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“Blue Eye Girl (青い瞳の君)” is an emo-trap x electronic crossover built on autotuned falsetto, glitchy textures, and a Japanese bilingual hook. With atmospheric synths, emotional cracks, and haunting trap cadence, it blends heartbreak and obsession into a dark yet addictive anthem. For fans of emo-pop, cloud rap, and cinematic trap ballads.

Blue Eye Girl (青い瞳の君)

Music produced by Inkienix
cover art goes to respectful artist

Tales of Gold

This song came from my fight with syncope, the moments where everything fades and I’m left floating somewhere between consciousness and nothing. It’s about the fear of losing the world mid-breath, the disconnection that happens when your body forgets how to stay. Every blackout feels like slipping through reality’s cracks, and all I can do is listen to the silence closing in.

The lyrics trace that fall, from awareness to the void. The verses are the slow fade, the heartbeat just before the drop. The choruses are what it feels like to fight to stay awake, to scream inside a body that won’t respond. It’s a portrait of losing control, and trying to find peace in the space between being and disappearing.


In the Silence is both confession and resistance. It’s not about weakness, it’s about surviving the moments where survival isn’t promised. The silence isn’t empty. It’s where I’ve learned who I really am when everything else fades away.

Lyrics

Darkness falls like an empty sky
Colors fade where the light won’t try
Whispers echo, but they never stay
The words I’m losing slip further away

Steps I take don’t seem to land
I’m reaching out but I miss your hand
Through the haze, I can barely see
What’s left of the world that's fading with me

But I keep moving, though I’m hollow inside
A weight I carry, no place left to hide

I’m lost in the silence where echoes remain
Chasing the shadows that call out my name
Fading signals in the darkened skies
Where time slips away and no one replies
I’m drifting, sinking, out of control
In the silence, I’m losing my soul

It feels like drowning, but no water’s near
No air to breathe, but the thoughts stay clear
Reflections of faces in the broken glass
I reach for them, but they slip too fast

The ground is gone, but I still stand
No anchors left to hold my hand
In the mirror, I see someone else
But all I hear is the echo of myself

I’m still running, though I’m numb inside
The weight I carry, a place I can’t confide

I’m lost in the silence where echoes remain
Chasing the shadows that call out my name
Fading signals in the darkened skies
Where time slips away and no one replies
I’m drifting, sinking, out of control
In the silence, I’m losing my soul

Can’t see the ground beneath my feet
The night wraps around me, bittersweet
I scream but the sound doesn’t touch the air
In this endless space, does anyone care?

It’s getting darker, I’m falling behind
What’s left of the light, I can’t seem to find

I’m lost in the silence where echoes remain
Chasing the shadows that call out my name
Fading signals in the darkened skies
Where time slips away and no one replies
I’m drifting, sinking, out of control
In the silence, I’m losing my soul

Fading, sinking, out of control
In the silence, I’m losing my soul

Lost in the Silence

h2so4 (demo)

seconds before dawn

O se eu soubesse é sempre o último a chegar...

Teimoso sofre bué

“Make Your Mind Up” is about that space between loving someone and losing yourself trying to reach them. - ChatGpt

Make your mind up

h2so4

do you see me when the world turns black ? 

petals fall on plastic graves
roses bloom digital waves 

ghosted glass on my tongue 
taste the silence 
you said nothing 
still it felt like violence 

dripping time 
from a silver thread 
still it felt like violence 
with the thoughts in my head 
inside i scream 
neon stars your eyes so bright
tell the stars to stay asleep 

pass through glass and velvet rage 
ghost my heart the turning page 
wearing grief like cheap perfume 
light the match 
my lonely tomb 
my lonely tomb 

static love in flashing lights 
i bled stars on sleepless nights 
inside i scream

tell the stars to stay asleep
we romanticize, we romanticize 
light the match my lonely tomb 

petals fall on plastic graves 
roses bloom digital waves
static love in flashing lights 
i bled stars on sleepless nights
 
i still live inside that dream 
inside i scream 
your eyes so bright 

roses bloom digital waves 
ghost my heart the turning page

tell the stars to stay asleep 
petals fall on plastic graves 
roses bloom digital waves
inside i scream 

static love in flashing lights 
i bled stars on sleepless nights 
i still live inside that dream 
i still live inside that dream 
do you see me when the world turns black ?

Xx Stars Asleep xX ( prod. sorrow bringer )

For when you're drinking on some of that magic, you know

Some of that magic

!youwanna

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YF - NO FLEX [SNIPPED]

Dead Beat

Glock 19 Glock 19
На ней сидят михары михары
Я сейчас накурен извини извини
Я останусь в твоей памяти памяти

Шавти вайба хофмани давай с тобой съебемся
Соседи ахуеют от того как мы ебемся
Моя хабиби стерва мы всех посылаем нахуй
Напишешь всем своим подругам о том кто тя трахнул

Тупые суки попрошу вас сейчас не звонить
Абонент занят он в постели он делает биф
Я vampire slayer оседлал вампиршу хофмани
Мы курим ща в постели бесконечно говорим

Захавал колесо на ваш ебаный лай мне как то всеравно
Пососите член
Пока вы дрочите свой хуй мы с ней делаем swag

Я под прицелом её бубсов
Они ща целят прям в меня
Она ведет себя как будто
Ведет себя будто она

Glock 19 Glock 19
На ней сидят михары михары
Я сейчас накурен извини извини
Я останусь в твоей памяти памяти

Шавти вайба хофмани давай с тобой съебемся
Соседи ахуеют от того как мы ебемся
Моя хабиби стерва мы всех посылаем нахуй
Напишешь всем своим подругам о том кто тя трахнул

Тупые суки попрошу вас сейчас не звонить
Абонент занят он в постели он делает биф
Я vampire slayer оседлал вампиршу хофмани
Мы курим ща в постели бесконечно говорим

Glock19

I feel your signal through the city at night, yeah
Voice in my head like a neon light, neon
Still hear you even when you’re out of sight
Heart on a beat like a satellite, satellite

Shawty hit my line like come through quick
Lost in the dark but the vibe stay slick
Tuned to you like a frequency hit
Late night love with a dangerous kick

Verse 1
Raindrops tapping like a hi-hat roll
Streetlights shining like they highlight souls
Perfume stuck in the cold night air 
Even alone, it feels like you're there

Backseat dreams with the leather seats low
Heart speeding like a video slow-mo
Gold on my neck but it's you I still feel
Everything fake, but our silence was real

Pre-Chorus
In the glow, in the blur of the passing signs
Rewinding moments like we paused time
Can't escape even if I drive past it
Your love's a ghost but it hits massive

Hook
I feel your signal through the city at night (yeah)
Voice in my head like a neon light (neon)
Still hear you even when you’re out of sight
Heart on a beat like a satellite (satellite)

Shawty send a text like come through quick
Lost in the dark but the vibe stay slick
Tuned to you like a frequency hit
Late night love with a dangerous kick

Verse 2
Black tint heavy but the memory see-through
Your name floats soft like a late-night preview
Hands on the wheel but my mind’s on you
Fast lane life but the truth cuts through

Fire in the rain, kiss in the storm
Cold world love but it kept us warm
Tried to drown thoughts in a bass-line deep
But your voice still hums in the back of my sleep

Final Hook
Signal in the city, you still ignite
Flicker like a broken neon light
Still hear you even when you're out of sight
Heart locked in like a satellite

One more text like pull up quick
Addicted to the rush and the risk of it
We collide like waves and electric hits
Late night love  we never resist

Hope u enjoy this one <3 
beatmaker: https://www.instagram.com/slattangelo/

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Thanks for checking out my music. The lyrics and vocals are mine, the beats are created by various musicians that are credited in parentheses of each song. I started creating music from poetic and lyrical inspirations and writing that started with reading old journal entries from difficult times in my life. I use a lot of repeating themes and you'll notice this as you listen more.
Some of my poetic lyrical inspirations are from Shakespeare & E.E. Cummings. 
Some classic/old school artists that inspire me are: Elliott Smith, Bright eyes, Brenden Urie from Panic at the Disco, Lane Staley of Alice in Chains, & Counting Crows.
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 Softheart, guccihighwaters, sewerperson,  velvetears, 4everfalling, yung van,  guardin

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