I swear

“Forever Young” is a nostalgic emo-rap anthem that blends punk rock energy with heartfelt storytelling. From carefree basement memories to the struggles of growing older, this song is about holding onto that youthful spirit no matter what life throws at you. For anyone who’s ever felt numb, chased the sun, or turned pain into art — this one’s for you.

Forever Young

Reflecting on the raw beauty and quiet chaos of being sixteen, SXTN is a defiant track that fuses dubstep’s age-fueled frustration with emorock tenderness, as it pulls you into a cinematic world of growing up and longing for identity.

“I’d rather stand next to her / Give everything, just one day with her” — these words emerge from a place of emotional clarity and distance, written years later while reflecting on the echoes of growingup  and the journey towards maturity.

“Stay true to yourself. Stay who you are.” – Ilana

SXTN is not nostalgia. It’s memory, alive in bass, distortion, and vulnerability.

#SXTN #emotionalbass #identityflow #rawemotion #femvox #emodub #undergroundscene

SXTN

🔻 Song Insight
“Turn Me Off” is a razor-edged punk-pop anthem built on the ashes of people-pleasing and toxic nostalgia. Laced with sarcasm and dark humor, the track pulls no punches about betrayal, wasted time, and that moment you finally take your life back. It’s a cathartic soundtrack for anyone who’s tired of being polite and ready to reclaim their power—with the volume cranked up.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:
I found my spot, the one I craved
Hiding under all the mess I made
Brittle as fuck, yeah, I cracked
Bent and broken, right off these fucking tracks

Verse 1:
Arms marked up from the shit I did for you
No more excuses—yeah, I saw it through
Was it love or just an excuse?
Does it matter—nothing's enough for you

Kindness was a game, you played it well
But you were never good enough to sell
Cut and slice, hammer crashed it well
Pulling out memories, burnt as hell

Chorus:
You’re the storm in my summer,
The shit on my shoe—remember? (Yeah, you do)
Milk gone bad, ruined my point of view
You’re the worst day, never my center
That was my life with you, and yeah, it’s true
You turned me on just to turn me off

Verse 2:
People say I’m cruel, forgetting the good
Fuck that shit, you’d run too if you could
You poisoned the parts that used to thrive
Watched them wither, die inside

You metastasize—won’t go away
A mole in my head, just growing gray
You haunt my mind, rent-free
But you don’t belong here, so fuck off—PLEASE

Bridge:
Static on my radio,
Don’t like my station? Change it—
If my noise offends you, good, turn the dial
Or stick around, I’ll make it worthwhile
(What's a dial?)

Chorus:
You’re the storm in my summer,
The shit on my shoe—remember? (Yeah, you do)
Milk gone bad, ruined my point of view
You’re the worst day, never my center
That was my life with you, and yeah, it’s true
You turned me on just to turn me off

Outro, Spoken – Deadpan:
Some say it’s masked love—whatever the fuck
Eat a dick, get bent, I’m fresh outta luck
The depths I’ve exposed—just a window—
If you never loved, you never lost—
Guess that’s how we grow—

I’m like a podcast or a late-night stream
Just your noise? Never a dream—
Turn me on or fuck me off—and enjoy the show.

Otherwise, keep going—this is MY space now.

speaker 1:
“MySpace, wasn’t that a place for pedophiles?”
speaker 2:
“No, you’re thinking of MyFace.”
speaker 1:
“Oh, wait… how do you know?”
speaker 2:
"It was on the news, right?"
speaker 1:
"Your pager’s going off, better get that"
speaker 2:
"Oh shit, it’s 911, I gotta get this, you got a phone?"


🔻 Personal Reflection
I spent years making myself small for other people—trying to be liked, to be “enough,” to keep the peace. But there’s a point where you realize you can’t save anyone who’s set on destroying themselves (or you). “Turn Me Off” is me reclaiming my life, my voice, and my sense of humor. It’s blunt, loud, and finally honest—because I’m done apologizing for existing.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Every 4Me2BeFree track is a slice of lived experience, spun into something cinematic and real. With “Turn Me Off,” I’m doubling down on the mission: take raw truth, twist it into something you can feel, and make sure no one walks away unmoved. Whether you’re laughing, hurting, or raging along, the goal is always the same—turn pain into connection, and never hold back.
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Turn Me Off

stuck (interlude) prod. LASZLO

Ever accidentally turned a late-night wine shop into a full-blown existential crisis? Same.

“U Nisy 916” is what happens when Indie Rock, Jangle Pop, and Post-Punk accidentally share one bottle too many and wake up leaning against the railing of the Lužická Nisa river, contemplating destiny, mortality, and whether the Vinotéka Narohu ever reopens before Tuesday.

Perfect for:
🥂 Standing outside closed wine shops after midnight
🌊 Pretending rivers have deep metaphors (they do)
🎧 Crying in rhythm to angular basslines
📸 Staring dramatically at street lamps nobody asked you to

Lyrics:

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

The lights flicker cold on the glassy street,
Ghosts of laughter I can barely meet,
The wine shop's closed, but her shadow stays,
Dreams drown slow in the river's grey haze.

The night sighs low,
And the water knows,
All we lose, all we owe —
In this quiet, endless flow.

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

Behind the high walls of the krajský dom,
Stories crumble like abandoned songs,
I trace the cracks with a frozen gaze,
Each moment lost, another stageplay.

The world just spins,
An absurd little thing,
Curtains fall, no one wins —
Only rivers remember springs.

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

Maybe in another scene,
Under other, softer dreams,
We would laugh and not pretend —
But rivers know: all things must end.

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

Vinotéka Narohu (Indie Rock Version)

Imagine walking into Vinotéka Narohu on a rainy Thursday night, only to discover a bunch of locals have kidnapped an Irish folk band, handed them too much cheap red wine, and said:
"Alright lads, play something sad… but make it sound happy."

That’s this track.

“Vinotéka Narohu (Folk Version)” takes our jangly indie anthem and spins it into a pub-stomping, river-dreaming folk session — fiddles crying, guitars humming, and someone in the corner clapping slightly off-beat but with full emotional commitment. One sip of this tune and suddenly you’re swaying arm-in-arm with strangers you’ll never see again, pretending you know all the lyrics.

Somewhere between Liberec and Galway, between existential dread and “just one more glass,” this version makes the Lužická Nisa river sound like it’s flowing straight through an Irish pub at 3 a.m.

Perfect for:
🍷 Drinking wine you can’t pronounce
🎻 Crying into your pint while tapping your foot
🌊 Standing dramatically by rivers pretending you’re in a folk ballad
🕯️ Whispering “I’m fine” while absolutely not being fine

Lyrics:

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

The lights flicker cold on the glassy street,
Ghosts of laughter I can barely meet,
The wine shop's closed, but her shadow stays,
Dreams drown slow in the river's grey haze.

The night sighs low,
And the water knows,
All we lose, all we owe —
In this quiet, endless flow.

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

Behind the high walls of the krajský dom,
Stories crumble like abandoned songs,
I trace the cracks with a frozen gaze,
Each moment lost, another stageplay.

The world just spins,
An absurd little thing,
Curtains fall, no one wins —
Only rivers remember springs.

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

Maybe in another scene,
Under other, softer dreams,
We would laugh and not pretend —
But rivers know: all things must end.

...and here I stand again in my mental routine:
close my eyes at U Nisy nine hundred sixteen
Vinotéka Narohu my destiny
While Lužická Nisa flows below me

Ballad of Vinotéka Narohu

Lyrics:
I text your name in flashing lights,
Pixel love, but it never feels right,
Your voice is auto-tuned in my veins,
Glitching memories, stuck on replay.

Synthetic tears on my screen tonight,
404 love, can’t make it right,
We crashed in a digital storm,
Broken code, but I still want more.

Chorus:
Neon heartbreak, burning slow,
In the city where the cold winds blow,
Lost in echoes of your sound,
But I can’t delete what I’ve found.

Verse 2:
Scrolling back through endless days,
Every chat feels like a maze,
Emoji promises turned to dust,
Binary love I can’t trust.

Your signal fades, but I still connect,
A glitch in my heart I can’t correct,
Virtual touch in a frozen space,
I still dream of your interface.

Bridge:
We’re just fragments, lost in code,
Data drowning, overload,
But even in this broken sky,
I keep your ghost on standby.

Chorus (repeat)

Neon Heartbreak

I guess I keep switching up the vocal mixing🥲

Lyrics, vocals, mix, master and cover art by me
Beat produced by Metlast

Things won't change

I’m lost 
And I don’t know what to do 
You said fuck you 
Ion know you no more 
Don’t know who’s  that?
 Don’t belong here no more 
So maybe move back 
But they don’t  want me  anymore 
And  I fall flat 
Right here on my face 
And I fall back 

Right back into place 

I gotta go 
Get up and go

Cause I’m starting to cave in 

And I know 

That I say that I’ll chqnge it
(X2)

but you know that I won’t 
more of the same shit 

 the same old shit 
That I say 

 Tell me that you don’t wanna play all of my games these days 

And She say that I’m really just not the same these days 

I’m insane these days 

 like yo brain remade 

It’s just a plain deep fake 

And I know 
I Know that it’s not you 

And It’s really not true 

 I wish I forgot you 

Plus I wish we could talk too

 I wish we could talk too

But 
It’s really not you

it’s really not you 

It’s really not 

I’m lost 
And I don’t know what to do 
You said fuck you 
Ion know you no more 
Don’t know who’s  that
Don’t belong here no more 
So maybe move back 
But they don’t  want me  anymore 
And  I fall flat 
Right here on my face 
And I fall back 

Right back into place 

I gotta go 
Get up and go

Cause I’m starting to cave in 

And I know 

That I say that I’ll change it 

fallFlat

fallFlat (Prod. QUITAll)

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re glad to announce that Falloutt now has its own official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilans, we’re developing Falloutt further into its unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

Check the links below, hit follow, and stay tuned for upcoming releases. Their new website is being built as we speak.

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Still trying to find my voice, but slowly getting there by each release. 
Thanks to listening in, and follow my road 🙏

I'm from Gaston Alabama and still Have a southern twang in a few of my words even after living in Bloomington IL for 12 years. I now reside in Jacksonville FL and it feels great to be back in the south. By my first steps, I was a hell raiser. I've heard people say my life would make a good book but we don't have time for that right now. So I'll keep it short. By age 5 I lived in the basement of a house with rats the size of cats and roaches that could care less if the lights were on or off. My mother and stepfather did their best to raise me in a God-fearing home. My stepfather who is nothing short of my Dad (unlike the sperm donor of a psychiatrist my mother had back in the 80s) has a powerful testimony as well. A true rags to riches story. By seven years old I had my first sexual experience with a girl twice my age. By the time I was 12 I was smoking cigarettes and stealing liquor out of my parents cabinet. It was a downward spiral from there.
I've hurt a lot of people mentally and physically. I had my daughter Anniya out of wedlock at age 18. At age 23 had my son Malachi with a different woman, who I was not married to at the time, but by the grace of God I am married to now! I have eleven felony convictions on my record from the state of Illinois. I was an addict, a dealer, a thief, selfish, full of anger and just an all-around scumbag. But on this last bid I was sentenced to 5 yrs in prison. I was released after 2 1/2 years on good behavior. I prayed every day I was locked up that YHWH would take the taste for drugs and alcohol away from me and restore the relationship with my family and kids. I stayed in his word and I tried my hardest to live a life that would please Him! He answered my prayers and delivered me from my addictions. To this day I still try my hardest to live a life that pleases Him, but I fall short daily. I know I need Yahuwah and I don't deserve any of the gifts that I've been blessed with. Music drives me and lets me express my hardships and advice to others when I say music is my life that's an understatement. But YHWH's grace and mercy is shinning on me and I will never quit this mission to reach as many souls as possible through music ministry.

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