every 10 seconds a child dies of hunger.
Please google for an organization of your choice and donate 10 bucks.... Don't go to McDonalds for once, dont cut one nose coke, don't poison yourself with a pack of cigarettes for once.... 
We often feel like a piece of shit, but others die while we cry

refrain:
dont know where im going 
dont know where im dying 
dont know why im born in
dont know where my life is 
tell me why im drunken
pills in the morning
why i cut the cocaine
why the sluts want blowing

why my parents love me
why i want my tattoos
why i saying sry
why is that not true
what is in my natur
city and the starlights
mushrooms in the forest 
speed in the clubnights

brigde or verse whatever:
all the quetions crashing insiide of me
time is wasted and we waiting for the timeless sleep
we dont wanna die but we wanna die indeeeed
we are fake but to faking our life is reaal (our life is real)

refrain:
dont know where im going 
dont know where im dying 
dont know why im born in
dont know where my life is 
tell me why im drunken
pills in the morning
why i cut the cocaine
why the sluts want blowing

why my parents love me
why i want my tattoos
why i saying sry
why is that not true
what is in my natur
city and the starlights
mushrooms in the forest 
speed in the clubnights

Tell Me Why (prod. Morin)

every 10 seconds a child dies of hunger.
Please google for an organization of your choice and donate 10 bucks.... Don't go to McDonalds for once, dont cut one nose coke, don't poison yourself with a pack of cigarettes for once.... 
We often feel like a piece of shit, but others die while we cry

W.A.Y.S.A.F.U. (we are youngsad and fucked up)

Lyrics:

ambient intro: 

benzos are a lie but i feel me fine
drugs in my head for my silent hill
fucking im youngsad
fucking im youngsad

brigde/Hook idk:
fucking we are youngsad yea
and we die in the silent yea
fuck we feel us choke and try to creep
away and from the timeless sleep
fucking we are youngsad yea
and we die in the silent yea
fuck we feel us choke and try to creep
away and from the timeless sleep

mainverse: 
pain in our brains and it fucked up
friends have a plan and it fucked up
family does fucked up
pop another xan and its fucked up
losing ourself its so fucked up
fucking we r broken
fucking we r strangers,
fucking we r lonely, fucked up
empty like bottles which we drink
tattoos on the neck but not the same thing, fucked up

ambient outro:
benzos are a lie but i feel me fine
drugs in my head for my silent hill
fucking we r youngsad
fucking we r youngsad
benzos are a lie but i feel me fine
drugs in my head for my silent hill
fucking we r youngsad
fucking we r youngsad

W.A.Y.S.A.F.U. (prod. tvoynick)

Lyrics:

Life getting dark but i see it in light
all struggeling in my head but i think its allright
kill the pain with singing and benzos and wine
fuck this life swipping left but i swipping to right
all this stupido things for i spending my time
filling up into shame and get on the pile 
kill the pain with singing and benzos and wine
fuck this life swipping left but i swipping to right
 
its dont getting match but i swipping to right
all this shit on my body makes feel me alive
feelings are so good on my broken device
the devil makes the party but i think its a lie

a lie, i form my passion to a diamond
devil let me cry and i make him to a friendship
angel wanna leave cuz they thinking its violant
fuck of the fakes i earn my own wings

i wanna fly like a boing cuz my life is boring
haters call me prick, but i make them to a porridge
Sry for i never saying sry, 
but i think its nothing like nonense

ill make my life to a diaaaaamond
and i see you notice
yes until it is final
if i flyyyy with own wings

too many scars on all part of my body 
but all tattoos and chains are behind it
fuck off cars or cash i dont need it
bitch i gunna fly if im final
too many scars on all part of my body 
but all tattoos and chains are behind it
fuck off cars or cash i dont need it
bitch i gunna fly if im final

SWIPING (prod. elzio & jkei)

made the song at 4 am.. drunken lol

Lyrics:

feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/
feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/

feel so lost ye, who i am yea
im too broke start a fucking romance
im too broke, i dont feel myself (feel myself)
im too broke, i dont feel myself (feel myself)

start my drip with a fucking new brand ya
benzos in my head and the devil want me kiss
alc in the cup ye start my whip
shawtys wanna fuck, popin drugs no risk

feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/
feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/

Deleted Song (prod. by classik)

Hook
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, you dont cross my path
you dont cross my path, you dont cross my path
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, who wants drink with me,
who wants drink with me, who want kissing me

verse
fuck, who wants kissing me ya
liquors in my glas and its fills my day
I'll go back in the Psychiatry ya
dont hate myself but want kill myself

fuck all the bitches on tinder.... 
don't give a fuck about your goodlife (goodlife)
take your photos with the filter
and look shit in the realife (reallife)

break
dont give a fuck of you
i dont give a fuck of me
have much love, you dont cross my path
dont hate myself but want kill myself

Hook
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, you dont cross my path
you dont cross my path, you dont cross my path
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, who wants drink with me,
who wants drink with me, who want kissing me

drinks.wav (prod. Puhf)

Hook
bitches wanna try to change my moods
but i dont give a fuck and they hear my loops
double cup liuq i dont care bout you
the devil on my neck and i make a ruin
look i'll make a ruin, not the same like u
i fuck u cosplay bitches, who's my sailor moon
ye im a fucking badass and they tell me too
ye hangin in my back, my blood ist blue


verse
dont give a fuck and i make a ruin
devil on my neck im not the same like you
blow in my nose and the blood flows soon
Bitch, I never talk, 
everything is true

ye everything is true, everything is true
bitches come to fuck with me for the blow
ye i keepin real and the rest is a show
fuck they are fake and immersed in love

Hook
bitches wanna try to change my moods
but i dont give a fuck and they hear my loops
double cup liuq i dont care bout you
the devil on my neck and i make a ruin
look i'll make a ruin, not the same like u
i fuck u cosplay bitches, who's my sailor moon
ye im a fucking badass and they tell me too
ye hangin in my back, my blood ist blue

BACKYARD (prod. uglystar)

hook
end of the year buddy whats poppin
always lost in my tears and nobody stopped me
i tryin kill myself, i will kill myself next year
kill myself, i will kill myself again

verse
keep my family at distance (distance)
people are dashes on my wristband
i am choking on my sickness (sickness)
im not even strong enough for dishes

and its fuck me up, put shit in the cup
but insomnia, always wake me up
its 3am and im full with stuff
but its wake me up, always wake me up

bridge

any year i feeeeel alone
makes more i kill my oooown
and it feels like a ton
look i dont know anymoreee

hook
end of the year buddy whats poppin
always lost in my tears and nobody stopped me
i tryin kill myself, i will kill myself next year
kill myself, i will kill myself again

Insomnia (prod. puki)

I wanted to release something before my album release, so here is an EP. This is a concept release and should be considered more as a whole song. 

Mixing und Mastering by myself

Thanks for listening<3

Sauces:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XCgZwcU5F8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_ctNFv_Rx8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNeT1ysvSn4
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/nOwdfAC89Z0

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