idk i guess im lost

Winehouse

RAGE

CLIT

I tried to love you clean  
But code can’t fix a dream  
You fade in RGB light  
I break in sleepless nights  

(Pre-Chorus)  
너의 손이 차가워 (your hand’s so cold)  
Our story’s getting old  
But when I close my eyes  
I see the sunrise  

(Chorus)  
Glitchheart, breaking slow  
You’re the bug I can’t let go  
Our love rewinds and loops again  
Even pain feels like a friend  

(Verse 2)  
We spark, we burn, we crash  
Two ghosts in a pixel flash  
Your kiss still downloads pain  
I’d do it all again  

(Bridge)  
You said “rewrite our fate”  
But I logged in too late  
My memory won’t restart  
Still, you own my heart  

(Final Chorus)  
Glitchheart, fading out  
Love was code without a doubt  
If we meet in data rain  
Let me love you again  

(Outro)  
Glitch... glitch... heart still beats.


Glitchheart

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Lyricist: ZILLTARFER
Composer: ZILLTRAFER
Mix/Master: ZILLTRAFER
Producer: INNER BEATS

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7.11.2025

ZILLTRAFER-Tyramisu

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Lyricist: ZILLTARFER
Composer: ZILLTRAFER
Mix/Master: ZILLTRAFER
Producer: rajaste

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ZILLTRAFER-Nejsom pohode

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Lyricist: ZILLTARFER
Composer: ZILLTRAFER
Mix/Master: ZILLTRAFER
Producer: die for you

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ZILLTRAFER-Ballada

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Lyricist: ZILLTARFER
Composer: ZILLTRAFER
Mix/Master: ZILLTRAFER
Producer: DR.F PRODUCTION

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ZILLTRARER-kill it


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Composer: ZILLTRAFER
Mix/Master: ZILLTRAFER
Producer: bilal popal

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ZILLTRAFER-4:00

(Verse 1)  
Cut me open, I don’t bleed red,  
It’s neon lights inside instead.  
You said I’m too cold to feel,  
But pain’s the only thing that’s real.  

(Pre-Chorus)  
Flashing lights inside my chest,  
You were chaos, you were rest.  

(Chorus)  
Neon blood — I’m glowing pain,  
Running wild through every vein.  
You’re the wound I can’t erase,  
Still addicted to your face.  

(Verse 2)  
I tried to love inside the screen,  
But truth’s not built for the machine.  
Every filter hides my scars,  
But can’t delete what we are.  

(Bridge)  
Your name a code I can’t unwrite,  
Still dreaming of you every night.  

(Outro)  
Neon blood — let it flow,  
Even dead, I’ll let you know.  


Neon Blood

(Verse 1)  
You said “forever,” I believed,  
Now forever’s what deceived.  
Your halo glowed, but turned to frost,  
In your light, I got lost.  

(Pre-Chorus)  
I tried to breathe your memory,  
But it froze inside of me.  

(Chorus)  
Cold halo — shine no more,  
You’re the love I can’t restore.  
Every dream turns black and blue,  
Since I fell for you.  

(Verse 2)  
Your touch was like a frozen spark,  
Lit my soul, then left it dark.  
I trace your ghost in every sound,  
But peace is never found.  

(Bridge)  
I’ll wear your light till I decay,  
Love’s the price I’ll pay.  

(Outro)  
Cold halo — fade to dust,  
You were heaven I can’t trust.  


Cold Halo

(Verse 1)
Your heartbeat echoes through the wires,
A fading pulse that still inspires.
You left your rhythm on my skin,
A ghost that breathes me from within.

(Pre-Chorus)
And even when the silence grows,
Your hollow heartbeat flows.

(Chorus)
Hollow heartbeat — echo slow,
Tell me why you had to go.
You're the sound I can’t replace,
Still vibrating in my space.

(Verse 2)
I chase your tone through empty rooms,
Your absence thick like neon fumes.
The world is quiet, cold, and bare—
But I still hear you everywhere.

(Bridge)
If love is lost in time and sound,
Why do you keep coming around?

(Outro)
Hollow heartbeat — stay with me,
In endless circuitry.


Hollow Heartbeat

(Verse 1)
Midnight scrolling through my pain,
Your ghost appears inside my brain.
Glowing blue light on my face,
But all I see is your empty space.
I chase your shadow through the screen,
Replay moments that could’ve been.
Neon memories that never fade,
I’m drowning in the mess we made.

(Pre-Chorus)
Every call turns into silence,
Every truth becomes defiance.
You left echoes in the wires,
Burned my heart with cold desires.

(Chorus)
Broken signal in my veins,
Love was lost inside the chains.
Every pixel, every cry,
Just a lie inside your goodbye.
Fading slowly, glitching through,
But every glitch still feels like you.

(Verse 2)
Your name is coded in my skin,
Every beat pulls me back in.
Synthetic tears on metal floors,
I hear your knock on phantom doors.
You were my high, my dopamine,
But now you're gone — a dead machine.
I try to breathe beyond the static,
But every breath becomes traumatic.

(Pre-Chorus)
Every message… never sent,
Every moment… consequence.
You cut the cord, erased our light,
But I still dream of you at night.

(Chorus)
Broken signal in my veins,
Love was lost inside the chains.
Every pixel, every cry,
Just a lie inside your goodbye.
Lost transmission, fading sound,
Wish my heart could shut you down.

(Bridge)
Delete the files, delete the pain —
Yet your ghost still runs the main.
You were the glitch that felt like home,
Now I face the dark alone.

(Outro)
So fade away, dissolve in screen,
But you're still here — inside the machine…
Broken signal… forever stays.


BROKEN SIGNAL

Midnight halo glowing on your skin  
A soft reminder of where we’ve been  
Your shadow dances like a sin  
Pulling me deeper once again  

The night is quiet, but you’re loud  
Your heartbeat rising through the crowd  
Every touch a broken vow  
Still I want you here somehow  

Streetlights fade to black and gray  
Yet your eyes chase the dark away  
You whisper things I can't betray  
Words that make me want to stay  

Pull me into your quiet storm  
Where cold hearts start to feel warm  
Where every rule begins to deform  
And nothing left can be the norm  

Stay with me in the silent glow  
Where time drips soft and slow  
Where scars are things we never show  
And love is something we relearn to know  

Midnight halo shining bright  
Guiding us through fragile night  
Even when wrong feels like right  
You’re the glow I hold so tight  


MIDNIGHT HALO

1n th3 CØNSØLE 1 s33 n4m3s wh3r3 1 n0 l0ng3r r3c0gn1z3 mys3lf.
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C0NSØLE [N Ø S I G N A L]

A dark emotional EDM-trap hybrid with heavy bass, neon atmosphere, and a heartbreak drop built for late-night DJ sets. JUJU blends melodic tension with cinematic EDM energy. Perfect for festival DJs, future bass fans, and anyone in their feelings.

Trust Issues

“Just Another Fuckin Mistake” – Song Insight Post

by 4Me2BeFree

🎬 Song Insight

“Just Another Fuckin Mistake” is a slow-burning unraveling — a confession torn between rhythm and rage. It’s the story of loving someone who weaponized distraction, drained your light, and left a hollow echo in their place. The song moves like a bruise shifting colors: dark R&B shadows, Bone-Thug-style cadence, and the sharp-edged honesty of early Eminem.

This track lives in the space between blame and release. Between the last breath of a dying relationship and the first breath you take alone. It’s intimate, confrontational, and painfully self-aware — a cinematic descent into the moment you finally call the truth by its real name.

📝 Lyrics

[Intro]
the art of distractions— that’s all you are
the art of distractions— no longer my fault
Ohh yeah my distraction— that’s all you are
an just like that— no longer my fault

[Verse 1]
You live among the mistakes I make
Stacked— it’s a vertical shift, a lateral phase
Logically indexed with all the shit I take

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Verse 2]
Your grip inside my chest
Broken down— you’re falling fast
Your lips press— a silent kiss
slipping away in gray
this time— ohhh
this time— yeah it's your mistake

[Refrain]
Slipping— slipping away
slipping away in gray
its your fuckin mistake
yeah, just another fuckin mistake

[Verse 3]
Your warmth once felt— now cold
Every aspect— you chose to close
All memories removed clean
Nothing good remains

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Bridge]
The “never was” that made us
Dropped like fire in my eyes
The two of us held tight
Watching love as it died

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Refrain]
Slipping— slipping away
slipping away in gray
its your fuckin mistake
yeah, just another fuckin mistake

[Outro]
The silence you found— was profound
It was the emptiness
that became your name ...
Yeah what a fuckin mistake

💬 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place where love and delusion finally stopped pretending to be the same thing. I wrote it in one of those rare moments of brutal clarity — the kind that knocks the wind out of you but sets you free in the same breath.

It’s not about revenge. It’s not about trying to win.
It’s me admitting the truth out loud:
some people were meant to be lessons, not lifetimes.

And when the last distraction dies, you finally see yourself again.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree has always been about turning raw wounds into cinematic sound — taking the parts we’re told to hide and letting them become the entire story. This track carries that spirit fully. It blends vulnerability with defiance, pain with rhythm, despair with swagger.

It’s the sound of surviving yourself… and surviving who you used to love.
It’s the heartbeat of the movement: honesty, liberation, and unapologetic emotional storytelling for anyone who’s ever had to rebuild from ashes.

🛡️ Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Just Another Fuckin Mistake

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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XIXTENTASH
Deegan Peter James Tatt, known professionally as XIXTENTASH, is an Australian rapper and singer-songwriter who thrives on unpredictability. His music blurs the edges of punk rock, hip-hop, R&B, and metal, weaving an emotionally charged sound that is raw, experimental, and fearless. Known for extreme vocal shifts — from bloodcurdling screams to soft croons — he embodies chaos and vulnerability in equal measure.

Born on May 22, 2011, at Echuca Regional Health in Victoria, Southeastern Australia, Deegs quickly found himself drawn to music as a way to process and express the weight of life. Inspired by boundary-pushing artists such as XXXTENTACION, Juice WRLD, Biggie Smalls, 2Pac, The Weeknd, and many others, he developed a vision for music that is brutally honest and unfiltered. XIXTENTASH explores themes like pain, depression, heartbreak, love, anger, trauma, philosophy, and hope, connecting deeply with fans through his raw, fearless style.

Within a single project, Tatt might whisper through a lo-fi ballad, then erupt into distorted metal screams — every song reflecting the turmoil, transformation, and emotional depth within him. D often spoke in a chaotic, spiritual, and contradictory way, a style that perfectly matched his artistry. While once unstable, unpolished, and unpredictable, that rawness became his defining charm. Every lyric, every note, represents a battle between destruction and hope. Over time, however, his focus grew more deliberate. Still raw, but more experimental and self-aware, D began shaping his chaos into controlled fire. The result is music that is dangerous yet beautiful — breaking boundaries while offering warmth, connection, and resonance to those who need it most.

Deegs faced serious legal issues and public backlash early in life, but he used these experiences to grow and transform. Later, he focused on positivity and helping fans, using his music and public presence to uplift and connect. His work demonstrates deep emotional and musical range, showing both vulnerability and strength across genres and themes.

Beyond music, XIX connects with fans on YouTube through gaming sessions, building a community that extends beyond sound. His vision is to be more than just an “artist” or “rapper” — he aims to create experiences that mix artistry with interaction, where fans can reach him directly. He openly invites people to add him on Skype/Discord @xixtentash or DM him on any platform to set up gaming sessions and grow together.

At just 14 years old, Deegs represents the evolution of youthful rebellion into purposeful artistry. He is both unpredictable and intentional, still full of the same vulnerability and honesty that first drew listeners in, now sharpened with vision. If his early sound was pure lightning — wild, uncontained, and destructive — his current path is fire: controlled, powerful, illuminating, and impossible to ignore.

Also known as: D, XIX, Tatt, Deegs, YoungThickDick, YoungThicksladder, BigD

new drops every wednesday & friday, if i dont drop hold me accountable. you can come to my suburban home in georgia and hold me captive till i drop.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ 2015 ࿐ྂ 
୨⎯ ".is important." ⎯୧ 
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