Part 1 of remastering the first album I ever made 4 years ago :D

ruok?

YRUCALLING?

boom

im rotting i have ibs kill me please

🔻 Song Insight

“Hell Inside Me” is a descent into obsession, betrayal, and the shadow self that emerges when love mutates into torment. The track unfolds like a confession whispered from the edge of sanity — an industrial-gothic symphony where pain becomes ritual and passion burns like black fire. It’s not about revenge but recognition: the moment you realize the monster you feared was born from your own reflection. Each lyric cuts like serrated memory; every breath echoes through the corridors of regret.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Eerie ambience

Prelude:
I hear the sound, it pulls me down
Shadow hands claw the ground
Dark beast under my bed
It's you, inside my head
Deeper down, I keep you sound
Under lock, you keep me bound
Eyes in the dark, whispering names
Fangs in the mist, calling my shame

Spoken Word:
"The deeper you dig, the less you feel
The less you feel, the more you need
The more you need, the less you breathe
The less you breathe, the more you bleed"

Verse 1:
Hunted me down, came in for the kill
I lay there waiting, against my will
Hell was born inside of me
You turned the knife to watch me bleed

Chorus:
Psychopathic passion, twisted and dark
Sadistic love left its true mark
Ripped my heart for all to see
You walked away and hell became me

Verse 2:
You said I was lost, hooked on you
But real love you never knew
Painted pain with every tear
Now I see your truth so clear

Bridge:
Hell was born inside of me
You turned the knife, watched me bleed

Final Chorus:
Psychopathic passion, twisted and dark
Sadistic love left its true mark
Ripped my heart for all to see
You walked away but hell followed me
Fire rose where my soul should be
Black flame crowned who I was to be

Outro:
Dark beast, under my bed

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place of confrontation — with memory, with guilt, and with the self that forms when trust burns away. “Hell Inside Me” isn’t about vengeance. It’s about the haunting that lingers long after the fire’s out. Sometimes, the hell we fear isn’t beneath us… it’s within us, whispering our name when the lights go out.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, “Hell Inside Me” embodies the project’s cinematic darkness — blending gothic-industrial energy with raw human emotion. It’s where confession meets catharsis, where storytelling becomes exorcism. Each song in this universe blurs the line between pain and empowerment, proving that even in the abyss, truth can still sound beautiful.

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Hell Inside Me

i finger my ass sometimes i lowk want a grilled cheese rn lmao

theres precum in my piss and it stings

(Verse 1)  
You said forever in a text,  
Now forever’s just a hex.  
Our love was born from static waves,  
Now I’m trapped in what it craves.  

(Pre-Chorus)  
Your silence louder than the bass,  
Still see your name in every place.  

(Chorus)  
Static hearts, collide and burn,  
Every loop — another turn.  
I can’t escape this endless reel,  
Your ghost is something I still feel.  

(Verse 2)  
You left your perfume on my skin,  
I wear your sins, I breathe you in.  
Every night I play your sound,  
But peace is something never found.  

(Bridge)  
Delete the chats, but not the scars,  
We’re still aligned between the stars.  

(Outro)  
Static hearts — we fade, we glow,  
Forever stuck in what we know.  


Static Hearts

(Verse 1)  
Heart flatlined, no pulse left,  
You’re the code that I regret.  
Every beat’s an empty hue,  
Since I fell in code blue.  

(Pre-Chorus)  
You were rhythm, now you’re gone,  
Still, my veins play your song.  

(Chorus)  
Code blue — I crash again,  
Drowning deep in digital rain.  
Your silence cuts through me too,  
My world ends in shades of you.  

(Verse 2)  
Wires hum your melody,  
Love feels like a felony.  
Every spark’s a wound renewed,  
You’re my ghost in solitude.  

(Bridge)  
Save my heart, or let it die,  
Either way, I’ll justify.  

(Outro)  
Code blue — no one knew,  
You were pain, and beauty too.  


Code Blue

(Verse 1)
Your heartbeat echoes through the wires,
A fading pulse that still inspires.
You left your rhythm on my skin,
A ghost that breathes me from within.

(Pre-Chorus)
And even when the silence grows,
Your hollow heartbeat flows.

(Chorus)
Hollow heartbeat — echo slow,
Tell me why you had to go.
You're the sound I can’t replace,
Still vibrating in my space.

(Verse 2)
I chase your tone through empty rooms,
Your absence thick like neon fumes.
The world is quiet, cold, and bare—
But I still hear you everywhere.

(Bridge)
If love is lost in time and sound,
Why do you keep coming around?

(Outro)
Hollow heartbeat — stay with me,
In endless circuitry.


Hollow Heartbeat

(Verse 1)
We float above the atmosphere,
Your breath the only thing I hear.
Weightless hearts in cosmic blue,
I fall forever into you.

(Pre-Chorus)
Every orbit pulls me near,
Even when you disappear.

(Chorus)
Zero gravity love — take me higher,
Burn my fears in lunar fire.
In your arms I’m drifting free,
Lost in your velocity.

(Verse 2)
Stars collapse when you’re around,
Silence turns to shifting sound.
Every touch a solar spark,
Lighting up my endless dark.

(Bridge)
Hold me in your silent skies,
Let me fall but never rise.

(Outro)
Zero gravity love — don’t fade,
You’re the universe I made.


Zero Gravity Love

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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