’m stuck in this relapse
I need her, the romance, so I have to take a chance
Maybe I could stay intact, so I could win my soul back

(Post-chorus)
So I could win my soul back, I don’t wanna be attached (I don’t wanna be attached)
And I’m scared so I detach, I know she’s not coming back (I know she’s not coming back)

(Verse 1)
And she’s eating me, consuming me inside
Maybe it's my fault that she stayed on my mind
Was I wrong that I wanted her for life
What’s the point if she still had to leave my side
And I’m tired of the games of the lies
Wanna love you, don’t wanna have to despise
Wanna hold you, I wanna look in your eyes
But there’s no hope, I’m forced to say my goodbye

(Chorus)
Is it too much to ask, I don’t wanna get attached
I don’t wanna stay detached, maybe that’s just who I am
I don’t know who I am, I’m so fucked up, can’t relax
I don’t know if it’ll last, or if it will be my last
I begged her for a chance, so that I could leave the past
But I fell into a trance, now I’m stuck in this relapse
I need her, the romance, so I have to take a chance
Maybe I could stay intact, so I could win my soul back

(Verse 2)
And I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m so lost
Everything is so fucked up I just needed to pause
I needed to run away, I needed to withdraw
And she’s eating me but leaving my alive
I’m trying to figure out how to unfuck my life
I’m feeling the pressure it’s hitting me from all sides
I know it’s not forever, but she’s still stuck on my mind

(Chorus)
Is it too much to ask, I don’t wanna get attached
I don’t wanna stay detached, maybe that’s just who I am
I don’t know who I am, I’m so fucked up, can’t relax
I don’t know if it’ll last, or if it will be my last
I begged her for a chance, so that I could leave the past
But I fell into a trance, now I’m stuck in this relapse
I need her, the romance, so I have to take a chance
Maybe I could stay intact, so I could win my soul back

(Outro)
So I could win my soul back, I don’t wanna be attached
And I’m scared so I detach, I know she’s not coming back

Attached

Composed & Produced by Lazarri

(Chorus)
Hoes in my brain, keeping me awake
Still in my mind they won’t let me catch a break
Leaves me insane, I can’t escape
They fucked up my life, now they’re fucking up my brain
Miss me, do you miss me
Cause I don’t miss you, I just miss the feel
I was empty, now I’m feelin’ free
Your leaving was the cure, it was my remedy

(Verse)
Had enough, I had enough
It’s already bad enough, it’s bad enough
I tried to find another one, a better one
But she still seems like she’s not done, she’s not done
I fell in love, fell in love
Assumed it was for the long run, the long run
I question how it had begun, had begun
The damage I cannot outrun, can’t outrun
I’m feeling numb, feeling numb
Knowing that I am scared to love, scared to love
But I still crave another one, a better one
Hoping for another outcome, before I’m numb

(Bridge)
Now I can’t love, feeling so numb
Still in my mind, they don’t wanna leave my skull
And I’m so dull, you left me numb
That’s what I get for wanting to give you the world
Hoes in my brain, keeping me awake
Still in my mind they won’t let me catch a break
Leaves me insane, I can’t escape
They fucked up my life, now they’re fucking up my brain

(Chorus)
Hoes in my brain, keeping me awake
Still in my mind they won’t let me catch a break
Leaves me insane, I can’t escape
They fucked up my life, now they’re fucking up my brain
Miss me, do you miss me
Cause I don’t miss you, I just miss the feel
I was empty, now I’m feelin’ free
Your leaving was the cure, it was my remedy

Remedy

Composed & Produced by Lazarri

(Chorus)
She’s lurking in my brain, I don’t know why she’s stayed
I don’t know what to say, when she’s causing the decay
And I’m stuck in my brain, I’m so fucked in my brain
I’m trying to escape, but she won’t let me migrate
She gave me a migraine, and she made me insane
I tried my best to fix her, but people, they never change
I know she’s the still same, I should have never aimed
To shoot my shot to fix her, should have known I couldn’t tame

(Verse 1)
The devil couldn’t reach me so he sent her
He made her so tempting and built her to lure
It always ends the same, but I still chose to endure
It always ends the same, but I still just wanted her
Maybe its my mistake, its my fault I always hurt
All these girls the same, I’ll just always end up hurt
And it’ll never change, I know that’s just how it works
But I want it to change, because all I want is her

(Verse 2)
I’m trapped inside my feelings and she reads them like a book
She plays me like a game, and she drags me with a hook
She never tried to hide it, I just never chose to look
And in the end I always just deemed her misunderstood
Knew she was destroying me but still wanted to stay
I just wanted to hold her, it didn’t matter the decay
It felt like I was hostage, even though it was my say
But somehow I felt safe, deep inside her disarray

(Bridge)
She’s lurking in my brain, I don’t know why she’s stayed
I don’t know what to say, when she’s causing the decay
And I’m stuck in my brain, I’m so fucked in my brain
I’m trying to escape, but she won’t let me migrate

(Chorus)
She’s lurking in my brain, I don’t know why she’s stayed
I don’t know what to say, when she’s causing the decay
And I’m stuck in my brain, I’m so fucked in my brain
I’m trying to escape, but she won’t let me migrate
She gave me a migraine, and she made me insane
I tried my best to fix her, but people, they never change
I know she’s the still same, I should have never aimed
To shoot my shot to fix her, should have known I couldn’t tame

(Verse 3)
I was feeling empty but then she filled up my heart
I know it’s not the same when she’s tearing me apart
I know I can’t escape, when I don’t wanna depart
I know she can’t be blamed, when it's me who’s taking part
I know I’m to be blamed, that I kept going this far
I know it’s not the same when she’s keeping me apart
I know it’s not the same, when she’s stealing up my heart
I know it’s not the same, when she’s stealing up my heart

(Chorus)
She’s lurking in my brain, I don’t know why she’s stayed
I don’t know what to say, when she’s causing the decay
And I’m stuck in my brain, I’m so fucked in my brain
I’m trying to escape, but she won’t let me migrate
She gave me a migraine, and she made me insane
I tried my best to fix her, but people, they never change
I know she’s the still same, I should have never aimed
To shoot my shot to fix her, should have known I couldn’t tame

Disarray V2

Composed & Produced by Lazarri

(Chorus) 
Don’t know what you’ve done to me, so suddenly
I’m starting to forget the peace, you’re haunting me
And it's all getting trapped in me, it stays with me
Nothing ever amazes me, it’s stale to me
And I don’t know what’s happening, it's baffling
That I still have to tackle it, still battle it
And my thoughts are all blackening, unravelling
And they’re all leading back to me, my memories

(Post-chorus)
Please just wake me up (wake me up)
I’m trapped in this nightmare and its fucked (and its fucked)
I’m awake and conscious but still stuck (but still stuck)
And I’m out of options, out of luck (out of luck)

(Verse)
Real love, tryna find a real one
I’d give her my all if I could keep her for the long-run
But I know it’s all done, and she was the wrong one
I don’t know when the next will end up being the last one
And I know I lost one, not getting a refund
I just keep on trying until I am forced to succumb
Used to see a future now I’m living in a blank one
I can’t take it back because the damage is already done

(Bridge)
On my own, on my own
That bitch left me all alone, all alone
Tried to find another hoe, so I could roam
And go back to reclaim my soul, before I’m owned

(Chorus) 
Don’t know what you’ve done to me, so suddenly
I’m starting to forget the peace, you’re haunting me
And it's all getting trapped in me, it stays with me
Nothing ever amazes me, it’s stale to me
And I don’t know what’s happening, it's baffling
That I still have to tackle it, still battle it
And my thoughts are all blackening, unravelling
And they’re all leading back to me, my memories

(Post-chorus)
Please just wake me up
I’m trapped in this nightmare and its fucked
I’m awake and conscious but still stuck
And I’m out of options, out of luck

(Outro)
I’m trapped in this nightmare and its fucked
And I’m out of options, out of luck

Memories

Composed by Lazarri
Produced by Prime

(Verse 1)
Got blessed with a bitch, thought she was the answer
Now I’m left, in the past, with my wasted effort
Maybe I, could rewind, and then go back to her
But it wouldn’t suffice, I’m stuck in this torture
Everyday I relive, it just makes it harder
I don’t want to forget, maybe that’s the problem
And I drag it to my head, like a goat to slaughter
And her memory begs to fade, like some kind of martyr

(Verse 2)
Got into my head, and I can’t recover
And I feel no regret, only filled with anger
Asked myself, “Was it love, or a void to conquer?”
Asked myself, “Was it her, or was it her comfort?”
Fix myself, everyday, I try to be better
I keep yearning to be perfect, but I just want closure
Building toward a goal I can’t even picture
Maybe if I would let go, I wouldn’t feel so somber

(Verse 3)
You told me you would stay, or was I the problem?
I ignored most the issues, just to keep you calmer
Doubted whether this was what really what you wanted
I thought I could fix it, like I broke it prior
You gave me commitment, but then lit the pyre
I gave you my all, didn’t think it would backfire
You couldn’t even fulfill my one desire
Or maybe your love had faded, like it expired

Martyr

Composed by Lazarri
Produced by Prime

(Chorus)
Told me you would change, but fucked up my brain
Wasn’t worth the wait, because you still stayed the same
And I tried to remain sane, tried to stay the same
But I couldn’t catch a break, because you were in the way
And I tried to run away, so I could numb the pain
I didn’t know what I was running from, just knew I couldn’t stay
And now I want it to fray, forget what remains
I’m waiting for the replacement, I know I’ll find someday

(Verse 1)
Don’t know what I should do that would get you off my mind
Even once I get another I’ll never forget your lies
I’ll never forget my effort that was met with your despise
I’ll never forget the events that led us to our demise
I’ll never look in your eyes and remember that I tried
You’ll never get out my life, so I will never revive
And I will never survive, you robbed me out of my life
You robbed me out of my time, at least I still have my prime
And I fucking love my prime, he is still my myre
Even though he didn’t promise, he still stood by my side
Maybe you could take advice, in another life
I could find the perfect girl that wouldn’t leave me undermined

(Chorus)
Told me you would change, but fucked up my brain
Wasn’t worth the wait, because you still stayed the same
And I tried to remain sane, tried to stay the same
But I couldn’t catch a break, because you were in the way
And I tried to run away, so I could numb the pain
I didn’t know what I was running from, just knew I couldn’t stay
And now I want it to fray, forget what remains
I’m waiting for the replacement, I know I’ll find someday

(Verse 2)
I don’t know whats happening
It was all going so slow
Now it’s gone rapidly
It was all taking its course
Was going naturally
But it was too good to be true
Yeah it just had to be
But I was so far gone
In it I was lost
And I succumbed to my thoughts
I left them to rot
But it felt like they were paused
I couldn’t kill them off
And you didn’t give me a lot
I took what I had got

(Bridge)
And I hadn’t got a lot
And it's still pissing me off
I just ignored all your flaws
Because you were my blind spot

(Chorus)
Told me you would change, but fucked up my brain
Wasn’t worth the wait, because you still stayed the same
And I tried to remain sane, tried to stay the same
But I couldn’t catch a break, because you were in the way
And I tried to run away, so I could numb the pain
I didn’t know what I was running from, just knew I couldn’t stay
And now I want it to fray, forget what remains
I’m waiting for the replacement, I know I’ll find someday

Blind Spot (Someday)

You got what I need

grateful

Whatever I Like

Lil Zyn is an emo-rap artist from [Atlanta, blending raw emotion with melodic flows that hit deep. His music is a diary of heartbreak, pain, and late-night thoughts, capturing the highs and lows of love, loss, and mental struggles. Drawing inspiration from the likes of Juice WRLD and other emo rap icons, Zyn turns personal struggles into universal anthems, where every verse feels like a confession and every hook hits like a memory you can’t forget.

Known for his melancholic melodies, honest lyrics, and moody soundscapes, Zyn connects with fans who feel misunderstood or lost, offering them an escape, a voice, and sometimes, a sense of solace. With a style that’s both vulnerable and magnetic, Zyn is building a world where pain can be beautiful, and emotions can be shared freely.
email: fckluv104@gmail.com

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