Beat Production: Goner
Lyrics: samben
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hatchu (hate you)
that's all I know
I don't wanna hatchu 
could I let it go

I don't wanna hold on 
I don't think I care enough
I don't wanna hold on 
me hands is going numb

veins run cold and my mind gets froze
that's all I can remember now
eyes get low as my wrist gets sewn
thunder strikes as my blood hits the ground

tsunamis in my lungs 
eyes burning from the sun
I don't know if I could ever be

I'm a fucking ghost
I ain't never had a home
I don't expect you to remember me

N I'm going down
I won't hear a sound
I don't feel like I ever left my hometown
jus tryna take away the shadows to which I'm bound
I can't figure it out but I'll figure it out

hatchu (hate you)
that's all I know
I don't wanna hatchu 
could I let it go

I don't wanna hold on 
I don't think I care enough
I don't wanna hold on 
me hands is going numb

veins run cold and my mind gets froze
that's all I can remember now
eyes get low as my wrist gets sewn
thunder strikes as my blood hits the ground

tsunamis in my lungs 
eyes burning from the sun
I don't know if I could ever be

I'm a fucking ghost
I ain't never had a home
I don't expect you to remember me

N I'm going down
I won't hear a sound
I don't feel like I ever left my hometown
jus tryna take away the shadows to which I'm bound
I can't figure it out but I'll figure it out

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - Samben (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - Sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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shadows ((PROD. GONER))

Beat Production: Willow
Lyrics: samben
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ayy
I'm underwater in this bitch
breathing don't exist
I don't wanna feel like I need you
cause I don't need that shit
It's really my bro the one I miss
I'm getting on my shit
a hundred thirty put that in the wind
while I'm blowing mist

no I don't want you
you jus hurt me so
I'm jus tryna fade into
the great unknown

N she on' wanna stay
no she could never stay
she fucks wit my brain
but I won't decapitate

I'm gone make my way
below freezing up in my veins
and no I can't remain 
no I know that I've gotta change

she fucks wit me I let her go now
cause ion wanna slow down
If I stop right now then I won't ever get my soul found
N I can feel my lungs drown
I'm thinking bout my hometown
I been sitting here for way too long I need to come 'round

I'm underwater in this bitch
breathing don't exist
I don't wanna feel like I need you
cause I don't need that shit
It's really my bro the one I miss
I'm getting on my shit
a hundred thirty put that in the wind
while I'm blowing mist

no I don't want you
you jus hurt me so
I'm jus tryna fade into
the great unknown

N she on' wanna stay
no she could never stay
she fucks wit my brain
but I won't decapitate

I'm gone make my way
below freezing up in my veins
and no I can't remain 
no I know that I've gotta change

she fucks wit me I let her go now
cause ion wanna slow down
If I stop right now then I won't ever get my soul found
N I can feel my lungs drown
I'm thinking bout my hometown
I been sitting here for way too long I need to come 'round

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - Samben (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - Sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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amphibious ((PROD. WILLOW))

Beat Production: Maad
Lyrics: samben
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I'm so cold with you
I'm in my mind I can't move woah
I swear the snow infused
I jus lie here on the moon

I'm so cold wit you
I can't tell what's the truth oh
I'm running low on fumes
so I jus sing a little tune

stained glass in my fucking veins 
bitch you can't relate
I'm insane
you hate me well guess what bitch I hate your hate
in my face
why you in my face
fuck up out my way
Ima take 
all the paths I make 
until I get 'em paved

N she can feel the pain I feel
we jus wanna make it real
hearts clash scar each other with steel
I don't know if we could heal

I'm so cold with you
I'm in my mind I can't move woah
I swear the snow infused
I jus lie here on the moon

stained glass in my fucking veins 
bitch you can't relate
I'm insane
you hate me well guess what bitch I hate your hate
in my face
why you in my face
fuck up out my way
Ima take 
all the paths I make 
until I get 'em paved

N she can feel the pain I feel
we jus wanna make it real
hearts clash scar each other with steel
I don't know if we could heal

I'm so cold wit you
I can't tell what's the truth oh
I'm running low on fumes
so I jus sing a little tune

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - Samben (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - Sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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so cold ((PROD. MAAD))

hook) l.a.p 4money
때는 스물 다섯
내손 잡아 어서
시간 얼마 없어
꿈을 잡아 덥썩

곧있으면 여섯
꿈을 찾아줬어
허나 맘이 앞서,
늘어나던 걱정

꿈이 앞에 왔어,
우린 그걸 잡어,
왜 가만히서 있어.
그러다 또 놓쳐.

많이 먹은줄 알았어,
걱정만 많았던,
어린날이었어,
후횐안해, 잡어 어서.

verse.1) l.a.p 4money
하도 많았었지 겁, 꿈이 많던 별,
난 기로 앞에 서서 선, 택 한다고 변
할까 두려워 걷어, 겁
그때는 젊었어 더, 우리 엄니아빠도
예순이 되기 전인걸
아직 스물 다섯, 근데 뭐가 그리도 무서워.
겁만 많았어, 멍청아 내손 잡아 어서.
더 나아갈 수 있어 그러니 손을 뻗어.
가라앉어 무거워져서, 그 전에 걸어.

verse.2) choima
그저 걸었었지 옥탑방 시절에 그 땐
뭐가 뭔지 몰라도 왠지 내 마음은 급해
날 가둔 방이 어두워지고 눈감았을 땐
잠을 자도 꿈이없어 많이 외로웠네
i wanna change of my life 버릇처럼 하던 말
빛도 없이 갇혀 보냈었던 낮과 밤
폐속 연기 가득 뿜어 흘려보내
조용히 썼던 가사들을 불러보네 yeah

hook) l.a.p 4money
때는 스물 다섯
내손 잡아 어서
시간 얼마 없어
꿈을 잡아 덥썩

곧있으면 여섯
꿈을 찾아줬어
허나 맘이 앞서,
늘어나던 걱정

꿈이 앞에 왔어,
우린 그걸 잡어,
왜 가만히서 있어.
그러다 또 놓쳐.

많이 먹은줄 알았어,
걱정만 많았던,
어린날이었어,
후횐안해, 잡어 어서.
x2

스물 다섯 (feat. choima)

Hook)
Love and peace for money go up space with weed
Ma friends lv Jane 우린 끼리끼리
West mountain부터 up$o spaceship kdkd
Truman Show도 아닌데 내 인생 마치 cctv

난 좋아해 여자 but my papa still. kiss me
세상이 이상해 친구와 나뉘어져버린 gap
자극적인 건 모두 감춰버린 시대는 없어 재미
Truman Show도 아닌데 모두가 나를 tset me


verse.1)
lap 4money 돈이 우선만은 아니지
사랑과 평화 또 그전엔 우린 여전히도 young and free

내미래, lv jane과 함께가 아니어도 함께지
피를 나누진 않았어도 우리는 비밀을 나눈 사이지

음악을 하는 이유가 뭐녜
뭐긴 뭐야 내 목숨을 거네
목표를 세운건 다 이뤄야 돼
관짝을 닫을 때도 마음이 편해

정상이 되지 못해도 괜찮아
이런 놈이 있어야 재미가 있잖아
랩할 땐 적어도 치지 않아 장난
나는 한다면 하는 사람

나는 한다면 하는 사람
이룰건 꼭 이루어내 잖아
언제나 가득 차있는 야망
언제나 가득 차있는 야마

시작을 했으니 멈추지 못해 고장난 악셀
브레이크는 절대 밟지도 않기에 울려대는 사이렌


Hook)
Love and peace for money go up space with weed
Ma friends lv Jane 우린 끼리끼리
West mountain부터 up$o spaceship kdkd
Truman Show도 아닌데 내 인생 마치 cctv

난 좋아해 여자 but my papa still. kiss me
세상이 이상해 친구와 나뉘어져버린 gap
자극적인 건 모두 감춰버린 시대는 없어 재미
Truman Show도 아닌데 모두가 나를 tset me

Truman Show

a song about my gender.

Prod. Me (I mean dead friendly.....)
mixing and mastering - me and @buggeyed
vocal mix - @buggeyed


(sample from the breakfast club)

scars on my body
I'm really foggy
head full of smoke
its all fucking smoggy
I'm not the girl in the mirror (mirror)
is there anything real clearer (clearer)
Girls talking shit on twitter (twitter)
fuck a copy Imma counterfit her (counterfitter)

dead and numb

Mental static is all that I'm feeling (feeling)
heart brusied and bleeding (bleed-ing)
feel my pain fucking feel my pain
see me hanging from the ceiling (ceil-ing)
dysphoria is all that I'm feeling (feeling)
new body new feelings (feelings)
feel my pain fucking feel my pain
see me hanging from the ceiling

Pay What You Want DL

MENTAL STATIC // What I should have learned about high school (prod.deadfriendly)

chemical dependence

candlelight w/ VITO

grim reaper

[FREE] Emo X Trap Type Beat 2023 -  Tennel

•BPM : 107
•KEY : Eb Minor 


• Contact : 94lyun@gmail.com
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[FREE] Emo X Trap Type Beat 2023 -  Tennel

fka -@thomasjohannsonthedemon 
I go by rose now.
I run the scenekidfancams
I used to be in a collective but now I am not

I make music, I think it's cool, I hope you like it. Email or DM me if you want to work and create some tunes. Next drop will be on June 9th<3. Also if anyone's curious I'm based in the Chicago area but I have "somewhere" as my location for *aesthetic* 

racing driver pictured in the banner was (at the time) current World Drivers' Champion Graham Hill in the 1969 German Grand Prix driving the Lotus 49 R10 at the Nürburgring Nordschleife

lifeless&decayed

contact:
jamestylerisdead.music@gmail.com

i’ve been called dramatic
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